Not many people can say, when they smile, they mean it. I've finally lost it all, my parents dead, sister commit suicide to get away from me, noone talks to me. I sit alone in a dark house listening to one song every day seven days a week fife our four weeks a month, twelve months a year. Every night i cry my self to sleep. I..have officialy lost all of my sanity. so today, with no sanity, i've decided to commit suicide so goodbye every one, i hope your better off without me.. link