The Secret Diary Of Alice Cullen : Part 2

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Kiley Long



February 17th, 2006

I figured I would write while on the plane. I am rushing to get to Forks. I have to be there for Charlie. I can’t believe Bella would do this. What was she thinking? Did she even consider any of us, let alone Edward? She knows what Edward said. That if she wasn’t alive there was no point to his life. Ugh! I am so frustrated with her right now.

This flight isn’t helping anything. I haven’t had time to hunt. I was in a complete rush and also had to explain to Jasper at the same time that him coming with me wasn’t a very good idea. I hate being separated from him - but I don’t need to factor in having to tame. Just like at Bella’s Birthday party…that’s what led to all of this.

I just can’t believe she would take her own life. This makes no sense. In the glimpses I saw of her she didn’t seem suicidal. I really don’t understand what brought all of this on.

I just wish I knew what to do.

I guess I should explain what has startled me so bad that I’m on a plane against my promise to Edward and heading towards Forks. Towards Bella’s funeral. Towards being there for Charlie (I really hope I have time to hunt.)

Last time I wrote, I don’t know if it was because I was thinking of Bella or what, but I caught a glimpse of her. She was standing on a very high cliff. A half smile on her face, her lips were moving like she was talking to someone, and she just spread her arms and jumped. I didn’t see her get out. I saw her come back to the surface and then get slammed down by a bunch of tidal waves. I have tried with all I have in me to see her again, but I don’t see anything. I can’t find her anywhere. I just can’t….

I can’t believe she is gone. I told everyone at the house in a rush, but they are not going to tell Edward - unless they don’t hear from me for an extended period of time. I told them that if she is gone that I will stay long enough to comfort Charlie and Bella’s mother, Renee. I am just so agitated. I can not believe she did this. What happened to all of a sudden bring this on? Why didn’t she just do this when we first left? I don’t understand. I have been trying to catch Charlie…but all I get is the voice mail. No one is there, and when I have seen visions of Charlie he is crying and dressing up in a suit and tie. Like for a funeral. I just don’t know what to do. The plane is starting to land. I will let you guys know more later.