Dear Friends and Family,
"My own mother told me to never give up. My own friends told me to never give up. My own brother laughed in my face and told me to never give up. So Melody, I'll never give up on myself."
When I was kid, I had an invisable friend named Melody, and we were the best of friends. We stopped being friends when I gained friends. I stopped being able to see her. She faded so slowly, and what seems so painfully now. Melody, you came back at the time I wanted to die. You wanted to break me for breaking you. I'm sorry but I have to say this, "Fuck you Melody."
I can see you now, and you've started controlling my emotions and my movements. You have gotten me to studder. You took my colorful sights and replaced it with my sadness and tears I never try crying out.
In my home classroom...we were learning about Isaac Newton, and everyone was saying that I could be the one like him to keep myself locked in my room for years working on something. It's true. I bet I could because I never died yet.
Melody, I have has enough. Why do you still bug me? Why do you call me a cunt? Remember that day you gave me a mental breakdown while I cried to Mallory for help and a friend left. Sure, you became stronger. Only, everyone makes mistakes and you just did. You left me alone for awhile because I havn't heard from you by two days and 75%. Well, I know I am SG (Song Girl) and I know you are just trying to kill me for leaving. I will listen to the noises and not the voices. No more screaming but more of my tones. More of me and less of Melody the voice. Sure, I created LA (The Lonely Angel) but I believe. I want others to believe in LA because she killed herself. She ended up killing her friend after going on a dangerous journey. Her friend died from one of you. The vioces. I may seem crazy but I will get help. No matter how much I don't want to, I still will have too.
I created a song about you Melody. I picture as the perfect girl of me,but no one is perfect. For someone like you- I could see you as if you died and is haunting me. You have a busted lip now, bloody eyes, cuts and bruises on you, and I feel so sorry for you... Your face seems like it just continuesly cried forever..I want to help but I don't know how.
For about seven years I am afriad of mirrors. I look in the mirror to see a killer. A face I can't and don't want to claim. I now think I'm ugly. I am even called ugly and other names too. I can't hide my mistakes and I have to run for my life. I want to get out alive. How? I gotta run for it.
My life time by years of age- terrible..
not born yet- Daddy, stop killing me and my twin
born-why did my twin give its self to me, it was more beautiful and healthier
1 year- this sucks. I;m so small...
2 years- who am I? Mommy, who's daddy?
3 years- I'm sick mommy, keep me away from daddy.
4 years- giggles. I was dropped on my head...
5 years- dad hurted me mommy...he hurt me,mommy where are you? Can I die now?
6 years- Mom, come home! You'll never come back will you?
7 years- Oh God, the mirror wants to kill me. Don't you see that face too?
8 years- who am I anymore?
9 years- Mom, dad wants to kill you. I've been listening...
10 years- dad tried. He burned our house... so why was I so calm?
11 years- This place is strange...from the streets to this woman's house, get me the HELL OUT.
12- This rent house is OK. I found two friends and no one can steal them. My arms hurts and my stomach is poisned but I'll be OK.
13- I'm SG. Back off Melody. You nearly just took my life. it started at 7 when I saw you again. I am the killer to myself as I hold you inside. Back off and let me live my life...
-----------------------------------I was left all alone. I have run away 3 times and cut myself about 38 times. i use to count with Melody,and now its my turn for her to hear me out...
Sneak Peak of the lryics:
I've gotta unfold this riddle in my heart, unlock this misspoke and deadlock mind.
Today is for this new generation of me for my happy ending, I've gotta run for my life if I wanna get out.
(Oh,oh,) So far this melody in my head is killing me and my body won't forsaken with one last beat.
Are you ready?
OK.
Who's got the upper beat?
You.
AOWY.
Stop yourself from falling in a person's hands because they're bond to steal it away. Keep if from your evil bullying spirit and fight it with your faith. Break it down to the happy true inner side of you.
Fight For Life (FFL),
SG
"My own mother told me to never give up. My own friends told me to never give up. My own brother laughed in my face and told me to never give up. So Melody, I'll never give up on myself."
When I was kid, I had an invisable friend named Melody, and we were the best of friends. We stopped being friends when I gained friends. I stopped being able to see her. She faded so slowly, and what seems so painfully now. Melody, you came back at the time I wanted to die. You wanted to break me for breaking you. I'm sorry but I have to say this, "Fuck you Melody."
I can see you now, and you've started controlling my emotions and my movements. You have gotten me to studder. You took my colorful sights and replaced it with my sadness and tears I never try crying out.
In my home classroom...we were learning about Isaac Newton, and everyone was saying that I could be the one like him to keep myself locked in my room for years working on something. It's true. I bet I could because I never died yet.
Melody, I have has enough. Why do you still bug me? Why do you call me a cunt? Remember that day you gave me a mental breakdown while I cried to Mallory for help and a friend left. Sure, you became stronger. Only, everyone makes mistakes and you just did. You left me alone for awhile because I havn't heard from you by two days and 75%. Well, I know I am SG (Song Girl) and I know you are just trying to kill me for leaving. I will listen to the noises and not the voices. No more screaming but more of my tones. More of me and less of Melody the voice. Sure, I created LA (The Lonely Angel) but I believe. I want others to believe in LA because she killed herself. She ended up killing her friend after going on a dangerous journey. Her friend died from one of you. The vioces. I may seem crazy but I will get help. No matter how much I don't want to, I still will have too.
I created a song about you Melody. I picture as the perfect girl of me,but no one is perfect. For someone like you- I could see you as if you died and is haunting me. You have a busted lip now, bloody eyes, cuts and bruises on you, and I feel so sorry for you... Your face seems like it just continuesly cried forever..I want to help but I don't know how.
For about seven years I am afriad of mirrors. I look in the mirror to see a killer. A face I can't and don't want to claim. I now think I'm ugly. I am even called ugly and other names too. I can't hide my mistakes and I have to run for my life. I want to get out alive. How? I gotta run for it.
My life time by years of age- terrible..
not born yet- Daddy, stop killing me and my twin
born-why did my twin give its self to me, it was more beautiful and healthier
1 year- this sucks. I;m so small...
2 years- who am I? Mommy, who's daddy?
3 years- I'm sick mommy, keep me away from daddy.
4 years- giggles. I was dropped on my head...
5 years- dad hurted me mommy...he hurt me,mommy where are you? Can I die now?
6 years- Mom, come home! You'll never come back will you?
7 years- Oh God, the mirror wants to kill me. Don't you see that face too?
8 years- who am I anymore?
9 years- Mom, dad wants to kill you. I've been listening...
10 years- dad tried. He burned our house... so why was I so calm?
11 years- This place is strange...from the streets to this woman's house, get me the HELL OUT.
12- This rent house is OK. I found two friends and no one can steal them. My arms hurts and my stomach is poisned but I'll be OK.
13- I'm SG. Back off Melody. You nearly just took my life. it started at 7 when I saw you again. I am the killer to myself as I hold you inside. Back off and let me live my life...
-----------------------------------I was left all alone. I have run away 3 times and cut myself about 38 times. i use to count with Melody,and now its my turn for her to hear me out...
Sneak Peak of the lryics:
I've gotta unfold this riddle in my heart, unlock this misspoke and deadlock mind.
Today is for this new generation of me for my happy ending, I've gotta run for my life if I wanna get out.
(Oh,oh,) So far this melody in my head is killing me and my body won't forsaken with one last beat.
Are you ready?
OK.
Who's got the upper beat?
You.
AOWY.
Stop yourself from falling in a person's hands because they're bond to steal it away. Keep if from your evil bullying spirit and fight it with your faith. Break it down to the happy true inner side of you.
Fight For Life (FFL),
SG
Sandi:
Ribbon broke my heart,
I knew he would.
So what is he going to do?
I'd know if I could...
Gizbin:
SHUT IMBECILES, I'VE HEARD ENOUGH.
Killerpose:
People call me the terror.
People call me the selfish.
People call me the nasty.
People call me the cruel.
People call me the idiot.
People call me the stupid.
People call me the crazy.
People call me the annoying.
People call me the long lasting.
People call me the fishy.
People call me the curious.
People call me the laugh.
People call me the cheesy.
People call me the stubborn.
People call-
Everyone: SHUT IT!!
Ribbon broke my heart,
I knew he would.
So what is he going to do?
I'd know if I could...
Gizbin:
SHUT IMBECILES, I'VE HEARD ENOUGH.
Killerpose:
People call me the terror.
People call me the selfish.
People call me the nasty.
People call me the cruel.
People call me the idiot.
People call me the stupid.
People call me the crazy.
People call me the annoying.
People call me the long lasting.
People call me the fishy.
People call me the curious.
People call me the laugh.
People call me the cheesy.
People call me the stubborn.
People call-
Everyone: SHUT IT!!
I am any little girl behind that glowing computer screen
An anonymous user name, unknown person
New friends, Chatting with no end
Lies that tear people apart
www.’s and .com’s
Logins and log outs
New passwords galore
New games
All online websites
But know is the time for
Turning off, Logging off
Simply leaving the game
One last click of a mouse
One last Tipeity-Tipe of the keypad
One last close
One last IM
One last internet song
One last good-bye or G2G
So unplug into your own virtual world
~AND FIND YOU~
- By Ellen Love: Poem Girl
An anonymous user name, unknown person
New friends, Chatting with no end
Lies that tear people apart
www.’s and .com’s
Logins and log outs
New passwords galore
New games
All online websites
But know is the time for
Turning off, Logging off
Simply leaving the game
One last click of a mouse
One last Tipeity-Tipe of the keypad
One last close
One last IM
One last internet song
One last good-bye or G2G
So unplug into your own virtual world
~AND FIND YOU~
- By Ellen Love: Poem Girl
Wrath
I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes you feel angry,
And may lead you to do wrongful things.
I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to you until
You realise what just happened.
I am a curse,
For I blind you from the truth,
And make you unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.
I am a curse,
And you do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
You hurting other people,
Even though you don't intentionally do it,
Or even if you are blinded by the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain you inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.
Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may show up in your fiery head.
I am one of the deadly sins,
For I am the one that makes you feel angry,
And may lead you to do wrongful things.
I blind you,
And mask the truth from you;
I hide your actions,
And make them unaware to you until
You realise what just happened.
I am a curse,
For I blind you from the truth,
And make you unwilling to accept that truth,
Because I am anger,
Which makes your rage come true,
Which brings about your wrath,
Which is my true name,
And with it comes a grudge.
I am a curse,
And you do not want me,
But honestly,
It is fun for me to see
You hurting other people,
Even though you don't intentionally do it,
Or even if you are blinded by the truth.
For I am Wrath,
And I take amusement from your anger,
And the pain you inflict on others,
And I am from the fiery pits of hell.
Beware of your human instincts,
For I am one of them,
And I may show up in your fiery head.
This is Amber's sister Molly the fairy of space.
Name: Molly
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Origin: The planet Earth
Mythical Creature: Fairy
Level of Magic: Enchantix
Powers/Abilities: She is the fairy of space, outer space that is. Molly can bring in comets and other rocks into Earth or as an attack.
Personality: Molly is very caring, she loves to help her friends in times of need and will let nothing stand in her way.
Clothing: She wears a light blue tank-top and jeans, her shoes are boots that look similar to Amber's.
Pet: Nope
Background: She was born on Earth as a actress's only daughter, she learned that her real father was Tony Stark and moved in with him and his daughter Amber. The two become good friends since when Molly arrived when Amber was only 3.
Family:
Mother: Dead (died of cancer)
Father: Tony Stark
Name: Molly
Age: 18
Gender: Female
Origin: The planet Earth
Mythical Creature: Fairy
Level of Magic: Enchantix
Powers/Abilities: She is the fairy of space, outer space that is. Molly can bring in comets and other rocks into Earth or as an attack.
Personality: Molly is very caring, she loves to help her friends in times of need and will let nothing stand in her way.
Clothing: She wears a light blue tank-top and jeans, her shoes are boots that look similar to Amber's.
Pet: Nope
Background: She was born on Earth as a actress's only daughter, she learned that her real father was Tony Stark and moved in with him and his daughter Amber. The two become good friends since when Molly arrived when Amber was only 3.
Family:
Mother: Dead (died of cancer)
Father: Tony Stark
Darkness falls around me, swirling at my feet,
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...
In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real or not, my mind's a tangled knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...
The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from day to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...
My broken heart is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...
the shadows ask me questions, their secrets I must keep...
The coldness that I feel inside, keeps my body numb,
but for the thoughts of loneliness, nothing can be done...
In the fog surrounding me, all conscious thought is lost,
I can not tell what's real or not, my mind's a tangled knot...
I'm full of thoughts I can't retain, all I feel is guilt and shame,
I've begun to feel all hope is lost, someone stop the pain,
I Can See the lies dripping from your eyes in disguise...
The wind blows on my tear stained face, calling out to me,
always it's reminding me of what I cannot be.
I try so hard from day to day, but I can't seem to find my way.
I can't control these thoughts that rise, the torment comes from deep inside...
My broken heart is shattered, a pain that knows no end,
the shards of glass they slice me through, I'm bleeding from within...
Confused and fearful every day, no one deserves to live this way...