Hey, it's me again, from the other two confession articles.
Anyways, to be honest, I don't feel like a real Biggerstaff.
I barely know any of the family, and I feel like no once knows me, or wants to know me, for example, even before the Biggerstaff Family started, or maybe it was just before I knew about it, I fanned a few members, and they either didn't fan me back until I became a Biggerstaff, or fanned me back but wouldn't talk to me.
Also, even AS a Biggerstaff, I've tried to engage people in chat conversations, but I've either gotten ignored, gotten rid of, or had such an awkward conversation that I felt like the other person was lying about having to leave, or I was relieved when it was over.
(Funnily enough though, I can "chat" with some of these same people pretty well through comments though...O.o)
Also, with some Biggerstaffs, they've only talked to me when they had to, or like if I asked them a question.
Everyone else also had a bunch of inside jokes and stuff that they bring up everywhere, and all these conversations, so I feel like I'm butting in and being a third wheel all the time. It's the same on almost all of the forums on here, and on 1000 reasons. I usually end up feeling like I"m butting in.
Isn't the point of having a family NOT doing that sort of thing? Like everyone being close and such? Because I don't feel like I'm part of family on this spot, except with maybe a few people.
Also, to be honest, I think that germany123 person had a point. She's the one who seemed to think we're too exclusive or something like that, and to an extent, I agree with her. I've still gotten ignored on chat by people, or they'll say "Hi" back and not respond again, and I'm not going to keep going "Hello? You there", because that's just pathetic. And then I'll exchange one liners with the exact same person via comments on this spot. Basically, I just feel the same way I feel every day at school. An outsider, a third wheel, like I don't belong. Like I"m on the outside looking in. And that pretty much defeats the purpose of me being on Fanpop.
Oh, and people SAY they're always there to talk to, like on my other articles, but really, how am I supposed to talk to almost complete strangers? And my first thought was, "Oh, NOW that they know I'm all messed up and depressed, NOW they're going to talk to me". What will I have to do if I ever want more attention from anyone on here? Post an article saying I'm suicidal? [And in case of any doubt, YES, the articles I posted before were completely honest, I wasn't just making it up for attention.]
Frankly, I'm just sick of making efforts to try and be friends with people who clearly want nothing to do with me.
And now I can never confess who I really am, because I've confessed too much.
Anyways, to be honest, I don't feel like a real Biggerstaff.
I barely know any of the family, and I feel like no once knows me, or wants to know me, for example, even before the Biggerstaff Family started, or maybe it was just before I knew about it, I fanned a few members, and they either didn't fan me back until I became a Biggerstaff, or fanned me back but wouldn't talk to me.
Also, even AS a Biggerstaff, I've tried to engage people in chat conversations, but I've either gotten ignored, gotten rid of, or had such an awkward conversation that I felt like the other person was lying about having to leave, or I was relieved when it was over.
(Funnily enough though, I can "chat" with some of these same people pretty well through comments though...O.o)
Also, with some Biggerstaffs, they've only talked to me when they had to, or like if I asked them a question.
Everyone else also had a bunch of inside jokes and stuff that they bring up everywhere, and all these conversations, so I feel like I'm butting in and being a third wheel all the time. It's the same on almost all of the forums on here, and on 1000 reasons. I usually end up feeling like I"m butting in.
Isn't the point of having a family NOT doing that sort of thing? Like everyone being close and such? Because I don't feel like I'm part of family on this spot, except with maybe a few people.
Also, to be honest, I think that germany123 person had a point. She's the one who seemed to think we're too exclusive or something like that, and to an extent, I agree with her. I've still gotten ignored on chat by people, or they'll say "Hi" back and not respond again, and I'm not going to keep going "Hello? You there", because that's just pathetic. And then I'll exchange one liners with the exact same person via comments on this spot. Basically, I just feel the same way I feel every day at school. An outsider, a third wheel, like I don't belong. Like I"m on the outside looking in. And that pretty much defeats the purpose of me being on Fanpop.
Oh, and people SAY they're always there to talk to, like on my other articles, but really, how am I supposed to talk to almost complete strangers? And my first thought was, "Oh, NOW that they know I'm all messed up and depressed, NOW they're going to talk to me". What will I have to do if I ever want more attention from anyone on here? Post an article saying I'm suicidal? [And in case of any doubt, YES, the articles I posted before were completely honest, I wasn't just making it up for attention.]
Frankly, I'm just sick of making efforts to try and be friends with people who clearly want nothing to do with me.
And now I can never confess who I really am, because I've confessed too much.
Isobel Panhurst 28 April at 19:52
Hi
How are you?
What you been up to?
Hows life?
Whats the meaning of life?
Do you ship Klaine?
Do you ship Spuffy?
You don't ship Kurtofsky do you?
Is there and English exam next week?
Did you watch Glee on Monday?
Did you know Chris Colfer leaked that Darren Criss has a girlfriend?
Did you know Starship premiers on Saturday
Did you know the new Harry Potter trailer came out Yesterday?
Is that enough questions for you?
wait the HP trailer came out today....i think.....Tumblr confused me
oh enough question
Are you a Tumblr addict?
OMG Do you like Drarry?
are you against people asking questions?
He still hasn't replied :P ROFLLL
he really shouldn't have called me a bitch earlier.....
Hi
How are you?
What you been up to?
Hows life?
Whats the meaning of life?
Do you ship Klaine?
Do you ship Spuffy?
You don't ship Kurtofsky do you?
Is there and English exam next week?
Did you watch Glee on Monday?
Did you know Chris Colfer leaked that Darren Criss has a girlfriend?
Did you know Starship premiers on Saturday
Did you know the new Harry Potter trailer came out Yesterday?
Is that enough questions for you?
wait the HP trailer came out today....i think.....Tumblr confused me
oh enough question
Are you a Tumblr addict?
OMG Do you like Drarry?
are you against people asking questions?
He still hasn't replied :P ROFLLL
he really shouldn't have called me a bitch earlier.....