Hey everyone! I have recently joined this site because I read an article on a similar topic. This girl wrote about her inner fears that she might be bisexual, she said that she absolutely isn't against the gay community she is just unsure of what her sexuality might bring her (like me).
I have a somewhat similar situation concerning my sexual orientation, I 'think' that I am bisexual. As a kid I never had huge crushes on neither boys nor girls. True, the first guy that I liked was in kindergarten, after him I had only 2 'relevant' boy crushes (crushes that lasted somewhat long). However in the past year or so I noticed that sometimes I also look at women as not just beautiful and attractive, but I have the same view of their attractiveness as I do to the attractiveness of men ( if that makes any sense) and I think that a few months ago I had a first acknowledged girl crush, or at least I think I did...
I am always very open to myself when I am in an inner dilemma, however I probably wouldn't be writing this article if it hadn't made a huge mess with my emotions.
To me everything that concerns my sexuality is a blur. I am not sure where I fit, or will I ever be able to. I suppose I have to give myself some time and patience.
I have a somewhat similar situation concerning my sexual orientation, I 'think' that I am bisexual. As a kid I never had huge crushes on neither boys nor girls. True, the first guy that I liked was in kindergarten, after him I had only 2 'relevant' boy crushes (crushes that lasted somewhat long). However in the past year or so I noticed that sometimes I also look at women as not just beautiful and attractive, but I have the same view of their attractiveness as I do to the attractiveness of men ( if that makes any sense) and I think that a few months ago I had a first acknowledged girl crush, or at least I think I did...
I am always very open to myself when I am in an inner dilemma, however I probably wouldn't be writing this article if it hadn't made a huge mess with my emotions.
To me everything that concerns my sexuality is a blur. I am not sure where I fit, or will I ever be able to. I suppose I have to give myself some time and patience.
a rose,
to a person,
is that meaning something?
a gift,
to a person,
is that hiding anything?
a smile,
to a person,
it is more that just a friend?
a laugh,
to a person,
is that teasing them?
a book,
to a person,
is that called insulting?
everything must have the negative thought by people surround me.
they ask me, "is that just a friend?"
and i will say, "yes, why not?"
they again will ask, "are you like him?"
and i will answer, "people always thinking in negative way. how if i give that to my best friend, is that still meaning something? is that still hiding anything? is that still more than a best friend? is that still teasing? is that still insulting?"
and then, i will continue........."no, it is just a friend."
*my life full with untrusted friendship. i don't think they will assume me as their best friend, but if anyone seeking for a trustful friend, i'm here to help you.*
to a person,
is that meaning something?
a gift,
to a person,
is that hiding anything?
a smile,
to a person,
it is more that just a friend?
a laugh,
to a person,
is that teasing them?
a book,
to a person,
is that called insulting?
everything must have the negative thought by people surround me.
they ask me, "is that just a friend?"
and i will say, "yes, why not?"
they again will ask, "are you like him?"
and i will answer, "people always thinking in negative way. how if i give that to my best friend, is that still meaning something? is that still hiding anything? is that still more than a best friend? is that still teasing? is that still insulting?"
and then, i will continue........."no, it is just a friend."
*my life full with untrusted friendship. i don't think they will assume me as their best friend, but if anyone seeking for a trustful friend, i'm here to help you.*