A moment feels like a lifetime
when I'm so far away.
I can feel my body ache for you
as the morning melts into day.
The lights on the dashboard illuminate
the face, the smooth skin.
The streetlights cast a shadow
on the images that could have been.
I sit and crave and need,
as time becomes nothing but numbers
and I feel your touch in my silent slumbers.
The want, the temptation,
the absolute need to satisfy the addiction,
the constant reminder of your sweetness;
it can bear to description.
Too perfect for words,
too beyond compare.
How do you expect me to breathe
when you've stolen my air?
Try to give me a good reason
why I shouldn't want you.
I miss you, no, you've got it all wrong.
I'm lost, and I'm aching with you.
when I'm so far away.
I can feel my body ache for you
as the morning melts into day.
The lights on the dashboard illuminate
the face, the smooth skin.
The streetlights cast a shadow
on the images that could have been.
I sit and crave and need,
as time becomes nothing but numbers
and I feel your touch in my silent slumbers.
The want, the temptation,
the absolute need to satisfy the addiction,
the constant reminder of your sweetness;
it can bear to description.
Too perfect for words,
too beyond compare.
How do you expect me to breathe
when you've stolen my air?
Try to give me a good reason
why I shouldn't want you.
I miss you, no, you've got it all wrong.
I'm lost, and I'm aching with you.
I was walking in school and the jocks punks and popular kids start to bet me up so I was late to class fuck those jocks, popular kids(in my school)well as I was saying every passing period I was late for class becuase of them and I dont want to kill them(I dont show how strong I am)so now I have ASD(something I never had)and I have to sit near a "ass-hole" a.k.a a jock in ASD and I going to be pick on by him i now that for a fact but even worse its the quaterback of the football team ima ask the woman in ASD if I can have a better spot but I now she I going to say no and well after I got out of school I was pulled back in(by force) and was picked on once more so whwen my parnets came I was all hurt(bleeding down my arm a huge scar on my face and a few punchs in the chest)I was about to cough up blood but I didnt and I still dont now what to do
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You may wonder, why i get so afraid
it's only because i know i'm not perfect.
and when i can't seem to ease my worry
it's because i am in need.
i don't know how to poetically,
puts this all into words
but i am afraid of losing you,
your the reason i am alive
if you wonder why i freak out,
get close to maybe panicking..
it's because without you,
i am nothing, just an empty shell.
when i frustrate you,
i don't get mad at anyone but myself..
bc i can't mess up..and lose you
You are the smile on my face
the speed in my pace.
the air that i breathe..
you're everything to me..
i know that you love me,
i have never doubted that at all
but i'm always afraid..
because i know i'm not perfect
and it scares me to know
i could lose it all..
i need you
i love you
you are my life.
it's only because i know i'm not perfect.
and when i can't seem to ease my worry
it's because i am in need.
i don't know how to poetically,
puts this all into words
but i am afraid of losing you,
your the reason i am alive
if you wonder why i freak out,
get close to maybe panicking..
it's because without you,
i am nothing, just an empty shell.
when i frustrate you,
i don't get mad at anyone but myself..
bc i can't mess up..and lose you
You are the smile on my face
the speed in my pace.
the air that i breathe..
you're everything to me..
i know that you love me,
i have never doubted that at all
but i'm always afraid..
because i know i'm not perfect
and it scares me to know
i could lose it all..
i need you
i love you
you are my life.
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Well yes I was still GOTH every kid in my school loved me and did almost everything I did, which was great intill this new kid came and starting bribeing my "fans" and now he is the popular and he bribed the jocks and other popular kids to bet me up everytime I come in school in passing periods and after school and I really hate it so ive been saveing up money(not to bribe but for something else you will now what it is on "about my life part 4"but I highly doute it will last a week before he starts to bribe again and where I get bet up again
Well i was once a popular kid in school but now senice the rich kid showed up and bribed People to call me a He-She becuase im a Girl with small boobs and he bribed the jocks and popular kids to bet me up my life Sucks now my Friends are now enemys And i cant keep a something Persionl to a kid at my school with out them Saying it to the other kids i sit in the back of every class I have all A's but my life Still sucks and i dont now how much longer i can take this the jocks push me around like im a toothpick(beucase i dont wnat to punch them to hard or they might cry)so i let them push me around but they will be sorry one day i will be the one that is better then them.
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