My grandmother that I called Nanna. She had lung cancer, since she smoked all of the time. But when my mother had me, she stopped. But that apparantly didn't help. I don't get why she had to leave, she was the only one who could understand me. Sometimes it's so hard to know that she's gone, that I just want to kill myself so I can just talk to her again.
My great aunt has lung cancer. Its spreading to her liver. One of her lungs doesn't work anymore and she can't live with just one. My great uncle has brain cancer but he's doing just fine right now. I need all the prayers I can get.
Well let's go down the seemingly endless list :(
Right now my aunty, no older then 35 is dying of brain cancer, my great aunt whos inh her 50s ( we just found out a dew days ago.) is not going to get treatment for her pancreatic cancer. My aunt Laura in remission, my dad is in remission but he isnt out of the woods, a whole bunch of uncles to my dad and aunts died of the same throat cancer uh, theres a feew cervical cancers in m moms side, there's more but I dont knnow them all... I don know how i deal with this..
My Grandfather died of pancreatic cancer and my Grandma's boyfriend, the only other Grandfather figure I had also died of cancer..I don't know which kind exactly...my real other Grandfather died right before I was born but not of cancer I think. Now I have no Grandfather figure in my life :(