Why does my life have to be a constant watch?
Drives me insane
Can’t even read, listen, think, write,
Without a warrant.
Have to be on the constant lookout,
Scared afraid that I can’t even write how I feel.
No freedom.
Stuck here in this prison,
Rules and endless regulations.
No escape. No escape.
Anger rising
Anger rising, growing, bubbling up in me.
Cry out scream
Scream
I can’t scream
I can’t shout
I can’t do anything
Without a constant watch, be on the lookout,
Are the watching me?
Why can’t I live my life
Why is it I can’t be me
Oh how I relish the day
I turn 18
For it shall be
Freedom for me
Or is it? You’ll still be watching
Checking, guarding my life
Because you have the key
Protecting? Is it that you’re protecting me?
From what I will force
Reality
But these four solid walls, you built
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