in the morning i can feel the weather is warm i can't open my eyes afraid that all was just a beautiful dream . i open my eyes slowly jacob was on the floor still sleeping i like the weather i can see the shiny sun light from the window that was the first sunny day from me in forks that give me a great mood i look at jacob peaceful face his lips is perfect i love his skin color his eyes his muscles i love so many things in him i want to tell him that to tell him that he is mine & i am his , every time i will look at his face i will tell him that i will never sick of it i adore him i didn't notice last night that he was shirtless i was so tired his abs & his chest muscles was so perfect i reach my hand to touch his russet skin i touch his shoulder his eyes open slowly he look at me like he have never seen me before like he didn't know that i am sleeping her like a blind man who saw the sun for the first time
i will never wake him up again i can't take this look it make me in heaven it make me want to be with him forever i don't dare to wake him again this will shatter me " hey " he said then smile to me " hey " i said he get up from the floor just enough to kiss my lips then he returned back & puts his head on the pillow again i smile " break fast " i ask " ya pls " he said " but i will make it " i said " what ever make you happy " he said i get up from the bed i wash my face . he take a bath while i make the breakfast i baked sweat stuff i make him milk & sweet pastry i know he eat a lot know i make a lot i feel very happy to know him i want to know more when he get out he was shirtless he wear sweat pants that all he was shake his hair like a dog i chuckle i put the food on the table " i hope you like it " i said " i am sure i will " he said then he smell something " sweet pastry ? " he ask i hope he like it " do u like it ?" i ask worried " ya but i have never smell baking in the house since my mother gone " he said " i am sorry " i said " no its ok " he said he take one of the chocolate donuts & start eat his breakfast i fell glad that he like the chocolate i like the chocolate too " i gotta go " he said i looked at him " wolf duty " he take one more of the sweat pastry put in his mouth " "alice make party for bella graduation are you coming" i ask he looks at me like are you kidding " ya bella said so i just want to give a shoot "i said in sad voice . he back to me take me in his arms he kiss my forehead " i will be at your graduation party " he said in joke tune " why not whats with you & bella " i ask he twist his lips a little " its complicated " he said , " maybe its complicated for you but its stupid for me you are supposed to be friends i can't believe it all about edward "i said in loud voice " later " he said then run though the door waving his hand to me " see you take care " i said he nodded from outside the house i hope he come back soon i go back to my house start my normal life it takes alots of time to back on earth after a long day with jacob black ..
i make the normal stuff but something was strange about bella & jacob i mean he hate her boyfriend its ok but she told that they are best friend they don't even talk to each other jacob don't even look at her its very strange bella is home finally , she helps me in dinner we eat with dad take about lat night when dad get up " its crazy right vampire & werewolf we are sisters " i whisper she chuckles & nodded her mood is good now so i take my chance " what with you & jacob , why he is not gonna be at your party ?" i ask while we wash the dishes she look down at the dishes dad came in to the kitchen " you didn't make up yet " dad ask her " what do you know about this dad " i ask " am i the only one here who don't know what is going on everyone know but me " i said angry i get out of the house i stand infront the door i need air why i need to know i mean dad knows its not the werewolf secret why bella keep this from me when i get in bella was in her room dad was in his room too i curled on my coach i give up to sleep cos if i think about this anymore i will end up break up with jacob & mad with my only sister