So i have a really good guy friend that I now have feelings for. He's the first guy that I can't get over. I've never had a boyfriend, only really good guy friends and I don't quite know what to do!! He doesn't like to talk about how he feels, he is always in and out of relationships, and he is honestly a really nice guy! He and I can talk freely about almost anything and he and I are now really close.
School got back last monday and He had I have been hanging out a lot. Most of our friends have been split up onto different classes and only he and I are left of what was our little group of friends. I have most of my classes with him and He and I sit next to eachother (Because our last names both end in the same letter) What really kills me is that he talks so openly about who he likes, his love life, his breakups, and I'm too nervous to say anything. I met his mom and she's really nice and she seems to think I'm alright. My parents have met him and my mom likes him but my dad looks like he's about to tear his head off ever time he see's us together. (Oh, well. I guess dad's are like that. ^-^ )We pick on eachother and txt and call a lot, but he hasn't dropped any noticeable signs that he likes me the way I like him... or so I thought.
Today, at lunch, ne of my other friends, Jasmine, told me while The guy I like was in the bathroom, "He likes you. He totally likes you!" I didn't say anything. After a few seconds, she said, "He let it slip when I was talking to him earlier today." I didn't say anything back to her. I didn't know weather to believe her or not. My heart was screaming yes, but stubbornness and logic told me no. I really wanted to yell at her and tell her to go away, but i didn't.
I texted him this afternoon and I asked him about his relationship, (Which i often do because he sometimes needs to vent) and he said that he had broken up with his now ex girlfriend. I asked him if he wanted to talk about it and he said no. Then he moved on the the 8th grade dance and we talked about that for a while. Then he asked me, "Has anyone asked you yet?" I texted back no and he said cool.
So, in a nut shell, I like one of my closest, I like my guy friend who keeps his emotions a secret, I have no idea if he likes me, and I'm too scared to tell him how I feel. What do I do!?!? Please help me!