THIS IS MARIAH MASON______I THINK I'M GOING TO KILL MYSELF_______
I feel like there's a monster in my head that's clawing ne and killing me. Making me do horrible things to my body and bring those voices back. I found out how to control them but I'm 13. I will have medication for me depression. The secret: I'm going to over dose myself for a better life. I'll get out of your life, untangle it, and swallow about twelve to thirteen. First, I night be the age fourteen first. What the heck, I have a knife right now. GOODBYE SOONER. I can't believe you guys keep tackling me when I push you away. Get the tuck out you voices! I was the one in the classroom, on ground, and soon maybe a ghost. I'm sorry I'm not what you want! I'm sorry my dad rapped me mom for me to be born. I'm sorry I'm undeserved to know you! Damn...
I've never felt so alone.
Seems like I didn't get the memo because their laughing at me.
I spend so much time with music. Plus, I'm a loser.
People tell me take challanges, make mistakes, and learn but....I have feelings too.
I know I can make friends. My deep depression makes me sometimes have those thoughts.
Being called a: Slut, shithead, bitch, retard, loser, blondie ( in worst ways).
You're not suppose to be like this.
No one notices me like they use too. I want to move to my true and new friends.
My school thinks that I'm just Mariah… A stupid A-B student who seems causal.
How about I lift up my long sleeves and show you normal.
" I'm better than what I get created for. Who the hell is she anyways is what the picture that has the stupidest verse. You might as well say that its a hundred percent that writers think that its equally reality for me to be ditched. Crashed and burn while people step on me is my little quote. Better run off if you have the key because I fall while you turn your back. Give me a tour around here, I'm insane and unknown from what I am. Listen to me, gotta hear me. My heart, clothes, eyes, and all above has your footprints marked on me. Is this insane or reality?"
SINCERLY,
MARIAH (A STUPID ALL ABOVE)
P.s. Its gotten to me. I know how to kill me, I will. I have the pills, drinks, knives, and the all above supplies. God bless your guys because my depression has a knife in my hands.
I feel like there's a monster in my head that's clawing ne and killing me. Making me do horrible things to my body and bring those voices back. I found out how to control them but I'm 13. I will have medication for me depression. The secret: I'm going to over dose myself for a better life. I'll get out of your life, untangle it, and swallow about twelve to thirteen. First, I night be the age fourteen first. What the heck, I have a knife right now. GOODBYE SOONER. I can't believe you guys keep tackling me when I push you away. Get the tuck out you voices! I was the one in the classroom, on ground, and soon maybe a ghost. I'm sorry I'm not what you want! I'm sorry my dad rapped me mom for me to be born. I'm sorry I'm undeserved to know you! Damn...
I've never felt so alone.
Seems like I didn't get the memo because their laughing at me.
I spend so much time with music. Plus, I'm a loser.
People tell me take challanges, make mistakes, and learn but....I have feelings too.
I know I can make friends. My deep depression makes me sometimes have those thoughts.
Being called a: Slut, shithead, bitch, retard, loser, blondie ( in worst ways).
You're not suppose to be like this.
No one notices me like they use too. I want to move to my true and new friends.
My school thinks that I'm just Mariah… A stupid A-B student who seems causal.
How about I lift up my long sleeves and show you normal.
" I'm better than what I get created for. Who the hell is she anyways is what the picture that has the stupidest verse. You might as well say that its a hundred percent that writers think that its equally reality for me to be ditched. Crashed and burn while people step on me is my little quote. Better run off if you have the key because I fall while you turn your back. Give me a tour around here, I'm insane and unknown from what I am. Listen to me, gotta hear me. My heart, clothes, eyes, and all above has your footprints marked on me. Is this insane or reality?"
SINCERLY,
MARIAH (A STUPID ALL ABOVE)
P.s. Its gotten to me. I know how to kill me, I will. I have the pills, drinks, knives, and the all above supplies. God bless your guys because my depression has a knife in my hands.