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List by ebcullen4ever posted over a year ago
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When life offers you a dream so far beyond any of your expectations, it’s not reasonable to grieve when it comes to an end.

Bella Swan, Twilight, Preface, p.1

I stared because their faces, so different, so similar, were all devastatingly, inhumanly beautiful.

Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.19

I peeked up at him one more time, and regretted it. He was glaring down at me again, his black eyes full of revulsion. As I flinched away from him, shrinking against my chair, the phrase if looks could kill suddenly ran through my mind.

Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 1, p.24

I was sure, though, in the instant our eyes met, that he didn’t look harsh or unfriendly as he had the last time I’d seen him. He looked merely curious again, unsatisfied in some way.

Bella Swan, Twilight, Chapter 2, p.41

His fingers were ice-cold, like he’d been holding them in a snowdrift before class. But that wasn’t why I jerked my hand away so quickly. When he touched me, it stung my hand as if an electric current had passed through us.
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List by ebcullen4ever posted over a year ago
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These are my fave quotes from the Eclipse book and movie.I hope you enjoy them.

The word boyfriend had me chewing on the inside of my cheek with a familiar tension while I stirred. It wasn’t the right word, not at all. I needed something more expressive of eternal commitment… But words like destiny and fate sounded hokey when you used them in casual conversation.

Bella Swan, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.6

It worked — your cooking skills have me soft as a marshmallow.

Bella Swan, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.9

I wrenched the door out of my way — ridiculously eager — and there he was, my personal miracle.

Bella Swan, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.17

Staring into his eyes always made me feel extraordinary — sort of like my bones were turning spongy. I was also a little lightheaded, but that could have been because I’d forgotten to keep breathing. Again.

Bella Swan, Eclipse, Chapter 1, p.17
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Fan fiction by elizasmomma posted over a year ago
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I thought my life would never change moving to Forks,Washington, with my dad charlie but it did,

The first time i saw him walking towards me, it was like my heart stopped beating for a minute and then a second went by, i didn't know it then but we would be together forever.

Looking back on that first meeting in forks, highschool i knew that we would be together, but the day that he left me, i knew that my life was completely over, it was like i had died and my whole heart stopped beating, and that was when i found my best friend Jacob Black (aka Jake) he was the one that helped me get over the fact that he was gone, but it wasn't emough to heal up the pain of him leaving me all alone to fend for my self.
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Fan fiction by elizasmomma posted over a year ago
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Edward softly pressed his smooth, porcelain finger to my lips as I feebly attempted to protest his anniversary surprise. “Shh, Bella, my love,” he whispered in my ear, his sweet breath finding its way to my nose, intoxicating me. “I promise I haven’t done anything outrageous or overly extravagant. But it is August 13th – our second anniversary, love. You had to have expected something.” His perfect, angelic crooked grin widened, brightening up his buttery golden eyes and causing me to entirely lose my train of thought.

Edward was good at that.

When he realized I was mentally crippled by his dazzling effect, he delicately laced his fingers through mine, so gently – as if I were still a tender, easily-breakable human – then he led me out of the car and around the back of the Cullen’s over-sized mansion. Odd that we’re going around the back of the house, rather than in the house, I thought to myself.

“Wait!” I blurted out, stopping abruptly. “I have something for you, too. I should go get it so we can exchange surprises together.”
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List by pompeybabe posted over a year ago
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This is a list of all of the Kristen Stewart related clubs that I thought you may want to join.
They are clubs that include herself, cast members, characters etc.

[Names may be a little different to how written here.]
Here We Go :)


Bella & Friends/Family

Bella Swan & Jacob Black
Bella Swan & Charlie Swan
Bella Swan & Alice Cullen [bffs]
Bella & Carlisle
Edward, Bella & Renesmee
Bella & Rosalie
Rosalie, Bella and Alice



Bella vs. ...

Bella Swan vs. Elena Gilbert
Bella Swan vs. Bellatrix Lestrange
Bella Swan vs. Kristen Stewart


Bella & Others

Bella Swan & Elena Gilbert
Bella Swan & Felix Volturi


Bella Ships/Pairings

Edward & Bella
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Opinion by pompeybabe posted over a year ago
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[This is just my opinion, not meaning to offend anyone or piss anyone off. This is just how I feel.]


There's so much crap on the internet regarding Bella Swan being a terrible, undeveloped, idiotic character. Maybe some of that is true ... I'm not sure. I try not to discuss Stephenie Meyer's writing skills too much because I end up screaming at people but she isn't the best, admit it.

Anyway, I personally love Bella Swan. I am incredibly fed up and aggravated by the idea that women nowadays have to know some kind of immense self-defense or have a super power to be considered a powerful female icon. Power isn't all about physical power.

Bella begins weak, physically and emotionally. Very weak for that matter, this is shown when Edward leaves her. During the period in which he was gone, although still struggling to come to terms with his departure, she becomes a hell of a lot stronger. She shows courage when confronting The Volturi, because let's face it we'd all shit bricks if they came near us, right? She makes a stand when forced to choose between two of the people she loves the most, by refusing to choose either...
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List by missymwah12232 posted over a year ago
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top 10 ways to annoy bella....and make her mad
i kno it not hard but u got to try to annoy her





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Opinion by maritina12345 posted over a year ago
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WE KNOW WHO DESIGNED BELLA SWAN'S DRESS

Yesterday Summit released the name of the dress designer!!

“On November 18, see Bella’s Carolina Herrera-designed wedding dress in #BreakingDawnPart1!”. was posted on Twitter.

So now we know that it's the prestigious Venezuelan designer Herrera who will bring the wedding scene from Stephanie Meyer book to life.

What will it look like? We're not sure yet. All we've seen so far is the veil, but we can't wait to see more.

How do you imagine the dress? Vintage, modern or princess style?


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List by Twilightsauce posted over a year ago
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HEY! SORRY I HAVEN’T POSTED ANYTHING IN SO LONG, IT’S BEEN LIKE A YEAR SINCE MY LAST POST. I DON’T REALLY HAVE ANY EXCUSES BUT DON’T WORRY I’M BACK NOW! ANYWAY THIS WILL BE THE LAST CHAPTER IN THE MY TRUE LOVE SERIES- I’M SO SAD! ALTHOUGH I LOVE IT VERY MUCH AND HAVE REALLY ENJOYED WRITING IT, I FEEL THAT I HAVE EXHAUSTED NESSIE’S STORY NOW. BUT I WILL BE WRITING ANOTHER, TWILIGHT RELATED SERIES WHETHER IT WILL BE ABOUT NESSIE OR NOT, I DON’T KNOW. ANYWAY THANKS FOR STICKING WITH ME FOR SO LONG AND I KNOW THIS HAS BEEN A VERY LONG MESSAGE BUT IF ANY OF YOU ARE GOOD AT ART OR KNOW ANYONE WHO IS COULD YOU DRAW OR PAINT ME A SCENE FROM THE SERIES I WOULD REALLY LOVE TO KNOW HOW YOU HAVE PICTURED THE CHARACTERS PROPS UP FOR GRABS! SO IF YOU HAVE ANY PLEASE INBOX THEM TO ME OR PUT THEM ON MY WALL. AND FINALLY, BEFORE I SHUT UP AND LEAVE YOU ALONE TO READ, THANK YOU AGAIN.
LOVE TWILIGHTSAUCE/ AMBER
P.S. I DON’T OWN ANY OF THE CHARACTERS IN THIS SERIES AND I AM MERELY EXPANDING ON THE IDEAS CREATED BY STEPHANIE MEYER!
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Fan fiction by KatiiCullen94 posted over a year ago
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This is taken place two years after the events of New Moon.. I warn you , it's really long.

Sorry for the typos. I'm really tired.

2.41pm
Sitting on Emily's couch for the thousanth time in the last week, was surely a high light.
But the waiting for Jacob was not. He can take far too long sometimes, no doubt he does it on purpose, that way when he finally arrives, I'm almost boucing up and down.

I can tell he likes to see me like that, to see me happy, most defiantly for him.

But I suppose the most fulfilling thing in my growing need for Jacob is watching little Lylia and Dannielle sleep peacefully in their crip.
The twins are only 7 weeks old,and are as soft and lovely as any words could describe.

Sam and Emily got quite a shock when it became apparent of the double trouble, not to mention girls, good luck sam!
Poor Emily is stuck with them all day, feeding , cleaning, crying and pooping ,times two. Whilst Sam is out protecting the tribe from assumed Vampires. .. If only he knew, that they promised to never come back. The stacp on the surface of heart stung in the...
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Fan fiction by Twilightsauce posted over a year ago
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Hi, this is the 17th chapter of My True Love. Some of you may have not read it, if you havent then please read on, but you might want to go and check out the others first (they are all on my page) the next-and last!- chapter will be posted in a few days so, keep and eye out and I hope you enjoy!
Love Twilightsauce

We had all come here for a picnic today, in the meadow, because it was a sunny day. We were all here the whole pack and all of the Cullen’s. The meadow was deserted and it looked peaceful and serene with rainbow spots dancing around.
Nessie was heavily pregnant and our baby was due any day. I was worried, I didn’t show it, but I was worried. What if the baby wasn’t normal, what if it was dangerous, what if Nessie got hurt? I couldn’t bear that. Like Bella, the womb seemed to be protected by vampire skin, making it impossible to get an ultrasound. My worries were the same as the rest of us but we kept quiet around Nessie, she gave us all a telling of every time we expressed any negative emotion around her. I knew that Nessie and our precious baby were going to be fine, but my mind couldn’t help wondering. Nessie was muttering in...
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Fan fiction by littlelemon posted over a year ago
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Two hours to go... 1 hour to go... 50 minutes... 45 minutes. I was starting to get sick of waiting. Why couldn't time move faster? Edward, my boyfriend, had promised to pick me up 10 o clock. Okay, wrong choice of word. the word boyfriend doesn't really illustrate enough of my eternal commitment for Edward, but it's the closest I can get without sounding stupid. Anyway, it was New Years Eve and Edward and I were going to spend the last few hours of the year concentrating on being together. Then we were going somewhere special to see the New Year in. That's all Edward would tell me. The rest was supposed to be a surprise, though I'm slightly mmiffed that he would even consider surprises, I mean, he knows how much I can't stand them. I expect that kind of thing from Alice, but Edward? Way out of line! And it didn't help that every second seemed to tick slower than the last one. There was now just 10 minutes to keep breathing till he was here, but it felt like an eternity to me. At least there wouldn't be anymore waiting soon enough. When i'm a vampire, I'll be able to spend all of my time with the love of my existence and then I wouldn't have to worry about him being late or...
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Fan fiction by KatiiCullen94 posted over a year ago
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I remember the day when i promised myself that i would never return back, the place where i am being forced to return. I have never been this scared before in my life. i would give anything right now to back to my dad, in my room, with Jacob, where i am safe in the slightest and not on a sunny,blizzering beaten road weaving throught the tropical streets of Jacksonville in the back seat my mothers Commodore. Feeling my heartbeat throught my ears.
I can feel my lunch begin to rise as i started to remember the street signs, the local bakery and smells of humiddity. My Mothers belly inferred with stirring wheel , at points of the drive i felt that we continueously doing fishtales, yet again contributing to my upset stomach. Mum said nothing, i felt her discomfort, she knew why.
The car began to slow on the curb of a suburban house that i tried to blur in my memories. I felt my chin quiver,. It was stalmate between me and the house. There was no way back, but yet i diddnt bring myself to move from my seat.
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Fan fiction by 1TeamEdwardFan posted over a year ago
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Hey! Thanks for all the comments. I hope you guys are liking my fan fic. Thank you so, so, so, so, so, so, so, so much Halunik for helping me :)


Edward's POV


I slowly unfolded the piece of paper. I could hear everyone was anxious to read the letter.
The first thing I saw was the curly writing again. I read the letter out loud.

"Dear Cullen's
Hi, my name is Tash. I am truly sorry that I have taken Bella away from you all, but it's the only thing I could do. See the future of all Vampire's in Danger and the only one who can save us all, is you're precious Bella." I paused, Emmett chuckled.
"I never thought there would be the day when Bella our fragile little human would be off saving all Vampires." Emmett said with another chuckle. Maybe if Bella wasn't missing I would have a laugh at this too. But how could I laugh right now when Bella isn't here with me. I continued to read.
[i]"But if you follow these instructions very closely you might be able to help her.
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Fan fiction by 1TeamEdwardFan posted over a year ago
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Hey Thankyou all so much for the comments! I still have my MAJOR writers block, but I will try and see how this turns out...

I hope you're enjoying my story. Don't forget to comment and tell me what you think, and if there is any thing I can improve on. Okay since of my writers block I just got this Idea... I hope you guys like it... I wrote part of this at 4:30 in the morning, so sorry if it doesn't make sense.

So here is the last bit That I had done in Edwards POV... It was so long ago....

[i]"Bella, are you okay? What's wrong?" I knew Bella wouldn't call me unless it was an emergency. "Edward someone is here, in the house!" Bella sounded so scared, I wish I was there to protect her. Then it sunk in. "Bella, get out of the house now! Go to Jacob's." I knew Bella would be safe there until I came back. There was no reply, "Bella are you there?" I was starting to get really scared that this would be the last time I could talk to her. "Edward, I Love you" Just when I was about to say it back, I heard a loud screaming sound coming from Bella. "Bella!" was all I could get through the phone before it went dead, "Beep, Beep, Beep."...
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Fan fiction by 1TeamEdwardFan posted over a year ago
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Bella and Edward
Thank you for the comments. Please tell me if there is anything I can do to improve. I'd like to dedicate this to Halunik thanks for all the support!


Bella's POV


"Bella!?" I heard someone call my name. I know that voice, I would know it anywhere.
"Edward!!" I yelled out.
Edward came into my view, he was too far away for my liking. It was only then that I realised where I was. I looked around, where am I? I have never seen this place before. It was a small village. There were small and simple houses made out of bricks. There were people walking around all in old fashioned clothes. I realised Edward was in the same type of clothes, when I looked down and realised so was I.
I couldn't stand being this far away from Edward. I started walking forward, after a few steps so did Edward. Edward was walking faster then I was, because he didn't have to worry about tripping. Soon I was only a step away from him.
He gave me my favourite crooked smile, I couldn't help but smile back. But then I noticed something... His eye colour it wasn't topaz or black but it was green?
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Fan fiction by 1TeamEdwardFan posted over a year ago
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Hope you guys enjoy. Please comment. Also I'm trying to think of what to do next or after she sees Edward as a human, if you guys have any idea's for me, or what you might like to happen please let me know :)


Bella's POV


"So when can we go, see him?" I asked getting really excited. I would actually get to see Edward! And as a human!
"Not right now Bella."
"What?" I asked, my face falling just a bit.
"It's almost 11pm, Edward would be sleeping most likely."
"Oh okay... Well i guess that makes sense." I still couldn't help but feel a bit disappointed.
"Bella its been a big day, I think you should try and get some rest now."
"But i'm not tired!" I told Tash. "I don't want to sleep, i've been in and out of sleep all day, from all the fainting i've done." I said, I was tired though which doesn't really make snese, but I didn't want to sleep. Not until I see Edward.
"Come on Bella." Tash said. I think she could see through me. Why did I have to be such a open book.
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Fan fiction by NeeNee14 posted over a year ago
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I had to call, to see if the rumors where true. I picked up the phone and dialed the number I forgot. Its been three years since they left, a lot had happened that he needed to know about. The phone rang twice before someone answered. I imagined his green eyes.
"Hello, Cullen Residence." A female voice said.
"Hi,Is Edward there?" I said.
"UM yes,Hold on." I heard the voice yell Edward away from the phone."May I ask who's calling?" The voice said when it came back to the phone.
"It's Bella,Bella Swan." I said.
"Oh,Bella! " I heard the voice squeal."It's Alice,How have you been?" She asked. I should tell her about Kameron." Here's Edward." She said before I could get anything out.
"Hello." His voice said;it was just how I remembered it,like velvet.
"Hey Edward,Its Bella." I said.
"Bella,Hey.How have you been?"He asked me.
"Umm,I'm good. I was wondering If you could come over, We need to talk." I said to him. There was a pause on the phone.
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Fan fiction by KatiiCullen94 posted over a year ago
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Ok im sorry, for the wait, I just got hook on other and rah rah, Plus, i was writing my new one In the new world can you please tell wither you liked that?

ok, here where we go.


I stood in the middle of the stage, still, lifeless. Edward, Alice Jasper stood in front of me, no hallianation this time , but really there.
My heart weeped for the final time.
Do i move, do i even think. Edward, stood as perfect as perfect as he always have been. His bronze hair still sat in the same style, his face still soo beautiful , and his eyes were my peace.
"ALICE!" i screamed. My best friend, i missed her soo much, in times when i had nothing to wear, to give the wisest advice, to wipe my tears over the loss of her own brother. And here she was.
She really was real, not not a figure of my adapting insane imagination.
She glanced back up at, and returned the same pain i felt inside, present in her eyes. I saw her need to hold me too. To make up our lost time.
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Fan fiction by 1TeamEdwardFan posted over a year ago
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Bella
Hey guys sorry its been awhile since I have written its finally the holidays for me! Yay, 2 weeks off but of course its the first day of the holidays and I'm sick :( Anyway Please tell me if there is anything I can help to make my story better. Because its been so long i tried to make this one longer, but i'm not sure if I did though. Hope you everyone enjoy's and Please comment!


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Bella seemed kind of embarrassed that I knew her whole life since she moved to Forks, and to me she also seemed annoyed too. But who wouldn't be annoyed in a situation like this? I mean being taken from you're home, and the love of you're life, and being told that someone you didn't even know somehow knew about you're whole life story. And if all that wasn't enough saying getting told that the whole of Vampires was going to get wiped out and you were the only one that could help. If I was her and still human, I would have cracked by now under all the pressure. It had only been a few seconds since Bella had replied after I had told her that I know most of her life story since she moved from Phoenix, I wasn't sure what to say next.
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Fan fiction by KatiiCullen94 posted over a year ago
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" Jacob, i know, and I;m sorry."
"you have a new baby?" He eyes winced as he glanced at edward.
A part of me half expected Jacob to start ranting on about the treaty. But EJ was still at an age where you couldn't tell, "what" he was.
my heart cringed as i started to see the pain in the eyes of my ex lover.
I part of me will always Love jacob, there is no getting out of that.
We have a child together. We were Married. And we loved. He was, he is my best friend.
And i hurt him , more then i dont think anyone could have.
Sometimes i think that what i done was just so bad that i wondered how even done it.
"Yeah, i do , a new boy" i could sense it in my voice that i about crying. it was horse, throaty.
I've denied being weak, or ever admitting i was mentally strong, cause im not.
I crumble at the sight heartache.And now more then ever i am the heartbreaker, all cause of what i want. I took his baby and gave it to another. I dont know how i wouldn't survived if He took one of mine.
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Fan fiction by 1TeamEdwardFan posted over a year ago
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Bella
Hey guys, Thanks for all the great comments :) Hope you guys are enjoying my story. Please comment!!!



Bella's POV



"Why not!?" I asked getting a little pissed off now.
"Well you see Bella" Tash paused "The thing is... I haven't told you everything that you need to know"
"What do you mean? Why didn't you tell me?" I asked getting confused again.
"Well see I was going to tell you but you passed out" She told me.
"Has this got something to do with, Why you're dressed up in old fashioned clothes? And why at least half of you're house is old fashioned? Because this has been really bugging me!"
"Um... Yes"
"Go on..." I told her
"I don't know where to start."
"How about you start at the begining" I said to her.
"Well see... I kidnapped you"
"Yes I remember that, and knocked me out." I reliped.
"Yeah but there is a reason that I had to knock you out for" Tash said.
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Article by Rodayna posted over a year ago
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Full Name: Isabella Marie Swan Cullen

Date of Birth: September 13, 1987

Date of Change to a Vampire: Sept 13, 2006

Originally from: Phoenix, Arizona

Hair color: Brown

Eye color: Brown

Height: 5’4”

APPEARANCE:
Bella doesn't care too much about her appearance and leaves her hair down carelessly. The length is about to her armpits. Sometimes she has SLIGHTLY parted to the right, but other times it is just parted in the middle. Bella is naturally a brunette with straight hair and a widows peak. She has pale skin and once joked about being half albino. She doesn't wear makeup either (well unless Alice is forcing her!). Her eyes are described as a warm brown. She also is known to have creases on her forehead from worrying.

STYLE:
Since she doesn't care much about appearance, Bella doesn't care about her style either and it can be summed up in one word- casual (much to Alice's disappointment). Bella normally just wears a t-shirt and jeans or sweatpants. As far as I know, she isn't concerned about any specific brands. In the first novel, she wore a black raincoat.
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Fan fiction by Cullens4eva posted over a year ago
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I’m so bored! Mom’s cleaning, dad’s of saving lives, Bella’s recovering from a break up with a senior called Jacob and Rosalie’s admiring her perfection.
There’s nothing to do! Nearly all forks malls are rubbish, it takes a while to get to port Angeles and Seattle. And I couldn’t go anyway because I’ve reached my limit of spending for the month. But thats so unfair, I mean Gucci shoes are a need of life. Well for a girl anyway.
Its at times like this that I wish I had an older brother, someone to tease me and mess around with and play dares. Maybe I’ll take a lovely nap. And dream of clothes! No shoes! Better yet bags! Ah....sleep. I closed my eyes and heard someone scream. My eyes flew open.
Bella? She came running down the stairs and started doing a happy dance. I sat bolt upright. I swear a minute ago she was bawling her eyes out over a worthless piece of shit. What’s gotten into her?
Just then Rosalie walked in. “Do you mind Bella. I’m trying to admire myself.” She was clearly peeved off. Bella slowly calmed down. She plonked herself down next to me and let out a long tired sigh. She rested her head on my...
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Opinion by KatiiCullen94 posted over a year ago
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"A son, bella" Edwards hand caressed my face adoringly.
My ribs hurt with extreme pain. I was exhusted, and like being kicked in the gut put on top.
"Emmett, fetch my more morphine" Carlisle struggled, holding my new screaming boy.
"Who wants to cut the chord?" Edward suggested.
A small voice sounded from the the back of the room. Rosalie.
"I will" She slowly approuched me and smiled a wide grin once she came into my eyeshot.
Emmett wiped back with a large needle.
oh god, i dont like the size of that needle. I graped onto Edward wrist.
"It's alright Bella, it wont hurt" Carlisle assured me.
i closed my eyes tightly, and cringed.
urgh, ow.
sigh. the effect was quick.i was feeling numbing.
Now my baby boy.
I lifted my arms, requesting him.
By this time he was already in the arms of Alice, she was fasinated.
she obleged and pass him onto my grasp. i pushed him to chest, supporting his head.
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Fan fiction by 1TeamEdwardFan posted over a year ago
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Bella
I'm so sorry It's been so long! Sorry I don't think this chapter is as long as the other's. I've been really excited because I heard Kristen Stewart! Is coming to Australia!!! Then I got really upset because its most likely that I can't go! Because mum has to work that day! So i've also been really sad lately :( Anyway hope you enjoy, Please comment! Also sorry it just stops, I thought since I haven't put up a chapter in ages I should do it now, but i promise that I will try to get chapert 5 up within the next week, if not you guys can keep on bugging me until I do get it up. Please Comment!!!


Tash's POV


Bella fainted! What do I do? I knew this was a bad idea, but it was the only thing i could do! What should I do now?
I picked Bella up slowly, and walked over to place her on my couch. I got her ice pack and placed it on her head, where I could see a large bump forming, why did she have to be so accident prone?

I decided since, I thought Bella was going to be asleep for a while I might as well go back to my reading, but I didn't want to leave Bella again after what happened last time.
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Fan fiction by KatiiCullen94 posted over a year ago
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"Oh bella, look at me!" i heard edwards voice throught fuzzy ears.
I felt a massive pain buring within my womb. i clutched my unborn baby.
"Hold on Bella,"
"Can we come in to see Edward?" Alice whimpered
"I will tell you when ok?" His voice stressed...

i felt a quick rush of wind blow by me ,speed.
"where do i put her? on your table father?"
"yep, Edward, She is still in a blackout,, bite her.. to heal just a tad,,, you know when its enought to turn her"
"BUT CARLISLE!-"
"DO IT!"
i felt a burn on the inside of my neck, i screamed, trying to make it stop, it was scorcing, fire, .
But it was gone after a few moments, i felt a sense of normal.i felt renewed, fresh, strong.
I fluttered my eyes open.
Edward came into my gaze,
"Edward?" i murmed,i needed to see him, to make sure that this wasnt some crazy dream..
"Bella, im here, im here baby, look im so sorry" his voice mellow, depressed, i felt a tone of absolute guilt in his voice, my heart melted to finally something of him.
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Fan fiction by Renesmee_XD posted over a year ago
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I couldn’t have prepared myself enough for how deeply consumed I would become with reading Edward’s Diary. It’s been absolutely heartbreaking reading the black book with the red ribbon wrapped around it. The one from before Edward met me.

I’m not ready to post one of his diary entries yet, but one quote from what I’ve read has stood out more so than anything I’ve read so far in his diary -more than anything Edward has ever said.

“The days flow into the nights. There’s no separation between the two. I have nothing to live for - yet here I am, a blood-thirsty immortal. A vampire. I wish Carlisle would have let me slip away, let me die. I was only a few breaths away from resting in peace, forever. Instead, I’m stuck here, trying to figure out what the point of my existence is exactly. Trying to fight my urges - wanting nothing more, yet nothing less than to be a masochistic monster. Although I know Carlisle had good intentions, I also know for certain that I have no intentions of living forever. My destruction wont be easy, but in the end, I know I cannot live in this dark,...
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Edward wrapped the blood filled vial around his porcelain neck, and grinned, looking up at me with those beautiful golden eyes. Only he could make me feel this weak. It never fails - his breathtaking beauty always makes my stone cold, rock hard body feel like warm jello.

Before I was turned, I wanted to do something special. Something that would remind me of who I am, or was. Something for Edward. I also wanted to know exactly how I smelled as a human. I wanted to know what the big deal was. I nearly fainted when I poked myself. I began to shake as I let each drop of blood fill the tiny vial. I only managed to fill it half way, then I pressed the tiny cap on it to seal it tightly. My hands, warm and damp, threaded a thin piece of string through the small loop on top of the lid then placed the vial in a sock and shoved it to the very back of the drawer.

Though I know Edward’s memory is great, I was still worried he would forget the very scent that initially brought us together. The smell that almost drove Edward to destroy me… that eventually made him fall in love with me. After all, I was...
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knew the topic would come up at some point. Although I didn’t want to, we had to talk about leaving Forks. This town is becoming saturated with questions about us. About what we are. It is becoming almost painfully obvious that we are… different.

Carlisle was working an early morning shift at the hospital recently when an elderly lady, a Forks local, was rushed in. She was having a heart attack. However, Under Carlile’s care, she managed to survive, of course. When Carlisle returned to her room to check on her one last time before returning home, she said something that made his decision to move final. “Thank you, so much Dr. Cullen. You saved my life… you’re truly an amazing doctor. I don’t care what or who you are, either. The people of Forks can talk all they want. You’re truly a life saver.” She closed her eyes and fell asleep, leaving Carlisle mortally aware of how close we’ve become to being discovered.
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I’m completely astounded by Jasper’s control. For the longest time, he struggled to adjust to the ‘vegetarian’ diet. To be completely honest, I wasn’t sure if he would ever entirely gain full control over his thirst. In reality, none of us can guarantee that we’ll always be able to control the overwhelming, burning, blistering thirst - but Jasper definitely had the most difficult time… until now.

I went hunting with Jasper today, alone. Edward and Alice had gone together the day before. I wasn’t thirsty at the time, though, so I stayed back with Jacob and Nessie. Today was a different story. The torches in my throat wouldn’t burn out. As the day went by, they grew bigger - spreading like a forest fire. I know why, though. I took Nessie to the beach so she could play, skip rocks, do normal kid things. What I didn’t realize, though, was that there was a big charity event taking place down at the water. Despite the fact that it was overcast and drizzling rain - the event continued. I couldn’t turn around and take Nessie back home after getting her excited to go, so of course, I followed...
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Edward and I have been spending more time alone lately. It was beginning to feel like we never spent time alone, just the two of us. I began to miss the nights Edward would come through my window and sit on my bed with me until I fell asleep. In the morning he’d do a good job of making me turn bright red when he would tell me what I was saying in my sleep, too. It was always his name I called, though, and I wasn’t ashamed.

The best thing about not having to sleep, is that there’s more time to be awake with Edward. I would feel like a weak, diminutive human when I would inevitably lose the battle and my lids would droop shut for eight hours, taking me away from the God-like beautiful statue sitting perfectly still on the bed next to me. I didn’t like being away from him, even to sleep.

Though I’m forever grateful for Edward turning me, making me immortal so we could be together indefinitely - I still do miss being delicate to him. Oddly enough, I miss watching Edward struggle to keep me alive. In an almost sick way, his struggle made me feel cherished. Everyday I watched him restrain...
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Hey everyone. As promised, I have typed out an older diary entry for you. The following entry is from before my life completely changed - before him.
-Bella

Even on days when I’m feeling more down than usual, the smell of fresh cut grass and the hot pavement below my feet seems to brighten up my day, somehow. The rare breeze blowing from the leaves of the fully bloomed trees feels almost euphoric against the smoldering heat. The best thing about phoenix, though, is that it’s a vigorous, booming city - full of opportunity. I’m going to miss it.

I’ve made up my mind, though. After contemplating it over and over, and changing my mind a few times, I’ve finally decided to move to… Forks. Even the name is boring. Plain. Simple. I know this is going to make my life miserable. I wont have the blazing sun pouring over me anymore, or the smell of the fresh flowers in Renee’s garden to cheer me up almost instantly. Instead, I’ll have the sloshy, cold rain. Clouds. Snow. Great.
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“I haven’t seen a prospective talent so promising since we found Jane and Alec. Can you imagine the possibilities when she is one of us?”

-Aro

Jacob hasn’t left Nessie’s side in days, except to go home to change his clothes and check in with Billy and the pack periodically. He was lost without her. We were all lost without her. Each one of us have taken turns blaming ourselves for everything that has happened. Now, though, I know it was bound to happen no matter what. The Volturi were desperate for our attention. Desperate for us to become part of their coven.

Edward, Nessie and I have been spending most of our time in the cabin, keeping an extra close eye on Renesmee - with the help of Jacob, of course. I was somewhat perplexed when I heard Nessie say that she likes Aro. She even went into her room and came out with the priceless, ostentatious necklace he gave me, as a wedding present, dangling through her tiny fingers. At one point, she placed her delicate looking hand on my cheek and showed me Aro’s gleeful face. Conceivable… considering how insidious Aro is....
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Charlie’s eyes were still ablaze with the same eerie- looking shade of red that developed once he was turned into a vampire. For some reason, Charlie’s eyes didn’t seem to be fading, at all. In fact, they somehow seem to be getting brighter, almost glowing in certain lighting. I understood Sue’s completely panic-stricken expression. I expected it.

I didn’t expect Sue to catch on as quickly as she did, though. Before Charlie had a chance to say anything, she instinctively clasped one hand over her throat and wrapped the other partially around her waist. Charlie took a long, graceful stride back once he noticed she was afraid.

Sue’s eyes were fixated on Charlie, who was now piercing down at the floor, not knowing what to say. I was too confused to say anything. I couldn’t tell if Sue wanted to stay to hear what Charlie had to say, or if she was going to start backing out the door.

Edward must have heard something positive in Sue’s thoughts, because he welcomed her in, despite her mortified expression. She didn’t answer to Edward’s invite, though. I don’t know...
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The chaos didn’t last very long, actually. The Volturi and their guards froze, standing there with the most oddly twisted expressions on their faces. It looked as though they were battling between enmity and sympathy. I, too, gave up the battle. I wasn’t sure if it was because I wanted to see what they were thinking, or if the looks on their faces amused me. No one got destroyed. Felix, however, has a few chunks taken out of him and my bite marks, like Jasper’s, will remain. It took me longer than it should have to realize Charlie was causing the Volturi to feel sympathetic. They were literally unable to harm us - even if they wanted to.

Charlie is able to control exactly who is affected by his power. He’s practiced enough that he can just think of the person, his victim, and they will feel too much sympathy to hurt anything. If the Volturi had plans to hurt Nessie, Charlie’s gift could possibly have been the only thing that would have stopped them.
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The familiar downward slanting alley gave me vague flashbacks of a time when I was more fragile, human. Edward kept himself one pace ahead of me, protectively, holding my hand the entire time. He’s still just as protective of me as he was when I was a fragile, weak human. Feeling his hand sewn into mine was about the only thing at this point that was keeping me from plowing down the two cloaked men ahead of us and running to find Renesmee, destroying everyone in my path. I couldn’t do anything to put her fragile life in jeopardy, though.

We came to the hole at the end of the alley, and slid down it one by one while Felix and Demetri watched, their penetrating eyes mostly on Charlie, who was hesitant about ducking into the small, black hole that looked like a drain. He knew we didn’t have a choice, though, and ducked into the drain like opening right before me.

After walking deeper into the ground and following Felix, who assumed the position of leader, while Demetri walked behind all of us, we got to the brightly lit room. I remembered this part. Not so much the room, but the feeling of...
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The Volturi weren’t going to stop at anything. Our coven was becoming more strong and powerful than they ever expected - and they didn’t like it. They were going to try anything in their power to either take us down, or take our most powerful members. The Cullens don’t care about power, though. All we’ve been trying to do is live as close to a normal life as possible, happily. The Volturi, however, have been making the ‘happily’ part nearly impossible.

I thought I had reached my full potential as far as strength goes with the punks who shot Charlie in the line of duty. This feeling - this was different, though. I was lost somewhere between an almost blinding malevolence and fear. Fear for her. Fear that she had been hurt. I couldn’t think like that, though. Every time I did, I became weak again. Bolted to the ground, unable to move, to talk.

Even Edward - my love, my angel, my life, wasn’t enough to even slightly calm the vicious energy that surged through my pale dense body. He, too, was blind with anger. His expression was unreadable, his fists clenched so tight they were...
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My jaw was locked, eyes frozen on the ground. For the first time since becoming a strong new vampire, I felt weak. Weaker than a human. My hands were rolled into balls, locked and unable to open. I couldn’t move. My feet felt fastened to the ground. Even if I wanted to crumble and fall, I couldn’t. I couldn’t do… anything.

His voice echoed in my ear, vaguely. The voice of an angel. It was calming, yet had a worried undertone to it. I couldn’t make out the words he was saying, though. In the distance I could almost hear an inhuman noise. It sounded like high pitched crying. It was constant, non stop. Within seconds the noise grew - doubled, then tripled. The angels voice was being drowned out by the howls. Right… howls. I felt accomplished once I realized the inhuman noise was Jacob, and that he had at least two other wolves with him. I felt like a child, trying to understand the most basic sounds.

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My entire body was frozen - departed from my mind which was moving a million miles an hour. The lifelessness in my body was battling with the outrage, placing me in an almost fog - like confusion. I stood still in my crouch, my lips stretched over my teeth for half a second before the outrage finally won. I didn’t have a chance to look at Edward, but I could hear his growls and sense his indignation…
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Renesmee, to my surprise, had a great time playing dress up with Alice. She loved trying on the dresses that were far too long on her and the heels that she could barely stand in. Although Nessie is shy, she really opens up around Alice. She laughs a lot and her voice becomes more animated than normal. Her eyes are always wide with curiosity as Alice explains the difference between real and knock off designer labels and other fashion related topics. I’m extremely grateful to have everyone around, to offer Renesmee the things I can’t. Alice is there for her if she ever needs fashion advice. It’s good...
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I really thought my clumsiness would have disappeared along with the blood in my veins and my beating heart. It didn’t, though. I still stumble and trip, and I run into things a lot, too. I’m not perfect like him. Edward carries himself with the grace of an angel while I am constantly on the verge of tripping over my own feet or smashing my stone like body into a glass door. Yes, I did that.

Then there’s Alice. She carries herself with so much poise and grace that I often wonder if she’s floating. She’s so tiny, and her movements seem almost motionless. Alice, too, is very shocked that I haven’t become more breezy and poised since being turned. I have improved, of course, just not a lot from what I remember and from what Edward and Charlie tell me.
My outer appearance would suggest that I’m at least slightly graceful, but looks can be deceiving. In comparison to Alice’s elegant, almost harmonious movements, I’m pretty much a walking immortal accident waiting to happen - which is why Alice decided to devote the entire day to giving me a lesson… or ten on how to be more...
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osalie and Renesmee went hunting together today, alone. It was hard to pry Nessie away from Jacob, but Rosalie… well, has a way with words. She can leave even Jacob speechless, sometimes. Her love for Nessie is immeasurable, though. Rosalie can fill some of the void that plagues her existence by having Nessie around. The main reason Rosalie dislikes being what we are… vampires, is because she will never be able to birth her own child, be a mother. For that, she has an excessive amount of resentment towards me. I managed to enter this ceaseless life with a child. I managed to become an immortal to live forever with the love of my life, Edward, and still have a child. She wasn’t so lucky. I get that, and that’s why it makes me happy to see Rosalie light up when she’s around Renesmee. Sometimes, though, I feel like it’s a tug of war between Jacob and Rosalie. The thing is, Rosalie will face disappointment again one day once Nessie reaches her full maturity, when she’s seven, like Nahuel, the half human half vampire Alice found to prove to the Volturi that Renesmee wouldn’t hinder or harm our kind in any...
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We were out on a hunting trip when we discovered Charlie’s gift. At first, Edward and I had no idea why we couldn’t bring ourselves to attack the deers that seemed to be almost crowding the forest that day. A sudden, inexplicable rush of sympathy washed through my entire body. Edward, too, was unable to bring himself to harm the deer, which we normally refer to as “food.”

Edward and I were confused beyond explanation. Our throats were flaming, we hadn’t hunted in days, yet we couldn’t bring ourselves to harm the deer. I suddenly felt horrible for even considering it. Guilty. Edward and I stood still in one spot, looking in each others direction, frozen. Charlie watched us, confused by the fact that we weren’t tackling ourselves some dinner. He was just as confused as Edward and I were. Edward, however, could read Charlies thoughts. Charlie was thinking that he didn’t want to see me hunt. He didn’t want to see his little girl pounce on a deer and drain it’s blood. Understandable. This would been the first time Charlie went hunting with anyone other than Carlisle, who insisted on teaching...
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Although I knew it wasn’t possible, I still had to remind myself that vampires don’t sleep. I couldn’t be dreaming. The porcelain skinned, red eyed, beautiful man that stood before me was real. By now you would think nothing could shock me, but this… this was different. Everything I had been fighting to avoid, was standing right in front of me. Charlie was really standing there. He was really a vampire.

At first I couldn’t take my eyes off of him. I tried, but they wouldn’t move. I was momentarily unaware of everything else around me. I forgot I was in the middle of a vicious battle. It didn’t matter, either. It was clear that the battle was over. Charlie was one of us now. He was no longer a threat.

Aro hesitantly raised one translucent hand and began to speak. His voice startled me out of my haze. “I can see there is no longer an issue, then. We will go in peace. In the future Bella, remember there are rules, and consequences for not adhering to those rules.” He waved to Caius, Baylor and Demetri, and they were gone before I had a chance to respond. They knew they didn’t stand a...
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We wanted to have Jacob present while Charlie was reintroduced to Nessie, as an immortal. She always feels safest when Jacob’s around. Charlie reassured us about a hundred times that he was ready to see Nessie, so we finally brought her to the Cullen’s house so she could meet the grandfather she would now have in her life, forever.

Carlisle was having a difficult time understanding why Charlie and I weren’t completely savage after being turned. He has a new theory about it. Carlisle theorizes that humans who were turned by vegetarian vampires, are more stable. We still have the almost unbearable thirst, which is accompanied by a raging forest fire in our throats, but we are strong enough to control it. Normally, though, when a vampire is a newborn, they can’t control it. It’s nearly impossible.
Carlisle turned Rosalie, who has never tasted human blood, ever. She thirsts for it, naturally, but seems to have her thirst under control. He also turned Edward and Esme. Edward, as we all know, has immense control over his thirst, which he proved every time he was around my then intoxicating scent. Esme,...
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“Baylor here, has the uncanny ability to subject your dogs to the most crippling pain they’ve ever felt in their lives. He is quite the asset to our coven.” Marcus was grinning, proudly, as he explained why the pack were on the ground howling in evident pain. Baylor stood stiff, not taking his eyes off the wolves. It was apparent that all Baylor had to do was shoot his piercing red stare at the wolves in order to keep them incapacitated. When he looked directly at one wolf, that wolf would howl, almost scream out in poignant agony.

No one saw Baylor coming. Alice’s visions of him are extremely vague, and of course, even when she can see him, she can only see what he’s doing, not where he is. The Volturi are aware of Alice’s visions, too. They could have simply not told Baylor he would be coming until the last minute, so she wouldn’t see him. Clever.

I snapped out of my state of shock and began to stretch my shield over the wolves, focusing. Nothing happened. I tried to calm myself. Looking at Edward’s beautiful, protective expression helped. I could feel the anger draining from...
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The four days leading up to their arrival were, well… torturous. I was on edge the whole time, hardly able to leave the house, only briefly to hunt. The wolves guarded the outside of the house, circling it day and night. Though we didn’t need them there, they insisted on being there, just in case. Every so often Jacob would morph back into human form and come inside to be with Nessie. This was all too familiar. I couldn’t believe how soon I would have to face the Volturi, again, for the second time since being turned.

Rosalie spent most of her time bitterly mumbling loathsome words under her breath, or sometimes just out loud. Edward would get very defensive, though. I couldn’t say anything. I knew I deserved the vexatious remarks. I had a lot more on my mind than seeking Rosalie, Emmett and Jasper’s forgiveness, too. I’ll worry about that later.

It was almost too painful, not knowing where Charlie and Carlisle were. They couldn’t call, of course, in case someone traced the call. We had to take every and any precaution. I still worried about them being on their own. If the Volturi were...
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My normally amplified vision suddenly became blurred. Anger surged through my cold, rock body. The feeling of guilt overwhelmed me to my core. My mind was pulling me in so many different directions. I still wanted to destroy Baylor. I wanted to destroy all of them.
Edward could see the rage in my eyes. He stayed calm, promising to keep Charlie safe. Alice was on the phone to Carlisle, talking sternly, asking that he get Charlie and keep him safe. She didn’t give Carlisle much detail, just told him we would be back soon to help keep Charlie safe.
Well, that answered my question about what we were going to do next. I wasn’t sure if putting an angry, thirsty, guilt ridden vampire on a plane for another nearly nine hours was a good idea. I didn’t have a choice, though. We had to get back to Charlie, fast.

The flight back seemed to go by faster than the flight there. I spent the majority of the time pretending to sleep, placing a sweater over my head to muffle the scent of human blood as much as I could. Edward and Alice conversed, trying to seem as human as possible.
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Once we were on the plane, reality set in. There was no turning back. The thought of not making it to Volterra before Baylor could tell the Volturi about Charlie, absolutely horrified me.
Something else that set in once we were on the plane? Thirst. This was my first time in such close proximity to so many humans for this long. Plus, I haven’t hunted in a while. My throat began to feel like a thousand flaming needles were pricking it. The smell, was almost unbearable. Though I trust myself, I was still exceedingly thankful to have had Edward and Alice with me, to stop me, in case I couldn’t resist temptation anymore.
I casually placed my sunglasses over my eyes to hide their dark, rich, black cherry color, then slouched in my seat for the almost nine hour flight, resting my head on Edward’s perfectly rounded shoulder. Eventually, I got used to the thirst.
Alice was sitting on the other side of me, her perfect posture and still body emphasizing her angelic qualities. I am truly thankful for her. Her support, understanding and bravery. This will be the second time she has come to Volterra with me,...
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Before I knew what was happening, Edward gave me a quick half kiss on my forehead, and flew out the door, and into his car. It didn’t even take me a second to figure out what he was doing. Edward was going after Baylor… to try to destroy him, before he could make it to Volterra, and tell the Volturi about Charlie’s understanding of what we are. I couldn’t let him do this alone. I couldn’t let anything happen to him.
I was out the door within seconds after Edward, just making it into his car before he took off. Though he demanded I stay behind, I knew there was no way I could do that. Between the two of us, I am the new born and therefore the strongest, after all. I planned to use my shield, too, which Edward seemed to have forgotten about.

I noticed a yellow porsche behind us, weaving in and out of cars trying to catch up with us. Alice was coming to help. It was relieving to know she would be with us. Her visions would be more than helpful. Or so we thought. As time went by, we realized, somehow, that Alice couldn’t see where Baylor was, only what he was doing. For instance, if Baylor...
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I should have mentioned it to them… all of them. I didn’t want Rosalie, Emmett, Jasper or Baylor to become angry with me, so I didn’t tell them of my plans to let Charlie know about what I’ve become. Alice, Esme, Edward and of course Carlisle were the only ones I told.
After Edward called Carlisle to come help with Charlie and his fainting episode, Carlisle then called Esme at the Cullen house to let her know he would be late, and briefly explained what had happened to Charlie. Esme was on the home office phone thinking no one could hear her when she asked Carlisle “Does Charlie know about Bella now?” Followed up by “He fainted after she showed him her skin? Is he ok?”
Somehow Rosalie overheard Esme. Great.
My return to the Cullen house after that was less welcoming than the very first time I had visited, as a human. As soon as Edward, Nessie and I walked through the door, I heard a low heinous growl. Alice glided over to us and whispered the words I was afraid of. “They know”
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He didn’t take it well. In fact, he is pretty much in disbelief. It was expected, though. I had a hard time actually saying what I am. Oddly, when I tried to say the word “vampire” to Charlie, it got caught in my throat. Edward had to finish my sentence for me. Then, after Edward blurted it out, I actually considered denying it… until I realized how crazy that would have made Edward seem. It didn’t help that Charlie asked Edward to repeat himself, four times.
The funny thing is, when I say that I’m a vampire out loud, I start to question my own sanity. All the myths and stereotypes I heard growing up have lead me with a distorted view of what a vampire really is. If I learn to let go of those preconceived notions, I think I will start to accept and more readily believe that I am in fact, a vampire.
The whole time we were explaining ourselves to Charlie, Edward could, of course, read his thoughts. This was very frustrating for me because I wanted so badly to know what Charlie was really thinking. I didn’t want to make him scared or uncomfortable. Edward shot me the odd reassuring glance,...
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Hey guys, Thank you all for your support!!! Sorry it took me so long to write. I had a lot of homework. And sorry I left you guys on a cliffhanger for so long. This is dedicated to 3434girl, Thank you for all your support! Love ya!


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As I walked over too the single bed I woke up in, I wasn't feeling well, it must have been from hitting my head twice, why did I have to be such a Klutz? The Vampire sat down, I sat crossed legged next to her.
"So bella, I know you probably want to ask me a thousand questions right now but before you do i just want to say something first, if that's okay?" She said. I was so scared now, I onder what is going to happen. I think I might pass out any second now, so she better mke this quick.
"Ummm Okay." I replied quickly.
"Cool. My name is Tash, and I know you are missing you're boyfriend right now, but don't worry you'll see him in no time. I have you here because I need you're help."
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I have to tell him. At some point, I know he will find out anyway. And, after seeing Jacob literally burst into wolf form right before his eyes, I don’t think it should surprise him, too much.
Charlie needs to know. He needs to know the whole story, he needs to know what I am. I can’t keep coming up with excuses about my appearance, Nessie’s extremely fast mental and physical growth rate, and my cold, rock hard body. I can’t keep coming up with excuses as to why I can never be out in public on the rare sunny day we have here in Forks. Most importantly, even though he’s asked to remain uninformed, I can’ keep lying to Charlie.

Edward said he would come with me. I know I’ll need support on this one. I’m going to bring Renesmee, too. He needs to understand what she is.
I never thought the day would come, where I have to sit my Father down and explain to him that I’m his vampire daughter. The worst part, though, will be explaining how I ended up like this. I can’t say how Charlie will react to the fact that Edward was the one who turned me, under necessairy circumstances, of...
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There was a piece of white paper folded on my seat. I got in and closed the door before I unfolded it. Two words were written in his elegant script.”
Be safe.

I was visiting with Charlie today. This time alone. I figured that, since Sue wouldn’t be there today, we could spend some one on one time together, alone. I no longer worry about being alone around humans, either. Especially my family. I could never hurt Charlie. Somehow, his scent isn’t the most appealing to me, anyway. Needless to say, though, I did go hunting with Edward yesterday as a precautionary measure.
Charlie is doing quite well now. He is walking around, smiling and even cooking for himself. Sue left him a few simple recipes on the fridge. She knows how easily he can lose his way around the kitchen, too.
My visit seemed brief, to me. Though, in reality I stayed with Charlie for about 3 hours. Time really does go by expeditiously when you have all the time in the world, literally. I vaguely remember that, as a human, time would seem to craw by, almost seeming as if it were moving backwards some days. Those...
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At long last we have a photo of the ring that Edward gives Bella in Eclipse!

This scene is very revealing because we can see the bracelet that Jacob gave Bella plus the bite mark left by James and finally the ring, too.

Remember that this ring is very special because it belonged to Elizabeth Masen, the biological mother of Edward, so it has a lot of sentimental value.

The ring is gorgeous, with tons of diamonds. It shows the true love that Edward has for Bella, and that he wants to spend eternity with her.

Of course, the ring scene in the book and movie is one of the most romantic and emotional of the Twilight series.
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Emmett and Rosalie enjoyed their hunt with Baylor today. They all seem to get along great. Emmett loves the early spring, when the bears are coming out of hibernation, and are more irritable than ever. Though not a challenge for him, Emmett likes to hunt grizzly when they’re more vicious.
Once they were finished hunting, they all came back to the Cullen house, where I was, along with Renesmee, Edward and Jacob.
I was a little hesitant about Baylor meeting Jacob, and aside from one small “bloodsucker” comment under his breath, Jacob was relatively welcoming. Well, as welcoming as Jacob could be after finding out there was yet one more vampire residing in Forks now.
To my surprise, Baylor was extremely comfortable around Jacob, aside from his nose crinkling once or twice. We can’t help being repulsed by the smell of werewolves, after all, similar to how the werewolves find our smell pungent.
Although at first Jacob was unnecessarily protective of Nessie around Baylor, he did become more relaxed as they conversed. It was nice to see everyone getting along, though.
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I had a chance to spend some one on one time with Baylor. Edward also had his chance. Not surprisingly, we have different opinions on him. Maybe it’s my eternal optimism, but I really like Baylor. He seems genuine, interestingly complex, and quite gentle.
Edward questions his motives, of course. When Edward is unable to read someones thoughts, he becomes intrigued, yet annoyed. He isn’t used to having to work to understand people. It’s not that Edward thinks Baylor is bad, he is just being cautious.
When Baylor and I spent time together, he told me all about his mother, how he was turned and the human memories he manages to recall from his past. I didn’t have the heart to tell him I already knew about his mother and how he was turned, from Edward, through Carlisle’s thoughts. So I listened to his story, again. He was very friendly, and seems sincere. I told him my story, and of course couldn’t help but talk about Edward, my love. I even explained Renesmee to him. It took some convincing, but I think he finally understands. He had never heard of a half human half vampire. Now he has, though.
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Edward had seen how much I’ve been hurting over the past while over Charlie’s shooting. He could see every emotion flow through me, from confusion, to anger. He could also see how hard I was trying to conceal those very emotions, to keep them hidden from Nessie. I never want to make her worry.
Earlier today Nessie showed Edward and I her thoughts. When she touched us we saw her, Charlie, Jacob, Edward and myself gathered in Charlie’s living room. Charlie looked healthy, and happy. We were all laughing and having a good time. It was a simple thought, but it brought a smile to my face. To see Charlie back to his normal self, to see us all together like that. It felt good. Edward was very grateful for the thought too. When I hurt, he hurts. I wish it wasn’t like that. I wish he didn’t feel my pain, but that is all part of giving yourself to another person. I gave all of me to him. He gave all of himself to me.
I couldn’t believe my eyes when I saw Edward walk into the room with my old rocking chair. The one that used to sit in the corner of my bedroom at Charlies house. It looked different. He had the...
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Charlie has been home for a couple of days now, and his recovery has been smooth. Renesmee has been visiting with him often, she really knows how to bring a smile to his face. He loves her.
The feeling in his arm is coming back much faster than expected, and his infection is completely cleared up. He does however, have to remain on antibiotics to ensure the infection doesn’t come back.
I’m so proud of Charlie. I have never given him the credit he deserves for his incredible ability to overcome tribulations in life, and walk away with a smile on his face.
For now, Sue is staying with Charlie every night. She cooks for him, and cleans. She has been an incredible help, and I couldn’t be more thankful for that. They seem to get along really well too, and Charlie seems to always light up when she’s around.

Aside from watching over Charlie, something rather strange happened yesterday. When Edward, Nessie, Jacob and I were visiting with Carlisle and Esme, a man came to the door. He was a rather scruffy man, with good looks hidden under his ragged hair and dirty nails. His face was...
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I couldn’t see straight when Carlisle told me Charlie flat lined…
He had only flat lined for a quarter of a second before Carlisle was able to bring him back. Dr. Cullen works wonders. He is the most amazing doctor around, and I am truly so thankful for him.

The bad news? Charlie has an infection where the bullet was lodged. He is taking antibiotics and Carlisle is keeping a close eye on him. We all are. I am so grateful for Sue too. She has been with Charlie the whole time. Never leaving his side. When she thought no one was watching, she would begin to cry while holding his hand.

Charlie sleeps most of the day, in his hospital bed. He has to stay there until the infection clears up. It is important for him to relax and for his infection to be monitored.

I am so grateful that my Dad is still alive. If he only knew what I did to the people that did this to him. If he only knew what I was. I wish I could tell him. I wish I could tell Charlie that I am his vampire daughter, and that Nessie is his half vampire, half human granddaughter. I am a bad liar, always have been. I...
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I could not help it. I was so angry at those horrible people for putting my Dad through this. Having to see him so lifeless, laying in his hospital bed, unable to do anything… it hurts me.
The bullet had shifted a little closer to Charlie’s heart, and Carlisle confronted me with an option. His option? To turn Charlie. Even though I don’t need to breathe, I somehow felt so out of breath, so confused, so… angry. I can’t believe it has come to this.

I…I… killed the criminals. I hate that word, and I am so mad at myself right now.

After Carlisle told me that Charlie might not make it, unless we tuned him into a vampire, I started to feel numb. I somehow felt boiling hot, like my face was burning up… like my chest was on fire. I lied to Edward and told him I had to leave the hospital for a while because the smell of fresh blood throughout the building was causing my throat to burn. It however, wasn’t. I told him I was just going to go back to Charlie’s house to gather my thoughts and get away from all the human scents.
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Hey guys, thanks for all the support on the first chapter, i'll try and make chapter 2 a bit longer. This is the second time i'm writing this, because my computer froze last night and i lost all of my writing!!! I'm not sure if it will be as good, well hope you enjoy it anyway.


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"Ouch" I said, my head was spinning, I couldn't remember what had happened last night, then i remembered, there was someone in the house. "Oh" i said quickly sitting up, I was in my room, I slowly looked around excepting someone to be here, that's when i saw Edward sitting in my old rocking chair in the corner.
"Edward! What happened?" I asked, happy that he was here.
"What do you mean, Bella? He asked, obviously confused.
"You were hunting with you're family, and there was someone in the house, I called you because I was scared, then everything went black." I told him, now I was the one confused, that couldn't have been a dream, it seemed so real!
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Hey guys, this is my first Fan fic, i don't think i'm a good writer but i just thought i would try. Also thank you to Keppie who without her i wouldn't have made half of this story.


Bella's POV


I pulled into my driveway in my old, red Chevy truck, i had, had a very long day and i was tired and exhausted, all i wanted to do was go too sleep.

*Flashback*

Edward and his family were all on a hunting trip, leaving me behind with nothing to do all day except go to school. Atleast if they all went this was a short trip, so Edward would be home tomorrow morning when i wake up. I still remember the last thing he said, it replay's in my mind over and over, "I'll only be gone for a day, you don't need to worry, call me if there is any problems, or if you're worried. I Love you." Then he kissed me, it was only a shot kiss, but it was a passionate kiss that still left me breathless.

Ahhh i sighed coming out of my day dream, i was still sitting in my truck, even though i was so tired, and Charlie would be home soon i didn't want to go into the house, but i didn't know why. It felt like something was...
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The amount of anger I am experiencing at this moment is unexplainable. I can’t write for long, as I have a lot happening right now. This is the first time I have felt the full potential of my strength, the first time since being a new vampire that I have considered killing a human.
… Charlie was shot in the line of duty yesterday. A group of punks made their way to Forks from Seattle in an attempt the run from the police there. They were involved in a shooting in Seattle, and killed two people.
Charlie was on shift, and got a call of suspicious behavior occurring about one kilometre from the diner. A witness stated that as soon as Charlie arrived on the scene, he was shot. Three times. Once in the lung. Once in the right shoulder, and once in his chest, so close to his heart that Carlisle said if it shifted at all, it could stop his heart.
The criminals are still out there, too. Edward has been trying to read peoples thoughts all day to find out where they are. He wants to turn them in. I however, want to kill them. Edward keeps reminding me of what could happen if I did anything to harm them, I just...
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Having speed, strength, immortality… it’s great. However, the simple things like being able to spend time at Isle Esme with Edward without him having to fear for my life, is the best feeling… ever.

This was our real honeymoon. Our chance to be together, without fear, without questions and without the pain of a half human half vampire child growing inside of me. It was the best honeymoon anyone could ask for.

“I cannot live without my life! I cannot die without my soul”
-Heathcliff (Wuthering Heights)
This was the quote Edward had inscribed onto the bracelet he had waiting for me at Isle Esme. He’s known for a long time about my inexplicable fascination with Wuthering Heights, and had without my knowing read the entire novel in an attempt to understand me better. He said this quote meant a lot to him, and reminded him of when he thought he had lost me when Nessie was growing at incredible speeds inside of me. He felt guilty, as if he was my killer, much like how Heathcliff felt about Catherine Earnshaw.
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The sun came out today. It doesn’t show it’s face too often here in Forks, and when it does we become hermits. It’s ok though, when you have a family like mine. I enjoy spending lots of time with them. We took Nessie to the meadow for a while. Jacob came. His jokes about vampires and glitter never seemed to end. Jacob tends to forget that when he morphs back into human form that he is often naked, so Edward and myself have a few jokes up our sleeves too. Edward thinks I’m “beautiful” when I sparkle. He no longer sees it as “the skin of a killer”. His love for me is unconditional, as my love for him is unconditional.

Edward and I are going to head over to Isle Esme for a couple of days. I crave being there. So many life changing things happened there. My memories are all too vague, and I want to go back to try and relive the experience, but in the right way. Edward and I are having a real honeymoon. Vampire and vampire. He can’t hurt me now, so he wont have to spend his entire time stressed and unable to enjoy himself. Plus, it’s hardly fair that I don’t really remember my honeymoon....
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Before you, Bella, my life was like a moonless night. Very dark, but there were stars—points of light and reason… And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizon, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn’t see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything.”
-Edward Cullen
New Moon Chapter 23, Page 514

Edward and I had a long talk last night. We do that a lot. As I told you yesterday, Jacob had asked me some scary questions that made me think of things that I wasn’t quite ready to think about.
Last night after Nessie was asleep, I had asked Edward those same questions. “What would you do if I was ever destroyed?” and “what about Nessie?”
Edward has had to endure watching someone he cared about be destroyed in the past, but this is far more different.
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Edward, Nessie and I spent the day with Charlie and Sue. Sue cooked a huge dinner, actually. We had insisted on coming over after dinner, and insisted… and insisted. They didn’t seem to want to take “no” for an answer however. Once there, we had to play it off like we had forgotten and already ate. That was odd. Something I’m getting somewhat used to though.

After dinner I helped Sue clean the table and dishes. She had accidentally bumped into me and had a shocked look on her face. I half smiled at her before she blurted out “Wow Bella, your body feels rock hard. Have you been working out?”
Great.
I told her I had been frequenting the local gym and that it was something Edward and I do together. Edward chimed in and said something about how he’s my personal trainer. Luckily she didn’t question any further.

When we got home, I started packing for Isle Esme. Edward and I are leaving tomorrow afternoon (Valentines Day) to begin our second honeymoon. Not everyone can say they have had a honeymoon as a mortal, and an immortal. I am more in love with Edward than ever...
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As much as I struggled not to think of him, I did not struggle to forget. I worried—late in the night, when the exhaustion of sleep deprivation broke down my defenses—that it was all slipping away. That my mind was a sieve, and I would someday not be able to remember the precise color of his eyes, the feel of his cool skin, or the texture of his voice. I could not think of them, but I must remember them. Because there was just one thing that I had to believe to be able to live—I had to know that he existed. That was all. Everything else I could endure. So long as he existed.

-Bella Swan

Chapter 4, Page 116 (New Moon)

There was a point in time when I thought I had lost Edward forever. Though my heart no longer beats, I somehow still feel it tighten and almost shatter every time I think of a life without him.
Jacob ended up coming along on our hunting trip, and while Edward, Emmett and Rosalie were hunting, he asked me a question that caught me off guard. His question? “Bella, how would you deal with it if Edward were… destroyed?”
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Remember my 1953 Chevrolet pickup truck? The one Charlie bought for me from Billy Black when I moved to Forks? Well, if you’ve been following my story, you would know that Edward purchased me an “after car”, for when I was turned. It’s a beautiful car. It’s fast, too. Different from my old pickup truck, to say the least. It’s a Ferrari F430. Nice to look at, but Edward always knew I missed my old pickup truck. It’s been parked on Charlie’s lawn for the longest time. To my disappointment, it stopped running. I thought I’d never get to drive it again, that is until Edward surprised me with it today.
It’s not exactly the same as before, though. It’s faster, stronger, has a polished exterior. Reminds me of myself now, oddly. Edward compared the old version of my truck to the human version of myself. It was strong, yet so fragile at the same time. It was rusty, kinda how I was on my feet. And, it was constantly on the verge of dying, only to be made into something faster, stronger and more beautiful, also like me.
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From time to time, human emotions encapsulate me. If it weren’t for Zafrina, my friend from the Amazonian Coven, I don’t know if I’d be able to show Edward those emotions. She helped me realize my capabilities, and taught me to use them to my full potential. He loves it though, when I do let him in. Somehow however, I think he’s quite happy not knowing everything. It’s foreign to him, exciting. I guess it keeps him wondering, which isn’t something Edward is used to. Mostly, I’ve used this capability to show Edward how deeply, truthfully and overwhelmingly exultant I am to be a part of his world. A world I once never understood. A world that is mine now, forever.

I’ve brought Renesmee to see Zafrina as I promised. Zafrina adores our little Nessie, almost as much as Jacob does. Zafrina gets a kick out of seeing Nessie’s thoughts, especially when she sees how prominent Jacob is in all of them. Although she will never completely understand Jacob’s imprinting on Nessie, she sees that when those two are together, they bring smiles to each others faces. Edward sees this as well, and...
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Like Edward Journal I found Bella's Diary but in no way does this belong to me it belongs to the writer at link





And when I shall die, take him and cut him up in little stars, and he will make the face of heaven so fine that all the world will fall in love with night and pay no worship to the garish sun.

-Juliet

Romeo And Juliet.

I had written this quote down in an old diary I brought with me to Forks. I scribbled hearts around it while thinking of his pale porcelain face. I knew nothing of him then. Nothing of his immortality, strength, speed or how dangerous he was. All I knew then, was that he was the most beautiful being I’ve even seen. Actually, “beautiful” isn’t a strong enough word as it is described in the dictionary as:

beau·ti·ful
adj.
1. Having qualities that delight the senses, especially the sense of sight.
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"Bella" Alice whispered on the other side of the door, only a vampire could hear.
i Know the cullens may look and be shocked right now and want them to ask questions that carlisle adn i jsut have answers for right now, but i dont know want anyone to ask me..
After seeing rose so torn up over the fact that what she wants is possible but she just have it herself, and then asking me to do it for her. I couldnt even generate that, i still havent really understood.
Never in a thousand years, or in imortality that i'd think that i could ease rosalies Pain, and desire for a child of her own and not just the swooning over mine.
Just seeeing her, she was broken, not jsut in two, but shattered, like glass, a porclein rose she couldn't even dress her usual self. And i felt even more guilty that i have everything she has ever wanted for years in my grasp and i diddnt even ask for it compared to her, or even wanted it. I already have Renesmee, why does this have to be soo hard? Why would god give me this "power" if he knew that we would struggle with it.
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"Tanna, please, your going to wake your mummy" Alice pleded downstairs.
IT was too late for that, how could i with this strain on my back? the cuts are still burning.
But too Many things are too late, like the fact that i'm pregnant, again.
I never taught i would be again, jacob and I never even wanted a baby, so unexpected, and i had told myself so many years ago, that i dont need children when im with edward.
When Tanna came, i Knew, this was it, she was all i wanted, so beautiful, and that i diddnt need anything else.
I Think im stranded on a burning bridge between "Take it out" and "Just keep it"
But for the mean time i dont think i have a choice anymore, the more time i sit here in this sore condition to heal the more it grows inside me and less time i have to make up my mind.
Should i bring another burden to this family? should i be unconciously rubbing it in their faces? or make them be the slaves? as i can see that they do, not in about 3-4 months, however long ive been here, have i ever had stress brought over me by Tanna.
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Sorry it's been so long (been on holiday and trying to like choose all my exam choices for year 10)lifes been pretty hetic but enough of my life!!! Last time I left off Nessie and jake were going to keep their baby and now we visit them 9 months later. No one actually knows what to expect but the exact being of Aimme (youll know who she is when you read the chapter) will be discovered in the next chapter. Also you would have noticed that this chapter is from Jakes point of veiw I had a fab time writing it and I hope you enjoy reading it eaqually as much! Thankz for reading and please leave comments as they are very much appreciated. I am going to shut up now and let you read the chapter so once again thankyou and enjoy...x
Amber/ Twilightsauce xxxxx


We had all come here for a picnic today, in the meadow, because it was a sunny day. We were all here the whole pack and all of the Cullen’s. The meadow was deserted and it looked peaceful and serene with rainbow spots dancing around.
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i dont understand why bella gets her happy ending with that parasite its not like im jelous or anything im just saying.All i wanted was my (SAM ULEY) somtimes i wonder at night how would my life be if i didnt turn into this stupid wolf. Would me and my fairytale long lost lover have kids but that would nevr happen now that my female organs dont work.I learned to get over after me and jacob had that long talk in the woods that day in the woods at the cullens house on potrol.But only if i could take back the hands of time i wouldnt have ever invited emily daown here she wouldnt have ever meeet sam now im lonely.

(KNOCK KNOCK) who could possiblly be at my door(ASIDE)isaw jacobs rabbitt outside what could he want more drama with the cullens otr just rosaliie.Hey i tried to say with the most ecxiting tone i could i wonderd if he could tell he looked at me as if he just seen me step outside my body.Geusse what leah i talked to balla and she said that if you wanted to you cold come to renesmee 1st birthday if you liked i started to say hell no but then i remembered renesmee was his life now and if i hurted bella by saying no i hurted jacob.
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The room was silent , no-one spoke a word as i entered the room.
Tanna laid silent in the deepth of my hair.
A chilled palm rested on my shoulder, i turned.
"I can take her, if you want bell" Rose offered.
i tightened my grip on my baby. no i wanted to keep her, i needed something to hold on to, now with Edward.
"no it's ok Rose, i need her" i moaned silently.
I heard low groans and murmurs from Carlisle.
I scuffed my feet accross the floor.
I glided past Alice who seemed all healed, well that one down, one to go.
edward came into sight.
I lost all breathe, and stength in my legs, i felt esme's arms catch me instantly. I felt a dark tang at the back of my throat, i coughed it out and gained all strenght again after two sighes, i shook this off and contued by walk to Edward whose eyes now saw pain.
I came to sit beside the large Bed. He was paler then usual, his vains more visual, and bruise's were starting to appear.
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I was soo bored, flicking through the channels was pointles i knew i diddnt want to watch tv anyway. the room was soo quiet, i diddnt like it.
edward had woken me up a little while ago explaining that his family was going out for about hour and a bit for hunting,so i was home alone with Tanna. i couldn't hear Tanna show that she was awake, thank god.
i stood up and walked oout the door still wearing yesterdays clothes, now considering that im still human and i still have cravings like one, i went straight to the cupboard, and searched for the first thing that said PIG OUT! I also wanted to see how Alice went with shopping. Poor girl.
I instantly grapped the eggs for some reason, i dont even like eggs, but its food hey?

Tanna's screams interruppted my little fest, oh i shouldn't be eating that rubbish anyway, thanks Tanna, shes four and a half months and she knows me better then i know myself.
I sprinted up the stairs, thinking about yesterday,, i was still confused on that. Edward had moved Tanna's room across my ours, making her close by.
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Hey this is the l;atest chapter to the story, it is set when Nessie isfive months pregnant...x Hope you enjoy and keep your eys peeled for the next chapter...x
Amber/Twilightsauce

I slipped mums wedding dress over my head, it fitted perfectly. Mum smiled and sighed as she wiped a joyous tear from my eye.
“Don’t cry baby, Alice will kill us if you ruin your makeup she has spent all morning getting you ready.” She laughed looking at me with a delighted expression on her face,
“Oh mum! I am so happy; Jake is waiting down there for me isn’t he?” I asked nervously. I had felt a little queasy all morning and now that I was alone with mum whilst my other bridesmaids (Alice, Rosalie, Kate who was back from her honeymoon, Tanya, Esme, Carmen and Mum) got ready I started to feel even more nervous without having to do anything like hold still or look left. Esme was my maid of honor and I know it might sound weird but aside from mum she was one of my best friends.
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"hey bella, wake up ,bella" Alice whispered while she shook me awake lightly. i woke from a deep sleep, i tried to shake off the exhustgin off my eyes. I just wanted more time, i felt like i was back at school, early mornings. but i dont why it was such a surprise anyway, being a mother of a 4 month old, really gets you up at all hours.
"im sorry, Bella, but i was going to do the shopping for you. what do you need? what do i get?? i haven't been shopping a long time." she chuckled. This was the first time she has smiled the since port angles trip. I dont remember much. only because i was knocked out, but im glad that it was the way it was, cause then if i was awake, i shook that thought right out.... i felt my heart burn up for a spilt second. then it faded, i sighed.
i started to lift myself out, with the energy i wish i had. I better go with alice for the shopping. She would be clueless.. and plus someone had to teach her... skills that aren't usefull in your life is still fun to learn... right??
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Fan fiction by KatiiCullen94 posted over a year ago
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ok,,, this might rattle some nerves for some... and im sorry for that...


I stepped out of the shower feeling the water running down my bruises, this was the con of consorting with a vampire. it was worth it.
Alice was already ready to drag into town and spend, spend, spend, yipee,, this is most sarcasism ive ever used.
Edward had promised to care for Tanna while im out, and i still dont know what you get him.. hmm . lets just hope i get some inspiration when we get there.
And with me knowing Alice too well she has already placed my outfit ready for me.
I push the door gentley, praying emmett doesn't sneak up behind and scares this towel out of my hand covering naked body, how embarrassing.
i rushed into edwards room, which i was worried was becoming my room, i scurried over to where i was right alice had chosen my outfit,, i was indeed her dress up doll. This was not me at all,,, pink lace top? and a lite brown skirt??????? ahhh!! eww
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Fan fiction by Twilightsauce posted over a year ago
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The wind blowing through my hair was an exhilarating feeling. Jasper had taught me how to ride his bike a couple of months ago; I was surprised when he said yes because he was usually quite responsible. I hadn’t been much good at first but after a few hours I had got the hang of it, no one else knew that I could ride his bike and it was nice to be able to take it out for a private drive now and again.
When I reached Forks, instead of slowing down I sped up, making sure no one saw me. I parked outside the chemist and rushed inside. I knew that I had to do this but my stomach was filled with butterflies and my legs felt like jelly. The woman behind the counter looked old and friendly; I approached her slowly nibbling my lower lip,
“Excuse me,” I said quietly, I took a deep breath before I continued to speak, “excuse me, but I need a pregnancy test please.” saying it out loud just felt wrong, this sentence would change my life forever- for better or worse I did not know. The woman raised her eyebrows as if to challenge my age but fortunately did not say anything. As soon as she placed the box on the counter I paid her and hurried out of the shop.
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Waking to his side. what more can be said.

A light knock sounded from the door a few feet away.
"Bella"i knew this voice, my best friend, Alice.
"Yeah come in" i groaned. I still felt hazy from the night before. man i have a lot of explaining to do.. how my heart will need a excuse.a pretty good one. but what the hell, wow i feel like a rebel, noew i feel like a loser for jsut thinking that...
Alice stepped throught the door so gracefully, she put angels to shame, i rocked back, she was soo beautiful, she dressed in a caress voilet jumpsuit, it clung to every perfection of her body, oh my envy. On the shoulder of her hip was silent body of my child. Tanna has grown rapidly over the few months that we have stayed here. I guess from the overbearing feeding from Rose no doubt. Her hair was jsut starting to take form of perfect black ringlets. At least charlie was present, even if it was throught her. Her smooth perfected tan grew darker everyday. Thank goodness she isn't like me, whiter then flour. i would hate for anyone to be jsut like me,, i struggle enought by myself.
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Vthis is placed into the slot of when bella in eclipsed edward to not go fight and to stay EXCEPT I CHANGED A LITTLE MANOR THINGS... hehe


I waited for them to get back to me. I couldn't think of the names and even some of them i even meet and yet they are still willing to lose their life over me which scared me half to death. Im surpirsed im not already dead.
I asked , i cant even say his name in this moment, to stay behind for me. but he denied me. He wanted to end it himself with his own hands was his excuse. But i thought that perhaps he just wants some fun, even i find myself boring, maybe he did too.
I should be there. i dont want to be here while even as im thinking all this one of my family or friends has dying. Stop it Bella. i had to change my train of thought.
i decided i might sit and try fool myself into eating some leaft overs from last night
s caserole and maybe try seem interested in something thats on TV. Not that im counting on it.
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Fan fiction by Twilightsauce posted over a year ago
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Hola!
Sorry this chapter has taken so long -my computer brok so I had to re write it!!!- but enjoy!
Amber

Running, breathing, living, hunting, fighting and Jake. These were the only five words running through my head right now. We hadn’t been running long and I was still at the front of the circle with Jake. As we ran I could almost smell the danger approaching us. I knew that the others were trying not to show their anxiety around me but I knew that these newborns weren’t as new any more and were becoming better fighters by the day.
“Stop,” I herd Alice call from behind me, “The newborns are near, Edward can you hear them?” she wailed as the circle closed back around me simultaneously.
“Let’s go, the sooner we get them the better!” I called, impatient of some action of my own. The rest of them seemed to agree and before another second was up we were running again. We stopped abruptly when we reached a large field, opposite us there was the same pack of bloodthirsty vampires I had seen the previous week but there were a few subtle changes and one massive one. Firstly their once burgundy eyes had turned into a vivid...
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" I would like to Run away from You, But If You din't come and Stop Me, I would Die..!! "


Days were Passing with the Wind. He never returned to Me. That was the First & the Last Day I saw that Heavenly Creature. I could'nt breathe with the thought when He Pressed his Lips against My Hairs & whispered at my ears.

"I Love You"

A Teardrop rolled on My cheek and I stiffened like a Statue. I didn't know what to Say.. I could'nt make any Excuse to myself that might help Me to Live in Peace.

"What could be the Reason that He never ... " I whispered to Myself.

I Held my cell Phone within the Fist. By Now, I had his number memorised but could'nt manage to Dial. I'd never seen this coming to Me. Is that All I Deserve? To be Loved, Only for a While.
Jake was all I needed now to fall into. All I wish from a Wishing Star.

I shuddered with the Flash of My Memories Before Valentine's Day when I was all Alone on the Roads.
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Review by nessienjake posted over a year ago
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I personally don't have a problem with Kristen Stewart.
She is a great actress who has managed to handle her life as 'Kristen' with all the people who are now only seeing her as Bella,forgetting HER.
With all the credit's from me for Kris.
I really can't stand Bella.
And I'm posting this on particulair spot,because It's the right spot for this.
It says: Bella Swan which even from the names it allows,everything that has to do with Bella.
And you should undertand it and cope with the idea that not everyone likes Bella.
Now,getting more into the subject,

[b]Bella is the worst, most pathetic excuse for a protagonist in the history of forever. She is utterly Mary-Sue. Everyone "loves" her, everyone thinks she is "selfless" and "mature" and "brave" and "strong". I beg to differ. Nobody really likes her if you think about it. Edward just lusts her because she's pretty and she smells good and he wants to invade her privacy like the creepy stalker he is. The rest of the Cullens only like her because she makes Edward happy. That only leaves her parents and her "friends". I do...
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Fan fiction by Twilightsauce posted over a year ago
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This Chapter is dedicated to PC, a great friend. Thanks for all the support...x

There were people rushing about everywhere but I could distinguish the difference between my vampire family and my werewolf family but the almost invisible flashes of light and the more slow galloping thuds of my werewolf’s footsteps. Kate stood in the middle of Alice’s massive bathroom whilst Rose, Alice, Mum, Tanya and I all applied her makeup, pulled her hair up into an elegant bun and literally made every surface of her body look even more beautiful than usual- which is extremely hard with a vampire. Esme was busy with the decorations downstairs with a band of helpers and everyone else was just making everything perfect and collecting other guests.
“I can’t believe this is happening!” Kate squealed trying to turn her head towards me, but Alice had it locked in her arms whilst she and Rose worked on her extremely elaborate hairstyle.
“There,” Alice said in a satisfied tone as she twirled Kate round, “you look beautiful Kate, and the wedding is about to start so we need to get in place,” she finished looking up at the clock. I followed her eyes and was...
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"We may consider that It's almost Impossible to get what we are asking from God Since Long.. But Its NOT always Impossible.. You got to Believe it, you Never know that You can Actually get what You desire.."

It was a Typical Sunday Morning for Me.. though It was the Valentine's Day for all Others. I was still in my Bed as always as I was working late last night.. My Alarm rang so Loud & I stretched in My Bed. I knew I got to Endure this Day because we may say all the Time that We're Happy for our Friends & everyone that they are so Truly in Love, But somewhere Deep inside ourself, We'll find ourself MORE alone when We see them together Hugging & Kissing..Today I was Happy for all of My Friends & even Foes. I was Happy for My Sister Alice & James, Her wanna be Husband. My Head preoccupied with all Different thoughts at one time.. Agony, Pain, Joy at the other hand .... and a WAIT.. Wait for My Own Love.. !!

I remained in Bed for next 10 Minutes, Staring at the Blank walls of my Room, Painted Pink with White Flowers & Wall Textures.
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Fan fiction by Twilightsauce posted over a year ago
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Hey...x
Sorry for the delay I have had some sever mental block and I couldnt think of anything to write LOL! Enjoy chapter 12 and remember to feedback and keep looking for chapter 13! Amber/Twilightsauce.


I smiled as my eyelids fluttered open. The sun was streaming in through the window making my skin glitter in a mysterious way but not sparkling like the rest of my vampire family. I knew that Jacob was awake because everything was silent- Jake was the LOUDEST snorer ever. I propped myself up on two of the fluffy pillows to get a better view of his face. Jacobs’s eyes were closed but he had a huge grin spread across his face.
“Morning,” I giggled,
“Good morning, sleepy head.” Jake chuckled ruffling my hair in an adoring way.
“Ugh, we’ve got so much to do today,” I moaned thinking about the whole aspect about telling EVERYONE I was engaged, “I haven’t even seen the whole house yet!”
“Calm down Nessie, why don’t you get dressed and I will start breakfast?”
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Fan fiction by Twilightsauce posted over a year ago
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Hey...x
Okay so this chapter is my favourite and I think you are going to enjoy (crossed fingers) it! Okay so just remeber to leave your feedback-it's always great to see it.
Amber/Twilightsauce

Alice wouldn’t let me go until she and Rosalie had given me a complete makeover; I didn’t complain though, it was nice to have girl time. Jacob gave me a dazzling smile as I walked back into the living room a full hour later, he and Emmet and jasper had probably been chatting about some new turbo engine.
“Wow you look... amazing,” Jacob breathed as I walked into his open arms while Emmet wolf whistled, trying to annoy me. I laughed and stuck my tongue out at him whilst I pulled Jacob out of the open back door.
As soon as we were alone in the green forest I broke into a run, Jacob following behind me laughing. I came to a stop in a small clearing not much larger than my bedroom. I turned around and he was standing there. The beauty of him knocked the breath out of me, his bare tanned chest so smooth and sleek, his eyes sparkling with excitement and his smile so wide and happy. He was the thing that made me whole. I was about to speak but...
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Article by KatiiCullen94 posted over a year ago
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Filming at the house set as Bella Swan’s residence has finished for Eclipse. We have concrete proof of this as the house as been torn down.

Malicious Mandy has pictures to prove it. Here is her report -

There was a full crew working hard to empty the interior and begin taking down the house. Labelled boards were removed from inside the house (labelled so they are easily re-assembled next flick – where ever and when ever that may be)

The chimney coming down was interesting to see and the trees were all “unplugged” from their holes the metal cylindars in the deep holes that held the trees in place were removed and large cement blocks covered the deep holes.

Drilling, Hammering and loading of things into trucks kept the crew busy.

So sad Here is a look back of Bella’s house during happier times: Here, Here, and the first time we ever seen her house back during New Moon filming

[Thanks, Aleksandra, noctural_dreams21, and Little_angel!]
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They were filming shots at the Fork’s Police Department. We were all struggling trying to remember what scene from Eclipse would include the police station. I have a friend that is a walking talking Twilight reference guide. She knows everything there is to know about the books, even details not included in the books but that Stephanie Meyers has mentioned in interviews. This girl is good and even she was stumped. The best guess is that it has something to do with the newborns and the script must include a scene where Edward and Bella go see Charlie at the station about the problem. But, your guess is as good as mine.

After walking around the set while the actors where at lunch, we were asked to move down the sidewalk because they had permits for the road adjacent to the set and behind the set. This was fine with us and we made our way down to where we were asked to stand. This, along with a street lined with Washington plated cars led me to believe their would be street scenes and that we may get a chance to see some filming. I never guessed that we would be able to see Rob and Kristen in full view, in hair and make-up, driving the volvo into the station. It took...
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Opinion by KatiiCullen94 posted over a year ago
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Time for a little celebrity gossip today and this one's the hottest there is. After smoking the box office with the current ticket sales champion 'Twilight', Kristen Stewart, the film's female lead, is heating up the web as photos of her allegedly smoking pot surfaced. In the series of six photos from the TMZ, Kristen can be seen smoking a pipe with a friend on the steps of her house. What the pipe contains isn't clear but many have assumed that it is pot. After all, that's the most common use for it.

Reactions are varied across the web with some blog comments expressing worry that this might hurt her chances in Hollywood. They may be right. But then again, in a business where there are actors, actresses and celebrities who have done much worse, I don't think this is any cause for alarm (besides, we still don't know if it's really pot in that pipe). It may hurt her
chances of getting wholesome roles, though. After all, she just turned 18 and is still in high school. Perhaps the best thing to do right now is to make an official statement about this issue, either to deny that what she was caught smoking was pot or to apologize for this mistake. The immense...
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Bella's POV

I had the best dream, The sweetest dream, one a little girl would have, where the prince actaully came and rescued her. I dreamed of him. I think im becoming a addict, Edward was my fix to keep me surviving, Was the only thing that made my heart to beat one after another.
But i diddnt mind that now, edward was worth the addiction. I wasn't scared anymore, for the first time in a LONG time i diddnt have something missing within me, i couldn't blame something or someone why this was, but why should i? THE only thing i was scared of, was waking from this perfect dream, for it changes, to snatched from me.
"Bella" The musical vevlet voice woke me. WHY!! my dream!
i sighed a deep breath. I felt a cold grasp around my waist, i wasnt used to this? But it was familar. A loud gasp escaped from my numb mouth. My body had finally had their desire fulfilled.
i twisted my turso, to face my grasper.
edward. ohhh. my. god. IT WASN'T A DREAM! thank you god.
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edwards POV

to LAURA!!!! you are one the best ppl i have spoken too. love ya!
omg i gong to cry !!!! i finsished and my computer fucked *accuse me up!!!!!!!!!! KILL ME NOW! START AGAIN!!!!!!!!!


This was all going so fast. i dont know what happeneded what back there, or even what was said, but all i knew was that i was running. running as fast as i could. for Bella.
This was my chance. Over all my years of immortality i learnt many things. that some humans did not. But now all i knew was that i love Bella. And thats all that matters right now will always matter.
I picked up her scent, and run faster. I reached the end of the woods before i knew it, bella laied on the wet ground cringing, oh bella. my beautiful girl.
i couldn't stand to see Bella in any sorta of pain, i could only imagine what trauma she has experienced in last half hour, not only for three years, like me. This was moment that asured me that she had suffered like i had.
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Bella POV

Seth's arms were warm.But the wind was not.
Every wound i have healed, every memory i have layed bricks over jsut came crashing through.
My chest was like it was just as it had when it first occured. The burning, the blisters, the throb, the ache, the peeling.
He was there... extactly the way he had before. He was no dream i relied on, no memory i remembered, no smelled i desired, not a old exists i once loved, but edward. the real edward. the beautiful, protective, amazing edward, the one i have wanted to come back for me. And he did. but couldnt.
Seth kept running, he knew me too well. i think that was my biggest mistake in life, was letting people to close. If you let people see you, then they began to know what hurts you the most. and use it against you. edward knew that, and no matter how much i thought that i knew edward for a time, i still didnt know anything about him, but yet i still loved him. i loved a stranger.
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ESME'S POV!!for something different..

DEDICATED TO JOAN_VRX!!!

watch the television, esme, don't think about it, dont think about edward, oh my edward. darn it. i did again, watch the flowers watch the pretty flowers, ohh WHEN IS HE COMING BACK!
it been three days.
"Esme, clam down, sweetheart" Alice sighed. She knew i was stressed out edward's disappearance. HE diddnt even tell me.. ous.
It had to come from alice.Oh why is my family falling about. Ever since we left forks, its hasnt been the same. It's silence all the TIME! oh how i want darling Bella back, she brighted this family. And with her gone, our whole family has holes and rough edges. We dont act like a family anymore, more like distant school children who grumble in reply.
Oh i jsut want... oh i want alot things. The glue that made ous strong was wet and was unhinging, by this rate, edward might not come home at all.
And what with Rose and Emmett's, what 16th wedding now coming up, they might not come home from their honeymoon either, more fun there adn here in this so called family.
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