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wolfcat343 said …
So sleepy, tired, hungry, everyone have a goodnight, morning, wherever you are in the globe. I mean on the globe. Everyone stay dreaming. ^^ Hope we get more active fans, Posted over a year ago
LightSoul99 commented…
Patience is a virtue :) over a year ago
wolfcat343 commented…
indeed it is ^^ over a year ago
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LightSoul99 said …
OH MY GAWSH!!!
I got a new medal!!! Yay!!! <3333 And a dedicated medal too! XD XD
Soooo happy!!! <3 \^o^/
Posted over a year ago
wolfcat343 commented…
so lucky ^^ I'm also working for a medal over a year ago
LightSoul99 commented…
I hope you get a medal wolfcat!! <3 :D You deserve one! C: over a year ago
wolfcat343 commented…
aww thank you so much <3. but I haven't worked as hard as the others ^^ over a year ago
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LightSoul99 said …
I LOVE RACHEL CROW!!! <333
She's weird, she's funny, shes cool and best of all, she's herself. Posted over a year ago
LightSoul99 commented…
Just had to say that! <333 over a year ago
wolfcat343 commented…
hehe :3 over a year ago
wolfcat343 said …
Oki anyone online? Posted over a year ago
LightSoul99 said …
Why isn't this club as active as it was before? Everything used to be so much fun and this club was completely special.
I hope Dream Diary becomes like that again :) Posted over a year ago
wolfcat343 commented…
me too over a year ago
wolfcat343 said …
<3 I say this is the awesomest club I've joined on fanpop Posted over a year ago
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Animelover126 said …
Joined! Posted over a year ago
wolfcat343 commented…
hia over a year ago
Animelover126 commented…
Hi! over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
OMG, thanks for becoming a fan! XD over a year ago
wolfcat343 said …
Hey every1, what is your preference in role playing, do you like to role play humans, cats, dogs, wolves, warriors, sonic characters, furries, demons, etc etc etc ? Posted over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
A lot of the members like to roleplay as mythical humans such as witches and things like that. Like VT for example, I made her up with her own slither of magic but it deals with the demons like Miz. And for Hemia, she's a witch. Lokki is a secret part in the roleplays and her power is sacred. Amenti is just a plain human but that makes her even more special as for Ash can become any animal or human which in other words, he's a shifter. Others roleplay about things like that on her but they can actually roleplay about whatever they want. It's up to you and the other person. ^-^ over a year ago
wolfcat343 commented…
awsum! over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
Sorry, the clubs not so busy at the moment because of vacations with no wi-fi and such other issues for others :/ over a year ago
wolfcat343 said …
:) I just stopped myself from posting something stupid about myself... shoot, by saying this I'm making myself sound stupid again, anyways... I might seem like a crazy happy hippy person, but really I have lots of sides and in public I'm crazy Posted over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
XD XD XD XD XD ---EPIC SAUCE!!!--- XD XD XD XD XD XD over a year ago
BooBooBear981 said …
Almost there... .Come on Ellen... .Almost there.... Almost.... Couple more articles, ptictures comments... .Common ellen... Common....... Posted over a year ago
RoleplayCraz98 commented…
LOL That what I do!!!!! But Instead of acually doing it, I end up watching Tv!!!!! Ya how sad :D over a year ago
StReNgThHoPe commented…
hahahaha ME TOO!!! over a year ago
StReNgThHoPe commented…
ILL BEAT U THERE >:) over a year ago
Withering-Moon said …
Ive honesly given up on everything. Im just done. I dont care what happens to me anymore. Im fine but at the same time i could reach over and grab a knife and cut up my vein and not give to shits either. I just want out. Posted over a year ago
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Winxclubgirl202 said …
I'm BACK!!!!! Posted over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
YYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA!!!!!!!!!!!!! over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
Welcome back! :D over a year ago
Winxclubgirl202 commented…
I'm going to start writing about Amber again. over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
I will be waiting to read ^-^ over a year ago
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BooBooBear981 said …
ANNIE-CHAN IS BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO EXITED! WE ALL MISSED YOU SOOOOO FREAKING MUCH HUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I AM SO OVER-JOYED WORDS CAN'T DESCRIBE IT!!!! LUV LUV LUV YA ANNIE!!!!!!!!!! <3333333 <3333333 X3 X3 X3 X3 X3 X3 X3 XD XD XD XD XD XD XD Posted over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
IKR?! over a year ago
wolfcat343 said …
This is the best fanpop club I've joined by far :). I'm new here... :) Posted over a year ago
wolfcat343 commented…
nice 2 meet u 2 over a year ago
SongGirl50701 said …
Dream Diary has its own website!!!

link

Check it out! And if any one wants their writing, drawings, stories of what makes them ttheirself, then inbox me or something!! I'm just really hyper now! Posted over a year ago
anniewannie said …
Dear Alli, Mallory, Maria and Ellen,

I'm so sorry for doing this but..sadly, it's my time to leave this place. I know you're wondering why but I cant say my reasons why. I'm so sorry for leaving on such short notice but I truly think it's time for me to leave. I know your thinking of persuading me into staying but I've made my decision crystal clear on this post..I'm so so happy I've met you four girls on here..it's been such a crazy up/down ride for me <3 Posted over a year ago
anniewannie commented…
Thank you for all the support you guys gave and the love and care you guys placed on me. It wasn't anyone's fault that I left, especially you girls. You shouldnt take it on yourselves- you've done nothing - NOTHING - wrong ever since I met you. over a year ago
anniewannie commented…
I hope you guys can forgive me for leaving... You girls can take your blame out on me, but not on anyone on fanpop. I've weighed so much responsibilities on my shoulders already but one more will do *smiles weakly* Thanks for everything that you girls have done to me, again. I wish I can repay you all that you've done someday :)) over a year ago
HiddenHearts100 commented…
We walk the path with you..forever.. over a year ago
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SongGirl50701 said …
Guess whaa! I had my hair trimmed, cut, and got my bangs styled diff!! I love this new chill and so lets so how it works out.

Sooo...I also got neon striped palm gloves and a wallet that says, "Talk Nerdy To Me."

Aww, oh and a P!nk concert is coming close to where I live so I might get to go!!! Yay!

Punk Bites,
xoxo
SG Posted over a year ago
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anniewannie said …
If I dont hear from Mallory in 14 days or more, I will post an article about her in Dream Diary and my spot. Posted over a year ago
anniewannie commented…
FALSE ALARM! My Poem Sis is still here~! :D Sorry everyone! over a year ago
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anniewannie said …
One week after settling into school and my first-ever-friend got bullied smack in the face by a guy in my class. Dude, these stuff about bullying has GOT TO STOP. Nobody in this Earth deserves to be treated by bullies.
I'm so damn SICK about them and it's putting me through such sadness and pain that I cannot believe its happening, right here, at my new school.

WHO IN THEIR FRIGGIN' MIND INVENTED SUCH A THINK CALLED BULLYING?!?!?! Posted over a year ago
Beyal8 commented…
Eventhough I am against bullying, harm and war, and am a man of peace... No one invented bullying, it's just a natural cause of us humans... But think deep, if bullying was to stop, and cruelty excetera was to stop... There will be no such thing as bad. over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
Oh, Ana, bullying is just a little twisted combintation. That's why I alway have my break downs when I came from school. <3 I'm here for you!! over a year ago
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HiddenHearts100 said …
Happy Valentines Days everyone!! You'd better be expecting a goddang heart for meh!! <3 xD
Hope you people have fun!~
Have a "Heartful" day of fun1! Get et?! xDDD
Okay..I'LL STOP..T^T Posted over a year ago
anniewannie commented…
Valentine's Day... Aw man, I forgot it was today!! Nah, just kidding!!:D Happy Valentine's Day Daniel:) Hope today turned out special for you:). Lolz, the last part was funny:D and if your wondering, then yes, I get the "Heartful" part, :) over a year ago
HiddenHearts100 commented…
Welp, I am glad your in a "heartful" mood!~ x33 There I goes Again..T^T Sowies..Oh by the way, me ish making chu a gift!~ I'll be showing it to you as a surprise!~ <3 over a year ago
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anniewannie said …
Aww man, I think my meebo is blocked! D:

DAMN..

Oh well :), these things happen right? Hope it comes back on! I love using meebo!
Who on fanpop doesn't?? :D

*squeezes my eyes shut with fingers crossed* Lolz :)) Posted over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
Wow, I didn't expect you to say that! *laughs at myself* well, you can send a message to meebo to let them know there's a problem :) over a year ago
anniewannie commented…
Whats the address of fanpop...? over a year ago
anniewannie commented…
Thanks SG *hugs you* over a year ago
leanneasaur said …
Um. Hi, I am Leanne (Leanneasaur) and um. I'm new to this website. But PoemGirl told me to join this and here I am. I have a tumblr if anyone wants my url. -Peace Posted over a year ago
HiddenHearts100 commented…
A friend of PoemGirl, is a friend of mine! Nice to meet ya, Leanne! I'll show you around this place~ over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
you can RP, post articles, post polls, pictures, videos, and just have fun with others and be the altimate you! its really fun and spirit lifting when no drama accurs so peace to all is advised but we all help with questions (even homework!) over a year ago
PoemGirl said …
IM IN NEW YORK!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Posted over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
Oh my gosh!!!! your sooo lucky!!! i hope its awesome, and by awesome, I mean, AWESOME!!!! over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
How's the statue of Liberty?! i always wanted to see it in person!! over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
Coolio. I love being a fool and eating pizza, PIE, cheesecake (is it really made out of cheese? Lol,)and havinf FUN! over a year ago
HiddenHearts100 said …
It's been...quite some time since I've been here...It brings back old cheerful memories for when I was really happy. </3 It's a shame I cannot turn into that happy boy no matter what I do. People on here tore a piece out of me. But..I try to gain that happiness again by trying to be happy and make others happier than I am. I always accomplish it..but something is missing...that fact no one ever tries to help me out.

My imperfections will always be my curse..

Pure & Joy
Daniel Posted over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
Imperfections are amazing, if no one had any, do you think we would still be here? (I don't) over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
The most amazing thing is our imporfections, man, that's the best part of me that anyone could ever see. :) over a year ago
HiddenHearts100 commented…
I know I am suppose to love them and it kills me that I can't...but...I don't know what's wrong with me honestly...I suppose I am just...horrid like that. over a year ago
PoemGirl commented…
Sometimes i really don't understand you Dannykinns.. over a year ago
SongGirl50701 said …
See Ya Later My Dears!!

I'll be back and around--maybe--but I wont you know that I love you guys as family and I want to take your pain away so I'll try to be better at it.

Love ya and I'll miss you guys!!!!
*signs out* Posted over a year ago
PoemGirl commented…
????????? over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
((I'm sneaking on right now....)) over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
its 1:34am, I am only on for a little bit, it snowed like cay-ray-zee here....I hope you guys are smiling because you guys better, *thumbs up* later gater, over a year ago
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BooBooBear981 said …
I don't care who you are, what you are doing or anything for that matter. But I really need your help. My "Friend" Logan is in the hospital right now with a grapefruit sized tumor rubbing against his heart. He had surgery a couple weeks ago . He is still in pain and he has just found out that the tumor is cancerous. He also started chemotherapy a couple days ago. He has not gotten much sleep for the pain he has been in. He is only 13 and is in a lot of trauma. Please Pray and Hope. Thank You. Posted over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
Please pass this on..... He really need our prayer. over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
I WILL <3 over a year ago
RoleplayCraz98 commented…
You got my prayer every day over a year ago
BooBooBear981 said …
Suicidal. ~By a person who has been in your shoes before

Crying my final tears.
Breathing my last breathe.
Will it be over?
Will all my pain be over?
Sleep, Sleep, in serenity
Scarlet Blood Pouring
Eyes closed i keep ignoring
Knives and blades lay next to me.
What is this Black Sorcery?
Gripping my fist for on last time.
Making up this final rhyme
My darkness floats away from me
My soul or spirit maybe?
Pain and fears and hurtfulness
I just lay there, Motionless. Posted over a year ago
PoemGirl commented…
That's really good.. over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
Thank you. English class can be boring but also a good time to sketch and write poetry. over a year ago
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SongGirl50701 said …
ALLI'S BACK!!! SHE'S BACK!!! YES!!!! YYYYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!! Posted over a year ago
PoemGirl commented…
YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! P.S I GOT AN IPAD MINI I CAN SKYPE! over a year ago
anniewannie commented…
:) Thanks. over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
:) over a year ago
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SongGirl50701 said …
Hello? Am I alone? Posted over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
I wish i didn't have such a horrible time living.. over a year ago
malmcd said …
It happens in Stages

Stage 1: You begin to feel alone
Stage 2: You begin to realize your alone
Stage 3: Your're alone
Stage 4: Bad thoughts begin to pour in
Stage 5: You believe those thoughts
Stage 6: You fee; alone in a crowd
Stage 7: There's no saving you..
Stage 8: Pain
Stage 9: Numb
Stage 10; "He?She didn't deserve to die like that."

I'm on stage 9 right now....
Need help... Posted over a year ago
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BooBooBear981 said …
I was never officially normal. Never officially liked. LOVED even. I was never officially "Popular" Never officially Awesome. Never officially fun, funny, or "One of us" I was never officially pretty. Never officially "Good Enough" But do want to know what I'll never be? Pain free. Posted over a year ago
QSCQSC commented…
You were loved by every person and are you kidding me i came to your jouse first most of the time sometimes i snuck out of the house to go to your house everyone talked about you in the neighbor hood. You were halarous and you got the prettys eyes with a rich color of hair. But your right you wernt good enough you were better over a year ago
malmcd commented…
Your the most normal out of us on this club and in this friendship..Your liked by all of us and loved by us...Popular doesn't matter trust me...Your 100% amwsome...Your 10000% fun,funny and your are sure to Hell one of us. A dreamer that's what you are like that rest of us...Your beautiful your 100,000,000,000% Good enough for me...And one day I'll be waiting for you at the end of the tunnel of pain not because I found happieness but because of other reasons.....Your everything I wsh i could be....I just so fucked up I can't do it anymore.. over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
Thank you guys.... over a year ago
BooBooBear981 said …
Someone talk to me. Posted over a year ago
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BooBooBear981 said …
I'm Done. I'm Done. I'm Done with putting my trust into the wrong hands. Backstabbing Lies. Can Anyone Help me right now? Because i sure can't! Trying to keep a smile one my face is harder than trying to breathe. A Lot of people on here have the same thing that I'm going through. But I am SO FUCKING DONE. Gee thanks Reagan. Because I'm hurt for the last time. The world sure is happy isn't it? Posted over a year ago
QSCQSC commented…
Thanks ill keep reminding myself of this that this is how you feel over a year ago
WaterHeart14 said …
Et uh I'm new to fanpop but Allicyn said I should check it out so uh... Hi Posted over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
Hi Terri! i'm Ellen! Allicyn told me to check out you profile! So here i am ! over a year ago
malmcd said …
Hey guys could you join this club for my story Millions of Miles Apart? link Posted over a year ago
malmcd said …
"Hey I just met you, and this is crazy! But your so fat, so slit your wrist maybe?"

Those words will forever ring in my head... Posted over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
DON'T! over a year ago
malmcd commented…
That happened a while ago..but it still hurts.. over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
i'm sad because you got hurt. I DON'T want you hurt or anyone. over a year ago
malmcd said …
1,2,3,4,5,
I wish I wasn't still alive

6,7,8,9,10,
I've changed so much since then

Cuts and bruises fill my skin,
I don't eat for days, so I'll be thin,

"Are you okay? "I'm fine" I lied.
Then you realized I wasn't when I commited suicide. Posted over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
wow, that!'s so true! over a year ago
malmcd commented…
it is, over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
what happen? over a year ago
BooBooBear981 said …
I'm going to miss you guys so much! Posted over a year ago
malmcd commented…
See ya soon friend! :( over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
Yeah. 10 days. Wow over a year ago
BooBooBear981 said …
Coping is Even Harder than Pain itself Posted over a year ago
BooBooBear981 said …
So this is what it feels like to have everyone in the world hate you.

I felt this before too Posted over a year ago
anniewannie commented…
Even with two people hating me WHO KNOWS what will happen to me when I go into high school next year... if more than four kids hate me then for me, it'll feel like the world hates me. over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
Same here. I was completly ignored today over a year ago
malmcd said …
I hate when people think and say I'm smart or beautiful because it just becomes another thing for me to live up to... Posted over a year ago
malmcd said …
Hey could you guys join my new club for my new story Problems? link Posted over a year ago
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malmcd said …
SOMEONE ANYONE PLEASE HELP ME....I WON'T SURVIVE...I CAN'T DO IT...OMG SOMEONE HELP... Posted over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
WHAT WHAT!! I CAN'T MEEBO!!!! TELL ME!! WHATS WRONG!!! ARE YOU EVEN ON???? over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
Mallory, me and Ellen is here for. So is every one else. What's wrong? over a year ago
cookie-do commented…
have he told you himself that he was lying? over a year ago
BooBooBear981 said …
Why is the world so harsh? Why was it created this way? Why? Why why why!! This is why i hate the world... HATE Posted over a year ago
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malmcd said …
I just say my profile picture next to Alli's and then her's was next to Maria's and then her's was next to Annie's and then Annie's was next to Ellen and then her's was next to Hp and then Hp's was next to Daniels.....I hope it can be like that again..Us all together...Why does everyone have to leave..I just started crying my eyes out when I say that..I want us all to be happy again like it was in the beginning..Happy not sad... Posted over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
HP won't come back. over a year ago
malmcd commented…
I know but..Still I wish it was like old times on here...Now when I come on here I'm always welcomed with bad news or sad thoughts..This used to be a happy place.. over a year ago
malmcd commented…
And I'm not the kind of okay 13 year old anymore either..But I want to get better and I want you to get better over a year ago
BooBooBear981 said …
Alli? Hello? Where are you? This game of hide and seek cannot go on for this long! Ifeel as if i'm talking to my echo.. Posted over a year ago
malmcd commented…
It feel's like I'm talking to myself...Being alone sucks...:( over a year ago
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malmcd said …
What happened...To this club to everyone..It's seems as if everyone had moved on? What happened? What happened to Dream Diary? I feel as if were all drifting away...What happened to me Alli and Maria and Annie and HP and Ellen what what happened this club used to be filled with life..and now it's dead..No one's everyone and I feel more alone then ever...I want things to be the way used to be... Posted over a year ago
malmcd commented…
I want my friends back..I need you guys more ever now..And your ever here.. over a year ago
malmcd commented…
my friend ask me what my bruise's on my arms are from, I told them, "There battle wounds." She asked from what? I said..."From my self.." I'm always fighting myself over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
you're not the only one.... over a year ago
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malmcd said …
R.I.P Alli and Josh..<3 I hope you two are in a better place and safe from harm now..Because I know you weren't last night..Love you guys.. Posted over a year ago
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BooBooBear981 said …
Bye-Bye! Me leaving this week!!! Me out of town! Posted over a year ago
malmcd commented…
Ohhhhhh....:( over a year ago
anniewannie commented…
Come on here as soon as you come back! ^^ Have fun Elle, over a year ago
malmcd said …
These hand me downs I am wearing
Are worn at the knees, color faded. yeah
And all the little children are laughing.
I'm trying to find a reason to keep from crying. yeah

I'm just a little girl.
I'm Raggedy Ann
Making Believe I'm happy. Hey, Raggedy Ann
Falling apart at the seams. Posted over a year ago
BooBooBear981 said …
I'm trying to buy myself a go-cart!!! My Daddy won't let me.... :( Posted over a year ago
StReNgThHoPe commented…
Lol ^^ over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
I KNOW!!! THEN I OCULD GO CART TO YOUR HOUSE!! over a year ago
StReNgThHoPe commented…
Cant over a year ago
BooBooBear981 said …
Late for School.... Just Great Posted over a year ago
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anniewannie said …
Congratulations to:

●snootygirl50701/SG!
●malmcd
●BeautifulBlaze
●allicyn123
●allicyn1234

You guys deserve to be the best contributors in this spot! It's the best one there is and I loved your articles, videos and roleplays! ^^ *gives you all thumbs-up and a hug*
TC,
Annie W. Posted over a year ago
StReNgThHoPe commented…
What i find hilarious is eveytime i make it to the best contributors list i either forget my password or my parents shut off my account -_- over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
Ya! *throws hands up* lets have a marathon! Girl, lets give it to AnnieWannie! *clapping till knuckles whit* I got a surprise for you guys! over a year ago
anniewannie commented…
That's awesome Malls! ^^ Guess it means this is your favorite club on Fanpop! (well one of them) It's okay to love D.D (Dream Diary) ^^. I love it too coz of the images and videos! <333 ^^ over a year ago
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SongGirl50701 said …
This is SG, someone speak up. I was hacked an so far, I'm so upset. I was lucky to be logged on by my Kindle Fire, please speak up. If you speak up, I swear I won't be so angry. I'm working on some new songs an p.s. I will be going viral to more connections. So in a dang bang way- I'm leaving but not internet- I'm trying to become the SG I want.

Love,
SG

ps. PLEASE COMMENT.... not desperate- just saying. Posted over a year ago
malmcd commented…
OMG I FEEL SO BAD FOR YOU!!!! I didn't do this I'm not smart enough to do that.. I feel bad that happened to you SG over a year ago
SongGirl50701 commented…
All I know is that... I don't know. at least I my prison of lyrics to lock up tight in and many of family that I can say goodbye too and hug. wanna hear two quotes I made for my new story? (PS. i'm reading Shiver, it is awesome ) over a year ago
balugawhale123 commented…
Hey I feel SOOOOOOOO sorry for YOU I also SWEAR I DID NOT do it!!!!!!! Do u have any clue who did though:( over a year ago
anniewannie said …
Sometimes, I wonder if my life is just one big world of pain. Never really took much notice of it until now. I wonder about some things, I suppose. Like if my best friend has slowly, painfully, let me go. I don't know because he never really talks that much to me, anymore. I wish I could cut my wrists, but I can't because my mom will become suspicious. I wish I could just live my life happily, but that's the one wish that I know will never come out in reality. Posted over a year ago
anniewannie commented…
I wonder if that guy leaning against the wall of my classroom, ever will become my friend again. Would my life ever be the same? The one answer I can come up with is just a simple, "No." over a year ago
mistoryangel1 commented…
But thats not the answer you want, I have gone trough more pain than i should have, some people give up but I fought through all of tham and im still fighting. The answer I think is yes he will talk to you but you need to talk to him, and that one wish will come true but you to make it come true. over a year ago
anniewannie commented…
Don't be sad Jenna *hugs you* When I go back to school, I'll be the happy girl everyone in my class knows me as ^^ and I will do the same to you and my fans on Fanpop ^^. Don't worry so much about me *smiles* I'll be okay ^^, over a year ago
malmcd said …
1 for the words you said. 2 for the family problems in my head. 3 for the weight gain. 4 for my emotional pain. 5 for the cuts on my wrists. I can't remember, I'll just take six... Pills to take the hurt away..So help please find happiness again.. Posted over a year ago
malmcd said …
"Where are those scars from?" She asked,
"There battle wounds," I replied
"Who were you battling?"
"Myself," Posted over a year ago
malmcd said …
You see that girl? She looks so happy right? Telling jokes, smiling, having a great time and...dying inside. She's hurt. And tired. Tired of all the drama, tired of not being good enough, tired of life. But she doesn't want to look dramatic, weak and attention seeking. So she keeps it all inside. Acts like everything's perfect but cries at night. So everybody think that she;s the happiest person they know. That she has no problems and her life is perfect. If only they knew the truth.... Posted over a year ago
malmcd commented…
Me.... over a year ago
malmcd said …
Fine.

A four letter word that can hide so damn much...Like...

Pain
Hurt
Scars
Tears
Sadness
Angry
Broken

And so much more but I'm tired of saying I'm fine when I'm not..I'm tired of lying... Posted over a year ago
malmcd said …
Wow it's self harm awareness day.. ( looks at wrist) I really just destroyed the meaning of today... Posted over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
Oh my god! You are worrying me SICK!!! WHSYS over a year ago
malmcd commented…
Because I just realized what the fuck is wrong with me and my life... over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
Are u okay?? are you going to kill yourself??! over a year ago
malmcd commented…
Like I said I'm far from okay.. And I don't think I'll go that extreme I couldn't do that to Daniel... over a year ago
malmcd said …
Self-Harm Awareness Day. Keep Fighting... Posted over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
Fav day! and its close to my B-day!!! over a year ago
malmcd said …
* Me: Im fine
* Inside: Im not fine, please help me.
* Me: Im just tired.
* Inside: I can't take this anymore..
* Me: I already ate.
* Inside: Are you seriously believing that.
* Me: Go away.
* Inside: Show me that you care enough to stay...
* Me: Im just cold.
* Inside: I just don't want you to see my scars.
* Me: Im okay.
* Inside: I want to die.
* Me: Im better I promise.
* Inside: Im worse than ever. Posted over a year ago
malmcd commented…
* Friends: Haha, I could never be anorexic lol. Food tastes too good. * Me: Oh..yeah I know right.... over a year ago
cookie-do commented…
love it.. that's me.. over a year ago
malmcd commented…
Me to... over a year ago
malmcd said …
I really hate it when my family treats me like I'm a psychopath

I mean, technically I am one

but that doesn’t mean my dad have to ask me “Are you ok?” every morning instead of “good morning”

I’m so tempted to answer “no I’m not this is Patrick”

Either that or “no actually I’m dead and my spirit just like to hover around”

~Random person Posted over a year ago
malmcd said …
“People have scars. In all sorts of unexpected places. Like sacred roadmaps of their personal histories, diagrams of all their old wounds. Most of our wounds heal, leaving behind nothing but a scar. But some of them don’t; some wounds we carry with us everywhere and though the cut’s long gone - the pain still lingers. Posted over a year ago
big smile
BooBooBear981 said …
OMG! GAGA FANS GO TO THIS URL!!! IT IS CUTE AND HILARIOUS!! IT"S GAGA'S LITTLEST MONSTER!!! RAWR!!! :) LOL PLEASE... WATCH!!!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=7dQCGzpwUCc Posted over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
Eispecally You Snookie!! AND you too ALLI!! :) LOL over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
i will! I already saw Keshia'slittle girl friend vid-i think? nice talking to you on qthe phone! :) over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
Yeah! That was fun! I'm glad i could actually talk to you instead of typing my words! over a year ago
crying
malmcd said …
She lied...She lied about everything...How could she..How could she do that to me.. Posted over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
who? over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
a child's safety is more important mal, a mum has her reaspns. your dad could have done something bad or something! your mum is looking out for you! over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
alright- Mallory, talk to your mum and listen to her reason. over a year ago
anniewannie said …
Find a GUY who calls you beautiful and not hot
Who calls you back when you hang up on him
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep
Wait for the GUY ... who kisses your forehead
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats
Who holds your hand in front of his friends
Who is constantly reminding YOU of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you
Who turns to his friends and says, "That's her!" Posted over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
true, very true. over a year ago
anniewannie commented…
:) Yep! And I'm going to find a guy like that one day! :) over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
my dream guy is Jack. over a year ago
anniewannie said …
When A Girl... Part 2: When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered
When a GIRL says "I love you" ... she means it
When a GIRL says "I miss you"... no one else in this world misses you more than her
Life only comes ONCE so make sure you spend it right
~ Posted over a year ago
anniewannie said …
When A Girl... Part 1: When a GIRL is quiet ... millions of things are running in her mind
When a GIRL is not arguing ... she is thinking deeply
When a GIRL looks at you with eyes full of questions ... she is wondering how long you will be around
When a GIRL answers "I'm fine" after a few seconds ... she is not fine at all
When a GIRL stares at you, she is wondering why you are lying
When a GIRL lays on your chest ... she is wishing for you to be hers forever Posted over a year ago
malmcd said …
The cord of life quickly unwound
as it follows its turns round and round
the pain She feels which knows no bounds
will hardly stop till she makes a sound
of primal hate and hurt inside
and from consciousness her world will slide
bound by something you cannot see
unbreaking in the churning tide
laying with whom you cannot be
the one she believes is by her side
and now she lays there dead yet alive
because of you, your darker side. Posted over a year ago
malmcd said …
I lay naked, bleeding ink
with pages of forbidden text;
but though I'm ill yet cannot blink,
you mockery tongue had perplexed.

I clinched my fist;
the remains of my heart cries out,
'I may no longer exist! '
with my raging voice I shout.

Your blasphemy you had spoke,
shattered my bearing soul;
and by your voice my heart broke,
and it is my heart that which you stole. Posted over a year ago
Anime_Chick commented…
that's very good! over a year ago
malmcd commented…
Thank you, over a year ago
Anime_Chick commented…
welcome, you did a very nice job. over a year ago
Anime_Chick said …
"I remembered a few ways my mom told me how to live, dig down deep. I did that but I layed unconscious on the cement."

"I don't even like to call my dad a 'sperm donor'. I like to call him a fucking bastard, he did it."

"My brother threw me up against the wall to please his sin, anger"

"My mother left me in an orphanage because she want a beautiful child who wasn't me."

"My teacher handed me a switch and made me lash myself until I bled and cried."

Some Teen and Child situations. Posted over a year ago
Anime_Chick commented…
"My sissy told me to reach for the stars- which ones? the ones in the sky or on the kitchen counter?" over a year ago
Anime_Chick commented…
↑ something a child might say, over a year ago
alli-spark37 commented…
~_~ these are soooo sad!!!! over a year ago
BooBooBear981 said …
Sometimes pain is just too hard to endure.... You try to run from it.... Hide from it... but it always seems to find you and leave you broken-hearted like an endless game of hide and seek... And after that happens and you think your alright that monster pain starts the chasing again... Posted over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
Little poem by Boo Boo~ over a year ago
malmcd said …
Memories Seep into my mind as I sleep of days to come and love lost...They bully me like as if I was the little nerd in the back row..Hurting and punching my Misshapen used heart.. Posted over a year ago
malmcd said …
Silence is the only words that can show how I feel about you when you look me in the eyes...Your smile is like a bullet through my chest your voice is like whispers in my head...Your everything I wanted and more..~Random song by me? Posted over a year ago
malmcd said …
~A PART OF A SONG NOT DONE YET SONG!~

I say to myself...Self. Why are you awake again? It's one a.m. And I'm standing here in from of the refrigerator such a pretty sight. Florescent light's. Stary nights. Maybe I'll dream some more but most likely they would come true. So I'll watch some T'V because it makes me happy to see people more messed up then me...

~Chorus~

So self close your sleepy eyes,
And put away the medication.
And the insanity
And lets just have a Good Day! Posted over a year ago
heart
Anime_Chick said …
Be who you want to be
And love every second of it
Because in the End
It will make you
Just a little bit HAPPIER

~Just a little bit -Maria Mena Posted over a year ago
malmcd said …
Oh except for a few small bruises, cuts and scars I'm fine

Thank you for asking!
I'm so glad we had this moment here alone
I know they think I'm crazy
But everything I am, is everything I was taught to be

Except.

As you read my words out loud
Make me sound genius
Make me sound special
And maybe I'll come down Posted over a year ago
malmcd said …
Out here on the ledge
I'm not far away from stepping off
I finally picked out my cloud
It's the one over there surrounded by all that air

You reached out your hand
And said "I understand"
So why not come down?

Well except for a few small bruises cuts and scars I'm fine

..... Posted over a year ago
laugh
snootygirl50701 said …
Meat falling from the sky?!???? Every doga dream! Posted over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
Lol! over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
bye! i got to be in a sexy reharsal of dancing play!!! YA!!! over a year ago
malmcd said …
- update it, lock it fill it call it find it view code it jam-unlock it surf it scroll it pause it clik it cross it crack it switch update it name it rate it tune prin it scan it send it fax-rename it touch it bring it pay watch it turn it leave it start-format it ;) Posted over a year ago
malmcd said …
Buy it, use it, break it, fix it, Trash it, change it, mail - upgrade it, Charge it, point it, zoom it, press it, Snap it, work it, quick - erase it, Write it, cut it, paste it, save it, Load it, check it, quick - rewrite it, Plug it, play it, burn it, rip it, Drag and drop it, zip - unzip it, Lock it, fill it, call it, find it, View it, code it, jam - unlock it, Surf it, scroll it, pause it, click it, Cross it, crack it, switch Posted over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
Me like it!! over a year ago
malmcd commented…
It's from a song! ^^ over a year ago
worried
snootygirl50701 said …
Is anyone hurt from hurricane Isaac? Or are you guys okay? FREAKING OUT AT MY PLACE~~~~~♥ God bless you guys, I pray for you! Posted over a year ago
malmcd commented…
Most North State...I think I'm save. over a year ago
malmcd said …
To live in this world i need life
For a life i need a heart
For a heart i need happiness
For happiness i need a friend
And as a friend i got u..

This is for all my friends here on fanpop I'm so happy that I meant all of you I have no idea where I'd be with out all of you...Thanks for always being there for me! ^^

Fierce & Love
MalmcD
Poem Girl
Mallory McDonald Posted over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
aw, that's sweet! over a year ago
malmcd commented…
It's true! over a year ago
big smile
malmcd said …
I'M SO DAMN HAPPY RIGHT NOW YOU HAVE NO IDEA!!!!!!!!!!! Posted over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
i wanna know why!!! tell me!!! please tell me!!! *about to fall of my chair in excitment* over a year ago
malmcd commented…
Okay I'll do that for you annie and thank you... I'm sorry to here that, over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
i might not talked to him, I have a actually sick bro TIMMY but Congrata-what, uh I gotta get TIMMY's head unstuke! damn IT/ over a year ago
anniewannie said …
Hey D.D Fanners! (D.D stands for Dream Diary by the way)
I haven't figured this out yet but can anyone tell me what a forum is??
Sorry but I haven't figured out what it is yet... anyone can answer! :) Posted over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
forums are like topic things that you create mostly for a rp but noy always, i don't know how to state tgat? over a year ago
anniewannie commented…
Thanks Maria! :D Now I know how to start one in my spot! -gives you thumbs-up for answering- :) over a year ago
smile
snootygirl50701 said …
hey everyone, I'm setting up a idea. we all can choose on a image or banner for Dream Diary each month. anime_chick had asked to have her drawing for Dream diary until we decide on the month icon and maybe banner. please give me feedback! <3 Posted over a year ago
malmcd commented…
That sounds cool! ^^ over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
give me a URL of any icon or banner if in mind! ^^ over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
How bout we post all of them on Wallpaper? I'll put my there.. Lemme know what you think... over a year ago
malmcd said …
OMG I HAVE SIX MORE DAY'S TILL SCHOOL STARTS! I HAVEN'T GONE SHOPPING OR GOT MY HAIR CUT OR DONE ANYTHING THIS WHOLE SUMMER BECAUSE OF DANCE! This sucks.... -_- Posted over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
THAT DOES SUCK!!! over a year ago
alli-spark37 commented…
Mallory u hav a message over a year ago
laugh
alli-spark37 said …
This boy in my class named Damien likes me and I think I like him too Posted over a year ago
alli-spark37 commented…
(Oh that's from Jocelyn not Alli) over a year ago
alli-spark37 commented…
K don't come over anymore well call u k over a year ago
alli-spark37 commented…
Calling over a year ago
malmcd said …
I'M BACK I HOPE YOU DIDN'T HAVE TO MUCH FUN WITHOUT ME!!! ^^ Posted over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
ya, she back! :) over a year ago
malmcd commented…
I was without internet for 6 days...OMG WHAT DID I MISS?!!? over a year ago
BooBooBear981 said …
Rough days.... Fine now..... I hope..... And please... i would love to talk to to some of my peeps!! Shall we? Posted over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
We're here 4 you 2 chat! ^^ over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
Thx!! LOL :D over a year ago
BooBooBear981 said …
Pretending to be happy when your in pain is just another example of how strong you are as a person Posted over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
So TRUE!!! over a year ago
BooBooBear981 said …
Sometimes it's easier to pretend like you don't care than to admit that it's
KILLING YOU
IMO-KEMO | TUMBLR Posted over a year ago
BooBooBear981 said …
I'm going to SMILE like nothing's wrong
I'm going to talk like EVERYTHING'S PERFECT
I'm going to act like it's all a DREAM
And pretend like it's not HURTING ME
~~And please.... Don't ask if I'm alright~~ Posted over a year ago
big smile
BooBooBear981 said …
FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!! :) MEEE SOOO HAPPEEEEE!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!~!!
ME SEE ME LOCKER AGAIN!!!!!!! ME SEE FRIENDS AGAIN!!!!!! ME SEEE TEACHERS THAT ARE AWESOME AGAIN!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!! Posted over a year ago
malmcd commented…
Have fun!!!!!!!!!! ^^ over a year ago
malmcd said …
You know who is beautiful?

Read the first word again... Posted over a year ago
BeautifulBlaze commented…
Beautiful...Is it you? I wanna say me..but...I..I have doubt. over a year ago
malmcd commented…
You have a beautiful soul that's all that matters, over a year ago
malmcd commented…
What? over a year ago
malmcd said …
Love is a CYCLE

when you love, you get hurt when you get hurt, you hate

when you hate, you try to forget

when you try to forget, you start missing

and when you start missing

you’ll eventually fall inlove again :) Posted over a year ago
malmcd said …
Even when you fell ugly or depressed or gulity or ashamed, there is an inner spark in you which is light. This light is your reflection of God . You are a child of God, thus you are beautiful. Posted over a year ago
anniewannie commented…
I agree one-hundred percent! :) No one is perfect and not everybody is beautiful yet everyone in this world is a child of God :) over a year ago
malmcd said …
Some People Are So Poor That All They Have Is Money. Posted over a year ago
BooBooBear981 commented…
SO TRUE!!! over a year ago
malmcd commented…
I know right! over a year ago
heart
snootygirl50701 said …
I must be a respect to youth,
as my world falls.
I may fall into you?
My heart pounds in fear and i clare at the sun.

when I saw you,
my head boomed,
my eyes stared,
I'm on the right track.

I am born to be brave,
but my jelously is taught to be nasty.
It hurts me....

~Duke Ralf Posted over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
So when you pulled me close, you made me smile. my mission was clear and I'll stand for my kind, over a year ago
snootygirl50701 commented…
so as I fall, don't pick me up, let me fall and get back up ~Me over a year ago
deathding commented…
lol over a year ago