Edward's golden eyes studied me with adoration. Esme had her head leaning on his left shoulder, but her eyes were wary. They, on the other hand, were pitch black with thirst. When is the last time they had hunted? When Carlisle entered the sitting room, I stared into his eyes. His eyes were also a black color, with a honey tint. He smiled kindly, but his it didn't touch his eyes. Something is coming, that much is obvious now.
Esme flitted across the room to be with her husband. The worry on her face was very noticable. My breathing accelerated slightly; Edward's hands, strong and gentle, held onto my shoulder. His cool lips were caressing my throat now. How could I worry with him being all over me? Sighing in defeat, I sat cross-legged on a sofa. Though he didn't need to, Edward sat beside me. Lazily, he threw his arm around my shoulders, securing my side to his. A small grin broke out on his face. It didn't even attempt to touch his beautiful eyes.
Distracted by my husband, I decided to tune out Carlisle, who had began to speak. My thoughts flickered a lot; first to my little nudger, who has been born for a long time, and second to my missing best man, Jacob. It's been awhile since I've seen him last..Or maybe I'm just losing it! A broken sob stuck in my throat; it would be so much easier if vampires could cry! My eyes stung, and I wished the tears would just come! What's so great about being a vampire? Was this a stupid mistake? I glanced at Edward, who was sitting beside me, unmoving and beautiful. No, this is definitely what I wanted; him for all time.
Impatiently, I grabbed the remote and switched the television off. Nobody was watching it, and I prefered the comfortable silence. The best thing about my new life was the fact that I wasn't fidgeting all time! Esme winked at me. Groaning softly, I put my head in my hands. What's wrong with me and my family? Can't we just live, forever, in peace? Without the Volturi after my daughter constantly? My anger so nearly got physical; a growl rumbled inside my throat. Edward glanced at me hesitantly, inching away from me slowly. Had I scared him? That's not what I wanted to do..
Jasper used his peculiar ability to calm me down. If I would have been able to, I would have blushed. He felt my embarrassment and chuckled.
I would fight against the Volturi.
I will win.
It's for Renesmee.