1x01: Sketchy Beginings

For the first time since entering rehab last fall, Demi Lovato is opening up about the problems that led her to seek treatment in the first place.

The Disney starlet, whose rep had previously said she was getting help for "emotional and physical issues," revealed in the May issue of Seventeen that she had been struggling with cutting, an eating disorder and depression for years.

But Lovato's troubles came to a head in October, when she punched Alex Welch, a dancer on her international tour with the Jonas Brothers.

"Lashing out was my cry for help," the 18-year-old told Seventeen. "Wow, who was...

The day I first met you
You told me, you never fall in love
But now that I get you
I know fear is what it really was
Now here we are, so close
Yet so far, haven’t I passed the test
When will you realize
Baby, I’m not like the rest
Don’t wanna break your heart
Wanna give your heart a break
I know you’re scared it’s wrong
Like you might make a mistake
There’s just one life to live
And there’s no time to wait, to wait
So, let me give your heart a break
Give your heart a break
Let me give your heart a break
Your heart a break
Oh, yeah, yeah
On Sunday, you went home alone
There were tears in your eyes...

Now that I am thinking sober
Don’t you try to get no closer
I’m just gonna get in my car and drive, and drive
Looking in the rear view mirror
Everything is so much clearer
Watch me wave it all goodbye, goodbye
The lights flashing giving me all the danger signs
Someone to save, to save
But it don’t work that way
Think you made your greatest mistake
I’m not gonna call this a break
Think you really blew it this time
Think you could walk on such a thin line
Won’t be taking your midnight calls
Ignore the rocks you throw at my wall
I see it written on your face
You know you made it
Your greatest mistake...

I love the way you talkin’
I’m lovin’ what’cha doin’ boy
I don’t fall easy often
I never had a love like you before
I like you
Put ya number
Put ya number
In my phone, phone, phone, phone, phone, phone, phone yeah
You heard me right
So call me
Call me when you’re all alone, lone, lone, lone, lone, lone, lone
Don’t make plans
Come home with me we’ll stay up all night long
I want you and I want you bad
Let’s keep the party goin’ all night long
Let’s keep the party goin’ all night long (Hey)
All night long (Hey)
All night long (Hey)
All night, all night
All night long (Hey)
All night long...

*MITCHIE*:
Ooh
Here I am
Feels like the walls are closing in
Once again
It’s time to face it and be strong

I wanna do the right thing now
I know it’s up to me
Somehow I’ve lost my way

If I could take it all back I would now
I never meant to let you all down
And now I’ve got to try
To turn it all around
And figure out how to fix this
I know there’s a way, so I promise
I’m gonna clean up the mess I made
Maybe it’s not too late
Maybe it’s not too late, oh

So I’ll take a stand
Even though it’s complicated
If I can
I wanna change the way I’ve made it

I’ve gotta do the right thing now
I know it’s...

*SHANE*:
They say that life is a two-way street
When you’re not sure, you gotta trust your feet
To know the right way

*MITCHIE*:
You can keep on moving with your head down
SHANE:
Oh
MITCHIE:
Or you can stop and take a look around
SHANE:
Take a look around
MITCHIE:
And that’s the choice I’ve made
SHANE:
I‘ve made, yeah

SHANE & MITCHIE:
It’s for that movie inside your head
Making memories we can’t forget
And when you can’t forget

You’re gonna know in your soul
This is what we came here for
SHANE:
So live it loud
MITCHIE:
Here and now
SHANE & MITCHIE:
This moment, it won’t be ignored
MITCHIE:
So...

Skies are crying, I am watchingCatching teardrops in my hands
Only silence as it’s ending
Like we never had a chance
Do you have to make me feel like there’s nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I’m made of glass
Like I’m made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken and untangle you from me
Would it make you feel better to watch me while I bleed?
All my windows still are broken
But I’m standing on my feet

You can take everything I have
You can break everything...