I've spent the better half of my remaining time debating with myself and my friends on what I should do. And we came up with it. It took us THREE WEEKS to figure it out. So here goes everything.
James Johnson; I hated myself for everything I ever did to you. And you still forgave me. But when it came to me forgiving you, I didn't think I could. Aleasha (or Erick; or whatever she/he wants to be called -.-) had to sit me down and tell me straight up 'Corey; when you go...do you want James to think you always hated him because you wouldn't forgive him? Do you want him to sit in the corner with that knife, ready to stab it through his heart so that you two can be together again and he can truly see if you loved him?' I never knew how right she would be. So here it is.
I do forgive you. What I've done and what you've done may only be a small bump. The bigger one is yet to come; and that's my...my death. I hate thinking about it; but I can't help it. It's coming, and I find it harder every day to get out of bed; to sit in front of a computer. But I do it every day for you. I get up for you. I go online for you. I do everything for you. Because I love you.
And I'm sorry. And again; I forgive you.
James Johnson; I hated myself for everything I ever did to you. And you still forgave me. But when it came to me forgiving you, I didn't think I could. Aleasha (or Erick; or whatever she/he wants to be called -.-) had to sit me down and tell me straight up 'Corey; when you go...do you want James to think you always hated him because you wouldn't forgive him? Do you want him to sit in the corner with that knife, ready to stab it through his heart so that you two can be together again and he can truly see if you loved him?' I never knew how right she would be. So here it is.
I do forgive you. What I've done and what you've done may only be a small bump. The bigger one is yet to come; and that's my...my death. I hate thinking about it; but I can't help it. It's coming, and I find it harder every day to get out of bed; to sit in front of a computer. But I do it every day for you. I get up for you. I go online for you. I do everything for you. Because I love you.
And I'm sorry. And again; I forgive you.
I've spent the better half of my remaining time debating with myself and my friends on what I should do. And we came up with it. It took us THREE WEEKS to figure it out. So here goes everything.
James Johnson; I hated myself for everything I ever did to you. And you still forgave me. But when it came to me forgiving you, I didn't think I could. Aleasha (or Erick; or whatever she/he wants to be called -.-) had to sit me down and tell me straight up 'Corey; when you go...do you want James to think you always hated him because you wouldn't forgive him? Do you want him to sit in the corner with that knife, ready to stab it through his heart so that you two can be together again and he can truly see if you loved him?' I never knew how right she would be. So here it is.
I do forgive you. What I've done and what you've done may only be a small bump. The bigger one is yet to come; and that's my...my death. I hate thinking about it; but I can't help it. It's coming, and I find it harder every day to get out of bed; to sit in front of a computer. But I do it every day for you. I get up for you. I go online for you. I do everything for you. Because I love you.
And I'm sorry. And again; I forgive you.
James Johnson; I hated myself for everything I ever did to you. And you still forgave me. But when it came to me forgiving you, I didn't think I could. Aleasha (or Erick; or whatever she/he wants to be called -.-) had to sit me down and tell me straight up 'Corey; when you go...do you want James to think you always hated him because you wouldn't forgive him? Do you want him to sit in the corner with that knife, ready to stab it through his heart so that you two can be together again and he can truly see if you loved him?' I never knew how right she would be. So here it is.
I do forgive you. What I've done and what you've done may only be a small bump. The bigger one is yet to come; and that's my...my death. I hate thinking about it; but I can't help it. It's coming, and I find it harder every day to get out of bed; to sit in front of a computer. But I do it every day for you. I get up for you. I go online for you. I do everything for you. Because I love you.
And I'm sorry. And again; I forgive you.
I am with you still
In a twinkling of an instance
A dream comes to an end
The winds of change presented
Coming round the bend
And so your world is shattered
A breaking of your heart
The fabric of your being
So quickly ripped apart
It's all that you imagined
In all your wildest dreams
The emptiness surrounds you
With pain or so it seems
But this is not the ending
For strength lives on through will
My love is always with you
And I am with you still
~*~Thank you, Kupcake. May you be the light of hope for those that suffer like I suffer. May the Gods take pity on you and give you all you ever hoped for.~*~
:')
In a twinkling of an instance
A dream comes to an end
The winds of change presented
Coming round the bend
And so your world is shattered
A breaking of your heart
The fabric of your being
So quickly ripped apart
It's all that you imagined
In all your wildest dreams
The emptiness surrounds you
With pain or so it seems
But this is not the ending
For strength lives on through will
My love is always with you
And I am with you still
~*~Thank you, Kupcake. May you be the light of hope for those that suffer like I suffer. May the Gods take pity on you and give you all you ever hoped for.~*~
:')