So I'll just skip ahead to the break up. He said he thought I was a really nice person, but we needed to break up. My mind couldn't focus and I didn't think to ask him why he thought we should. I asked him a few days later and he said he wanted to tell me, but he couldn't. Like, what the hell?
My crazy-ass "friend" finally pulled him aside one day to ask him why. She recorded their conversation on her phone. (A little creepy). When he said why he wanted to breakup, it sounded like he didn't like that I was too shy. I'm a...
I was in love...but i didnt know till it was too late...
It was the first day back to school,i was in a new school and in a different state to make things more diffucult.I sat in the back of the room away from everyone else,i had only been there for 7 minutes and already i was being made fun of and teased because of my long hair.'Im going to hate this year i already know it'i thought to myself,but i was interupted from my thoughts when a girl with orange and black dyed hair sat next to me.She was silent and apperintly was to cought up in doing something on her phone to notice me staring...
I miss you so much it hurts, my love
I miss you with every fiber of my being
I miss you like there is no tomorrow, my dove
I miss you fervently, it's all my loving.
I miss you with my entire heart
I wish we were no longer apart.
My heart beats only for you, faster and faster
My legs are shaking just thinking about you
My eyes are watery, tears flowing larger and larger
My whole being is trembling for you.
My arms are craving to hold you once more
I sit in my room looking at the memorys we had together. The times we kissed the times we dated the times we wathed a movie together the time we laughed all gone. Love is the least of the problem. I Meet up with him to hang with him. we were doing ok till i fell asleep. I awoke woith the sharp pain in my heart i looked down and saw it gets deeper by the moment. I look at him with one last breath and aske" Why do this to me im scared" and i fell over not to talk or play or even talk agian. I saw a long tube like light and found myself on the floor of a hospital. He stood there looking at me....
Here's a really beautiful poem. I hope you enjoy it, and please rate it, fave it and comment it. ^^ I'll give props to everyone that rates and comments it of course. ^^ Oh if you know who wrote this poem please tell me because i think it's a really amazing poem and i love it!!! ^^
I'm not supposed to love you,
I'm not supposed to care,
I'm not supposed to live my life
wishing you were there.
I'm not supposed to wonder where you are or what you do.
I'm sorry i can't help myself, I'm in love with you.