Esme Wallpaper

He helped me stand up. His hands like stone at my sides.
"Im sorry." He still keept on saying.
"Its okay." I knew that i would never see him again, but then maybe faith wanted it this way. My suffering would stop. I would start a new life. Nothing would ever stop me.
"May i ask you something." Charlisle asked. His voice lost my thoughts. Now i was starring at his eyes, being mesmerized by them.
"Yeah." Was all i could chock out.
"What happened to you? When i found you in the hospital, you were covered in blood. They had left you for dead. But, i could still hear your heart beating." I didnt respond....

Three Moths Later,

Alaska
Jasper and Alice has fit into our vampire family perfectly. Alice was comfortable with all of us, she would notify us, with her special powers, if anything was coming up. Jasper was beginning to get comfortable, in the beginning he would hover around Alice, protectively. Alice would reassure him that nothing was going to harm her. After that Jasper would spent less time “protecting” Alice, and more time with Emmett and Edward. The three of them would case so much trouble(mostly because of Emmett). One time they almost tore apart my beautiful garden outside. It was...

When they took me outside, i felt like screaming. I could smell the sent of the humans coming off of their skin. The sweet sweet smell. Edward was behind me, Charlisle in front. We fled into the forest.
"Esme. I know how you feel right now. You wanna jump in front of the first human you see and drain them. But i must worn you, that will only cause you to want more. If you go around massacuring the whole city, someones bound to notice. Nobady can know we exsist. But ill tell you again, that if you want to live that life, im not going to stop you." He looked at me, with hope in his eyes.
"Ill...

And I smiled weakly, trying to show that I was okay. Charles helped me stand up, lifting me easily due to my small size. He smiled back at me and took my head in his hands. When he kissed me, I kissed back, however nauseating it may have been for me at the time to put effort into kissing the man who’d just moments before nearly strangled me. But, just to make him happy, I did and I did it convincingly. As he kept his lips to mine, he led me to our bedroom, where I knew he would want more than just a kiss. I dreaded the fact that I would have to sleep with him, even though he was my husband...

I stayed out of it, not wanting to get too into it for fear that I might bring up Jack, which would ruin the entire evening. So instead, I began talking with Violet. “How long have you and Charles been married?” she asked me, her voice being much more mature than she appeared to be. “Oh, going on four months now,” I replied graciously, noticing how she was sizing me up, as if I were competition of some sort. Maybe I was just a little impaired from the wine I’d had while eating in the sitting room, but then again… “Well I think that that is just splendid,” she said, smiling with...

Where was she? Is she ok? Those questions and many more ran through my head as i scurried downstaris to alert the rest of my family. "Esme is missing!" i yelled from the 5th step. "Are you sure?" Alice and Rosalie asked at the same time both with a sense of worry in there voice. "I am positive, i cant pick up her scent anywhere." i replied. "Carlilse, eveything is going to be fine we will find her." Edward reasssured me. I sat down on the couch pondering the many possibilites to explain Esme's sudden dissaparence. "Jane!" i said out loud. "You might be on to something." Jasper said. "Yeah,...

He held out his hand. And i took it without thinking. His hand felt warm on mine eventhough i knew that it wasnt sopposed to feel like that. Behind us was Edward...chukling during the whole hunt. What was wrong with him? Finally Charlisle asked,"Edward whats so funny?"
"Its just that your thougts. Your both thinking the same thing. How much you want to be with each other. Its funny. At least to me." This was a little funny. I started laughing wich was a surprise. i didnt know that i could possibly feel this alive, when i was really dead. Ironic. Charlisle laughed to. This was another surprise....