I have come to the borders of sleep,
The Unfathomable deep,
Forest where all must lose,
Their way however straight,
Or winding, soon or late;
They cannot chose.

Many a road and track,
That since the dawn's first crack,
Up to the forest brink,
Deceived the travellers,
Suddenly now blurs,
And in they sink.

Here love ends,
Despair, ambition ends,
All pleasure and all trouble,
Although most sweet or bitter,
Here ends in sleep that is sweeter,
Than tasks most noble.

There is not any book,
Or face of dearest look,
That I would not turn from now,
To go into the unknown,
I must enter and leave alone,
I know not how...

The tall forest towers,
It's cloudy foliage lowers,
Ahead shelf above shelf,
It's silence I hear and obey,
That I may lose my way,
And myslef.

I come quietly. Silent entities
can lack a certain weight when unseen.
Do they speak of me?
My voice left with the breeze that
whispered "you should flee or you shall be seen."

I'd die
if you only met my eyes.
Before you pass by,
will you pause to break my heart.

I am everywhere, everywhere but here,
for here is where you grace the nameless.
Were I not so weak, could I even speak
I'd warn that you should leave before
you're seen with me.

They don't hear me.
Do I bore them when I tell them
I adore them?


BB, do you like this song? i hope you do, it's oe of my faves ^^

Why does my life have to be a constant watch?
Drives me insane
Can’t even read, listen, think, write,
Without a warrant.
Have to be on the constant lookout,
Scared afraid that I can’t even write how I feel.
No freedom.
Stuck here in this prison,
Rules and endless regulations.
No escape. No escape.
Anger rising
Anger rising, growing, bubbling up in me.
Cry out scream
Scream
I can’t scream
I can’t shout
I can’t do anything
Without a constant watch, be on the lookout,
Are the watching me?
Why can’t I live my life
Why is it I can’t be me
Oh how I relish the day
I turn 18
For it shall be
Freedom for me
Or is it? You’ll still be watching
Checking, guarding my life
Because you have the key
Protecting? Is it that you’re protecting me?
From what I will force
Reality
But these four solid walls, you built