I tried Sammy, man I really
tried but I just can't keep pretending that everything is alright because it's not
and it's never
going to be. You chose
a demon over your own and look what happened.
"You know I would give anything, anything, to take it all back."
you would, and I know
how sorry you are, I do, but man you were the one
that I depended on the most
and you let me down
in ways that I can't
even ... i'm just ... i'm having a hard time forgiving and forgetting
here, you know?
"What can I do?"
Honestly .. Nothing
. I just don't .. I don't think we can ever be what we were, you know? I just don't think I can trust you
-- I actually feel bad for Sam too, I do.
I just feel worse
for Dean. because God .. his heart is broken
and he's trying to forgive Sam but he just can't
and he knows
that Sam is sorry and that he would take it back if he could but he can't
, nothing he does could ever
really make what he did okay. and now Dean is left trying to forgive something that is pretty much impossible to forgive all because Sam chose to listen to a demon over the person who has ALWAYS
been there, from the time he was six months old.
Now Dean has to live with the fact that his whole entire LIFE
from the time he was four years old ditched him for a demon and accidentally started the end of the world
. This show just breaks my heart! :( ♥