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2ntyOnePilots never fails to impress me, when it comes to writing words of kindness. He has never been rude or insensitive to me. He's always so friendly, caring, and thoughtful. He has a lot of optimism and sentimentality in his heart.

2ntyOnePilots has often commented on my posts on the Random club. When he comments, he always writes such loving, sweet words. He has a very kind and sweet way of looking at things. The world needs more pure-hearted and generous souls like him. His comments are absolutely wonderful and every one...

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I’ll keep this a little vague because I don’t want to have to get into the details right now....

Recently, I had a pretty severe mental crisis. It was realllyyyy terrible. To cut it very short, (this mainly happened over a period of 5 days, including days I should have been taking End-Of-Courses)
Somethings happened which led to a major panic attack/ flashback, my reaction instincts kicked in and I basically lost control (and sprinted out of the house and ran and hid up a tree for 4 hrs in the freezing cold, windy night, trying to ge5 ahold of myself) police got involved, I had...

I just want to emphasize something about myself very very strongly for a minute. I am extremely determined. To a point of a fault at times. I have been battling this for about 3 years now. Non stop. There has not been a single day o4 night when the thought of either cutting or killing myself hasn’t gone through my head. At one point I was full out addicted- as in BAD addiction- every night sort of thing. (You know, it releases Endorphins. In a way, like being high) I can’t tell you how torturous it was to get out of the serious addiction stage. (I didn’t fully stop- my record is 2 months,...