Hello, my charmies!!
I'm really sorry I've been away for the last 4 months. I really hope you can forgive me for leaving without telling you goodbye. The truth is I thought it would be easier but it turned out to be a bad decision.

I've moved away four months ago. It all happened very quickly because of my parents' jobs. I only new a few days before we left.
The place where I moved to was very different and it was a hard change for me. I could go to the internet in a regular base so I didn't check on fanpop. To say the truth I was afraid of seeing who things where without me. I only saw Ellen's messages a few days ago, when I came back after easter.

I know this doesn't make up for leaving without saying goodbye, but I hope you can forgive because I've really missed you all.

I'm back now but I'm not sure if I will be able to came back as active as I was in the past.

Please try to forgive me and don't forget I love you all, my charmies!

You think you've got me eating out of the palm of your hand
You think I'm dreaming 'bout being your girlfriend
You think that with you I want it all
But don't be mistaken, I'm the one in control

I'm like the sand you try to catch with your hands
The more you try to hold me, the more I slip away
I'm like the air you're so desperately trying to breathe
You need me to get just through the day
But I won't stay

I think you've got me all wrong
I think you need to move on alone
I think you should've known better than to expect
You could force me into something I would regret

I'm like the sand you try to catch with your hands
The more you try to hold me, the more I slip away
I'm like the air you're so desperately trying to breathe
You need me to get just through the day
But I won't stay

I'm sorry
If I've been leading you on
I'm sorry

I don’t want to talk right now
I just want to run and crash into a wall
And I don’t want to hit the ground
So, will you be there to catch me when I fall

Will you be there in good times and in bad
Will you console me whenever I feel sad

I’m trying to get over it
I’m forcing myself to forget
But it’s just no use
You’ve got me under your spell
I clear my mind in an attempt
To get you out of my head
But it’s just no use
You’ve got me under your spell

I don’t want need you like
I’ve never needed someone the way I do now
And I don’t want to share my life
With someone who can’t push me up when I’m feeling down

Will you cheer me up when I’m about to cry
Will you let me love you and never ask me why

[b]I’m trying to get over it
I’m forcing myself to forget
But it’s just no use
You’ve got me under your spell
I clear my mind in an attempt