Internet Camp Half-Blood OOC Confessions

spongeekat posted on Jul 04, 2012 at 02:13AM
Exactly what the title says. This is the place for you to post anything you'd like.

Such as;
•Things you'd like to come clean with.
•Random things about yourself
•Fears you have
•A rant about your real life
•Rants about ICHB
•Problems about ICHB

And no judging or arguments or hate, please. ouo

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over a year ago Alex13126 said…
I really miss Kaylee. In fact, I unblocked her weeks ago. I know it was the right thing to do, she wouldn't stop lying, but I really do miss her.
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over a year ago rapunzeleah123 said…
I want to stop cursing. I'm not saying everyone else has to, everyone has their own beliefs and I have high respect for them, but… my belief system says I personally shouldn't. And this has been nagging me for a long time. I'm going to try to stop… if I slip up, please don't call me out.
Again, not telling anyone else to stop xD CARRY ON WITH YOUR LIVES.
over a year ago immaginger said…
I'm super jealous of you guys' writing, and it makes me feel really brokenhearted when I write articles and barely anyone cares and then Alex writes an article and everyone is so impressed. And you guys don't even realize how good your writing is.
This sounds mean, but I mean it in the nicest way possible. And I'm sorry for being a shizzy writer...

Also... Sometimes I wet the bed and pick my nose. xD just kidding.
over a year ago Alex13126 said…
People are impressed by my articles? Wuuuuut.
I thought only you, Leah, and Evan liked my writing xD
I think you really developed in writing, Abby. I respect you for that.

Erm, another confession? Hm, okay.

Im terrified of heights. Badly. Also thunderstorms, but not as much
And Im TERRIBLY claustrophobic of people. If I'm in a crowded room or up high, I get panic attacks. One time on a field trip, there was both,no was literally gripping Serena's arm while I say on the ground. Then, when we were walking across a bridge with hide windows, she held my arm and guided me across while my eyes were closed.
over a year ago ArtemisDiana said…
I always miss the people who leave. I guess part of it is because I never really talk to anyone on the RP, so I never really get to know them, but whenever someone leaves, I feel really really sad about it, because no matter what they said before they left, or how bad their character was in the end, while they were here they were treated like a friend, so I thought of them as a friend. It really bothers me when people here bash the characters of the people who left, because in some cases while the person was here we loved the character, or at least to me it seemed like we all did. What Alex did, killing all the characters of the people who left, it really bothered me. I would have been happier if they had just been treated like they had never existed.
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over a year ago rapunzeleah123 said…
One word: SPIDERS D8
over a year ago TeddyKellogg123 said…
I confess something.....




I don't like feet. AT. ALL.


over a year ago spongeekat said…

Lol. One of my confessions? I only made this forum so I could confess how much I missed Kaylee. And right after I did, Alex confessed that to me.

over a year ago TeddyKellogg123 said…



._. ILoveFrugginSayingFrugginAndILikeCake
over a year ago ArtemisDiana said…
I'm only afraid of the spiders when I've killed them and am asked to pick it up and get rid of it.
over a year ago the-time-thief said…
Confessions: I don't really want to do one. That felt good to say. Ya! No I'm serious, I don't want to confess anything, plus I don't know what to confess.
over a year ago immaginger said…
Random fact: I HATE IT WHEN THE DAD ON TINKERBELL AND THE FREAT FAIRY RESCUE CHIMES BIG BEN! Leah knows this. She also knows that it frustrates the Shizz out of me!!! :P
over a year ago Alex13126 said…
I broke up with my boyfriend last year so I could date Michael. It wasn't the only reason, but it was one of them.

I never actually told anyone this, and I regret it immensely. He was a really good guy, but he was acting a little bastard-y around that time. And it was around the time I started liking Mike and him and Alex were flirting...I felt like I was cheating somehow. On which guy, I didn't know.

This is also one of the reasons I hold a grudge against Michael, I guess.
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over a year ago immaginger said…

When I first started, I cried myself to sleep for like a week because I was scared Alex didn't like me! ._. True story. Was that better left unsaid?
over a year ago ArtemisDiana said…
@Alex-that's so sad.
@Lady-Hey, its the OOC confessions page, say whatever you feel the need to say.

I always seem to get this super nice girl reputation and it drives me insane because people think I won't hurt a fly, and that I like everyone and they treat me like a delicate little flower.
In reality I hate practically every guy in the school and sarcasm is my best friend. And there are several times a day where I'd like to hit some of them over the head with a nice sized brick, but don't because then I'd be in some huge trouble.
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over a year ago the-time-thief said…
When I first came to ICHB, well I don't even remember how I found it. Anyway, I wasn't really sure what this club was, or anything. But then someone told me it was a roleplay club. I knew what roleplay was I just have never done it. So when I asked to join I was sure you wouldn't let me in. The person who asked before me didn't get in so naturally I was scared. When I got told to write the article I was like okay. I worked really hard, and it took like two days I think. My lovely iPod had decided to correct thing that didn't need to be corrected, and didn't correct what did need to be corrected. Honestly, when I look back on myself, I was terrified. But I didn't really cry, or atleast I don't remember if I did or not. Even after I was in I was terrified. You guys all scared me. xD Not anymore though, well not all the time.
over a year ago Alex13126 said…
Some of you guys remember when Hannah flamed me on Facebook? I almost committed suicide. Penny stopped me, but I still cried for four hours straight and cut my knee with a razor. I even cried as I was trying to sleep. Evan liking the comment drove me a little over the edge. Hannah's comment was everything I was trying to stay away from at all costs, and everything I was scared of becoming.
After that, I stopped cutting, and write instead of hurting muself.
over a year ago spongeekat said…
I say I'm friends with Hannah, but it was only from pure pressure. I'm not sure if I love her to death, or hate her with every fiber in me.
I can't stand to see her sad, yet I want to see her cry on the floor at the same time.
I hate her for what she did, and what she did makes it so I can't tell my parents anything. Before, I'd at least cry openly in front of them. But now? I can't mention being sad, because I'm afraid they'll flip out on me and give me anti-depressants again. (LOL. I never took them.)
But then again, I know she was trying to be a good friend. But that doesn't change how I feel.
I wish I could just scream at her and slap her across the face.

Um, for another one, I honestly have no self esteem. xD Like, I joke and say how "BEAUTIFUL" and "AWESOME" I am. And songs like The Middle, Born This Way, Freckles, or Who Says always make me grin. But it's like.... I don't have the right to be proud, I guess? Even when someone's like, "Oh gosh! I'm so proud! That recording sounded good!(Even if they're a good singer.)" I'm just sitting there, thinking, 'That sounds conceited.'
It's like.... I can't be proud for anything? Even getting A+'s, I'm like, "Why didn't you get over 100? You're so stupid!"
I can't convince myself, if I died or committed suicide, that anyone would miss me, either. It's like... thinking someone would care... it makes me feel like a stuck-up brat.

I dunnoooo. The only reason I'm still alive is because it's a pain in the ass to die. xD And I hate the pain and struggling that'd accompany it. But if I got shot or stabbed or something, I wouldn't struggle or beg for my life. I'd just be like, " :U Come at me, bro."
over a year ago AHarpist said…
From way up above,

Alex your articles are amazing!!!!!!

-And now some rather strange fears...
Since I live in Alaska and there are trees practically everywhere, I am absolutely positively paralyzed with fear of Slenderman. '_' If you don't know who/what that is, don't look it up as it will scar you for life. Spiders are a constant fear for me as well as earthquakes. We don't really get earthquakes where I'm at but there scary.
over a year ago immaginger said…
The song kiss the girl reminds me of Ruby and Ash! I HAVE NO IDEA WHY, BUT IT DOES. -wasn't ever planning on admiting that-
over a year ago rapunzeleah123 said…
After Kaylee left, I always hated myself for letting someone I cared about so much disappear. And somehow I knew she'd come back.
I hated myself for everything I said to her, for everything I'd ever been jealous of her over, and I cried a lot thinking about how much she should hate me. She should.
But I regret it all and I'd take it back in a heartbeat…
And knowing I wasn't there for Alex when she needed me hurts me. When she almost killed herself, she tried calling me and for whatever reason, I never picked up. I hit my head against my desk a million times for that. I could've helped… and I didn't.
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over a year ago ArtemisDiana said…
I really love romance stories. Its weird because in real life I'm not into romance, I think its weird and don't want to get involved in one. For some reason in stories, I love it, I can't get enough of it. I ship a lot of pairings, but in the real world, the only romances I care about are those of my closest friends, and even those I only care about because I need to make sure my friends are being treated right.
over a year ago the-time-thief said…
I don't really like libraries. Although I love reading. I'll go to any book store, I just won't go to a library as much as a book store. CALL ME WEIRD IF YOU WANT. I DON'T CARE. XD

~I haven't told a lot of people that I don't like libraries. People just think I do cause I read so much. But I don't like libraries.~
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over a year ago Alex13126 said…
The place I feel most awkward is in a church. I haven't gone since I was eight, and that was after my mom got in a big car crash coming home from church. I could've been on it...but I decided to sleep in. My best friend was also supposed to be there, but for some reason I said no..
I don't sweat it, though. Most of my family doesn't go to church. Although, I went a few months ago for a play, and I was the only one with bright red highlights and in jeans with black boots. I had no idea what I was supposed to do there, and I was terrified.
I respect Athiests and people who worship God and pray everyday. Three of my good friends are Athiests, and I know some people who very much love God. If I had to be honest...I think I'd be somewhere in the middle of those two.
over a year ago ArtemisDiana said…
Most of my family on my mother's side are very religious Lutherans. My parents sent me through confirmation classes and everything so I could be confirmed, and yet after all that I really feel like my beliefs are more Wikkian than Lutheran. Tue only people who know are my very best friends. I can't bring myself to tell my parents because I feel like that would disappoint them.