This isn’t that bad- Jacob
It was killing me that Lilly wasn’t around. But time to handle business.
We all were now sitting in a circle around Sam, by this time he was fully healed and ready to talk.
“It was all so fast.” He started” I was out there just checking the perimeters out when a cloaked figure was staring at me in the forest. I decided to investigate from a distance. But my mind was blurred. I couldn’t think, I couldn’t move. It’s like it had some kind of control over me. “Sam said. He hated the fact that he was almost defeated. We all stared at him trying to figure out what this lead to.
“It attacked me. It could have killed me if it wanted to. But it didn’t.”
“What the hell could this be?” Paul cut in. “Why wouldn’t it kill you if it wanted to attack you. It had to be a vamp.”
“I’m pretty sure it was Paul” I said rolling my eyes. The question is what this is. “I handed Sam a black bracelet with gold charms around it. The charms were all in shapes of different symbols.
“Its like someone is trying to send us out a warning.” I said. “I think we should ask the Cullen’s if they recognize any of these symbols. Maybe it’s a vampire thing or something.
“Yea sounds like a good idea” Billy said. He was now joined us at the table. “I really think you should go get Lilly though. Let her stay here tonight. We will figure things out in the morning. Until than you guys and the rest of the pack need to stay clear of the forest. We don’t know what this is, and until we do I want everyone to remain safe you hear?” Billy demanded. We all agreed and I and Seth decided to set off to get Lilly.
“So how do you think she’s holding up over there?” Seth asked.
“Ah I’m pretty sure she’s fine. She’s a beast” I smiled. “I just hope she likes them. She’s a very sweet girl so should be no problem. I asked Bella to keep Renessmme up stairs for now. At least until Lilly is able to control her anger. She said she would tell her she’s sleep.” I sighed. This was all so awkward for me. I didn’t want Lilly to be in an awkward position either.
We walked up to the Cullen’s and walked through the door. They were all still sitting around the huge dining room table engaged in conversation. It was late and I knew she was sleepy. I could tell by the look at her face. It still lighted up when she saw me. “Jake!” she yelled. “You’ve missed so much. They have told me so many funny stories!” She was lighting up. I was glad to see her so happy. Then she whispered to me “But can we go now the smell is getting unbearable” she smirked. She was right. It would take some getting use to for her.
“Yea we have to go. There’s something I need to tell you about Sam. Let’s go.” I answered. I went around the house saying bye to all the Cullen’s. Bella stopped me on the way out. “Well that went well she said. “I thought she was going to try to kill me “she joked. “I really like her Jake you chose a good one. And please don’t worry we will do everything we can to make sure Sam is alright.”
“Thanks Bellz. But there’s more to it. Sam said he was attacked by a cloaked leech.”
“Eh hem” Bella interrupted.
“Oh sorry I meant vampire. I was thinking about the only Vampire ive ever seen with cloaks on.” I stopped. Hoping she would catch on. and she did.
“The Volturi” Bella said under her breath.
“I already figured they didn’t want us around after they saw how we are friends with each other. Maybe they are trying to wipe us out or something? I found this bracelet matted in Sam’s fur when we found him.”
I handed her the bracelet and kept my eyes on her. I was pretty sure my theory was correct. I hope she could help me.
“Ill show this to Carsile and Edward” She said taking the bracelet. “To be honest with you I doubt it was them. They wouldn’t be so messy with their work you know? They are much more civilized.”
“Yea yea I know. Those filthy good for nothing blood suckers.” I mumbled under my breath. I grabbed Lilly and said goodbye to everyone and walked out the door. I opened her door and let her inside the car.
“Are you tired yet?” I asked while pulling out the driveway.
“Um, hardly” she replied. “ I really like them Jake. Besides that smell” she squinted her nose. “They are really good people. And I guess Bella is alright” She smiled. “How is Sam?”
“Well he’s healed now.” I answered. “But we found out interesting information. I have a theory. But I could be wrong. “
“I’m listening” she said. I could tell she wanted to know everything. But not tonight. I couldn’t. I wanted to have fun.
“Well, we will talk about it later. I have something nice planned for us tonight.” I smiled a sneaky smile. I loved it when I could surprise her. I loved the face she made. All that mattered to me right now was keeping Lilly happy. It was now summertime for our school. This made things so much easier considering we had so much time for Lilly to get use to her transformation without missing more days out of school. Plus this meant longer nights I could spend with her.
We drove down road into La push. It was a nice cool breeze outside flowing through the trees. This was another perfect night for me and Lilly to get some quality time away from the rest of the pack.
“Where are we going? “ Lill asked.
“Were going to my house. “ I answered. “We don’t want to stray too far into the forest after what happened to Sam, sooo I decided we can camp out at my house. Plus I have something planned for you first.”
We pulled up to my house and walked inside. Billy was waiting for us by the table with all his supplies in hand.
“Hey dad. Okay she’s ready”
“I’m ready for what?” Lilly intervened. I loved surprising her.
“Well did you ever notice these on all of the members of the packs arms?” I asked while showing her the outside of my upper shoulder. “Its our tribes mark. Well its an tattoo actually. Now its your turn” I grinned. This was fun. Lilly already had 2 tattoos. One of stars on her stomach and another of a small cross on her neck. Im sure she wouldn’t mind. It was a crescent of our tribes sign anyway.
“Oh” she smiled. “I like it actually. Is that permanent though?” she asked.
“Duh Lilly!” I smiled. I patted her on the back and she almost fell over. “Once you go pack, you never go back!”
Lilly laughed and sat in the chair.
“Okay let’s do it” She was down for anything.
Two hours passed and Billy was done with Lillys tattoo. It was perfect. He made it smaller so it wouldn’t look as big as ours. She loved it. I had almost fell asleep while she was holding my hand during the tattoo.
“Okay you’re done?” I yawned.
“Yes sleepy head” she answered. “So what’s next?”
“Now we go back outside. I set a tent up. And a fire. Let’s go camping!” I said in a cheesy voice.
“Ah you get cornier and cornier every day” Lilly laughed.
We went outside back by the garage where I had everything set up. I got her a blanket and wrapped it around the both of us and sat down by the fire. We sat there talking for hours. We laughed, and laughed. I was out of breath after we wrestled because I threw a marshmallow at her head after I bit it. It stuck to her forehead. Ah priceless.
“Hey Lilly. I have something for you.” I pulled out a small carved ring. It was a carving of a ballet slipper on the end. I hope this would be better luck. Last time I gave someone something I carved they still decided not to choose me. Ugh.
“Ah Jake it’s beautiful!” She said snatching it out of my hand and putting it on. “I love it love it love it!” She joked kissing me on the lips.”You are really talented. I won’t call you cheesy now. “She smiled.
“Yea yea chump” I said while messing up her hair. I knew she hated when I did that. I got enjoyment out of annoying her sometimes. Just like the good ole days. “It’s a promise ring though Lilly. Were pretty much stuck with each other you know”
“Ugh don’t remind me” She joked. Well she better had been joking. “She gave me a kiss once again and laid her head on my bare chest. “So I guess you guys don’t like clothes huh? I barely see you with a shirt on Jake. I don’t want you parading around like this all the time”
“Well as long as you don’t parade around shirtless to we won’t have a problem “ I said. “You know you like it. I’m too sexy for my shirtttt, so sexyyy it hurtss” I sang. I grabbed her and pulled her closer to me. She’s so beautiful I thought. I looked into her eyes and started to stroke her hair. We started to kiss. I felt myself pull to her like a magnet. This was perfect. The perfect time. I mean I never really imagined losing my virginity outside. But hey we all have a little animal in us right?
I wanted it to go further. But I didn’t want to force her to do anything. I started to test it a bit. Even though I was nervous out my mind I kept thinking about the talks I had with Embry. He was giving me advice all week on how to make moves. I slowly lowered my hand onto the small of her back. Okay she was still kissing me good sign. I than began to slip my other hand under her shirt. Okay still going…good. My hands began to shake. Aw come on Jake! I thought. Stop being a punk. I worked my hand up till I was on the latch of her bra. I paused and looked at her.
“We don’t have to be in wolf form for me to know what you are thinking now Jake” She smiled and took my hand and guided me towards her stomach. This was it I thought.
Did you guys really think I was going to give you all of the details? You’re sick!
But it was the best moment of my life. The first time was a little shaky. But after that the next 3 times were…Perfect.
We laid down wrapped in linen sheets under the stars. She laid her head on my bare chest. I was embarrassed but I had to ask..
“So um…Lilly. How was it?” I asked. I was a little embarrassed. Hey I never did it before. It was nerve wracking. It was perfect to me. But was it perfect to her? I was still impressed by my performance.
“It was perfect Jake.” She said while kissing me. “Every minute of it.”
I smiled and she laid her head back on my chest. We went back into the tent and fell fast asleep. Well, we woke up once for round four. Than went back to sleep. Haha.
Once you go pack, you never go back!-Lill
“Leah comes on now. Will you puh-lease just let it go for a couple of minutes! I knew I shouldn’t have told you.” Leah would not stop cracking jokes about everything I told her that happened. She was like a big sister to me now. I told her everything. But I could understand why Jake and the rest of the pack use to go fight with her.
“Okay okay I’m sorry. It’s just that I’ve watched both of you guys grow up. This is too funny” She laughed while stuffing pancakes in her mouth. We were at the best diner in La push owned by Sue Clearwater. It was a bright and sunny day in La Push. It was beautiful. Too beautiful to just sit around in the house like the boys ordered us to do. I couldn’t wait till we found out whose Sam’s attacker was so I could have my freedom back. I haven’t phased in days, and I was itching to get out into the forest and run free.
“So did you talk to the boys about what’s going on” I asked Leah. I was dying for some information.
“Well Jake thinks it’s the Volturi. He thinks there coming wipe us out or something.” She said still staring at her magazine. “I’m not scared at all if you ask me. I know they hate the fact of us existing but I agree with the bloodsucker Bella when she says that attack isn’t there style.”
Jacob was right. I could tell Leah never grown to like Bella and the rest of the Cullen’s like we did. I was still a little ify about Bella. Or you could call it jealously.
“Well I just hope we figure everything out soon. I feel like a child. Im confined to here, Jakes house and home. Its killing me.” I sighed.
“You know they are not the bosses of us Lilly.” Leah smirked. “We can do whatever we want! I say today we should go to the beach. Get a couple swims in. Go do some patrolling. Just me and you. Let’s have a girls day out!”
I thought we already were having a girls day out. We had just finished getting our nails and feet done. Will my toes still be pedicure when I phased into wolf form? I would be so mad if it messed up my nails. 30 dollars down the drain. Not only that, I didn’t really want to go against my word with Jake and the others. We didn’t have a good enough lead on what was going on. And it was pretty serious. Sam could have been killed. But Leah’s offer really sounded so good right now.
“Um I don’t know…” I said
“Come one Lilly. You’re like a sister to me you really think I would let something happen to you?”she said persuasively. She was right.
“Okay. But only for an hour. Than I have to get back to Jacob. Ive never been away from him for this long.” I said. Leah faked a gag, and laughed. We got up, paid for our food, and headed towards the beach.
The beach was empty today. I was surprised since it was such a nice day outside. I thought there would be a lot more people out. Oh well, must be something going on in town I thought. We both took our clothes of carefully and placed them under a tree. We both phased and started to run out into the forest. It felt so good to actually be able be free. We ran up and down the beach about 4 times. Than we stopped in the clearing
That’s odd- Leah said stopping dead in her tracks.
I smell …a vampire scent. Its strong. Its not any of the Cullen’s either.
How do you know?-I asked. I started to sniff around. I than began to smell the same smell I did when I was around the Cullen’s. But different. Not as distinct.
Leah wasn’t answering me though. She was to busy growling in a low crouch. I immediately did the same when I saw what she saw. It was like animal nature. Some things the pack didn’t have to teach me.
We were face to face with a tall cloaked figure.
“Could you two please return to your human forms? It would be rather difficult for me to be able to talk to you when your incapable of answering.” Said the cloaked vampire. He smiled under his hood. Leah looked at me and shook her head.
You remain in you wolf form. Im going to phase and talk to him. Stay alert, we cant trust this leech- she ordered.
Okay-I chocked.
Leah phased and didn’t even care that she was naked. She began to talk immediately.”Who are you and why are you here bloodsucker?” Leah had no fear. I envied that.
“Im here to give you a proposal. Or more like a choice. Im pretty sure you have been having trouble with our kind lately. Or so I’ve heard.” The cloaked vamp smiled again. “ As you already know we have met before, about the encounter with your our dear friends the Cullen’s precious Renessme. This is the first time we were informed that you all were living in harmony. Its kind of cute when you think of it. Like guard dogs.” He laughed. I growled and lowered deeper into my crouch. Leah put her hand out towards me telling me to calm down. I still wasn’t in complete control of my anger. So anything could happen. I tried to stay focus.
“So which one are you? And what do you want with us. I swear if I found out you’re the ones who hurt Sam I will kill you out one by one. Just because were cool with the Cullen’s doesn’t mean we like all of you filthy leeches” Leah spit out.
“Well you see. Unfortunately we do have something to do with Sam’s accident. We tried to send you a clear warning, but I guess your pathetic brains couldn’t process that much. We are giving you a decision to make. We want you to work for us. Under our command. We want you to stop killing our kind. Leave us alone.. If you choose not to we will just simply kill all of your kind, like we’ve been so anxious to accomplish for years” he said still smiling. “We can end this little rivalry we have had for so many years. You all have cleared numbers of our kind due to your silly little fates. But we no longer will let this happen. So its simply your choice. Work under our command or..Die “He laughed. I wanted to rip his head off.
“We don’t go around killing you guys for fun. We do it when it poses a threat to our people. Or any humans for that kind. So you can take that deal and shove it. For years you all have been killing our friends and families. We will never allow you all to continue to run a bloody massacre. Now leave. I’m going back to discuss this with my pack.” Leah said. She was being strong. I knew how much she wanted to kill him more than me. The cloaked vampire smiled once again and turned to leave.
“Yes go discuss. And we will be back.” He began to walk away and turned around. “Oh and nice little addition to the pack. Another bitch for all the young males?” That’s it. I wasn’t going to take it anymore. By the time I lunged towards him Leah was already back in wolf form holding me back.
Let me at him!-I yelled.
No calm down Lilly. We have to go back and tell the others. Now. Come on.-
I can’t believe this. Why would they want to kill us all?- i asked in disbelief.
Lilly we are natural born enemies. They want us to be gone. We pose a high threat to them so they want to wipe us out so they can gain more control. – Leah answered
Sounds like a bunch of bullcrap to me. Why cant we just all live and be happy?- I started to sound helpless now.
Its just the way things are Lill.
We ran back to the beach and put our clothes back on. We hoped in Leah’s car and headed back towards Jakes house. I began to grow scared. The threat the vampire posed was a large one. Kill all of us? It was so much I missed coming into these things still weren’t clear for me. I couldn’t imagine Jake getting hurt. I couldn’t imagine anyone getting hurt.
Now I had to look forward to Jacob being mad at me for going against his wishes.
We walked into the small cabin living room where Jake and Embry was watching T.V. Embry had fallen into a deep sleep. He was snoring so loud. I don’t see how Jake could stand it. Jake was awake looking nervous when I walked in.
“Lilly where the hell have you been? You okay? I called you like four times. “ He said. I began to feel so bad.
“Im sorry my phone was in the car. Hey listen where is everyone at? We have to meet up. Something has come up.” I said looking at the ground. Jake eyed me and Leah trying to read us. Leah just rolled her eyes and picked up Jakes phone. “I’m calling Sam and the others. Lilly you feel Jake in.”
“Um..Okay. Well first of all Jake don’t get mad. Me and Lilly was having a nice day out and decided to go to the beach-“ I stopped and stared. He looked so mad. He beamed at Leah and back to me. I kept talking. “Well, when we got there we decided to phase and run around a little to stretch my legs out. It’s been so long. Anyway we went to the clearing and a cloaked vampire was there.” I told him the whole story. I couldn’t tell if he was madder about the fact I went out to the clearing or if he was mad about the whole vampire threatening to kill us thing. He looked like he was about to explode.
“So you’re telling me he really think were scared?” Jacob replied. “ I knew it was them. I knew it all along. I could tell that day they came for Renessme they were determined to get rid of us.”
“Okay so who is they? “ I asked.
“The Volturi. The head of all vampires remember what Sam told you?”
“Oh yea!” I answered. How stupid could I be? I should have known.
“Well now Sam and the others not” Leah interrupted. “ Jake its your call. Should we all meet up tomorrow?”
“Yea” Jacob answered. “Tomorrow night. If they come back their probably going to come back soon. So we need so figure something out. Leah go run and tell the Cullen’s. Tell Edward I said to meet us at the clearing tomorrow as well. And tell him to bring Alice.”
“Okay” Leah said. She immediately sprinted out the door.
“Lilly Hun. Please go upstairs and get some rest. We can talk about everything tomorrow. I’ll be up there in a little. Its best you stay with me tonight. I’m going to tell Paul to go stay at Sam’s. We need to stay in groups until we figure things out.”
I nodded and he kissed me on the forehead. He gave me a long hug and stared into my eyes. He than walked out the door.
So much went through my mind as I was lying down. How could things be this way. Everything was so perfect. And know leeches were out to kill us. I couldn’t sleep. Not until Jacob was laying beside me.
Pain- Jacob
This is just what I needed. A bunch of bloodsucking leeches on my back trying to kill me and the rest of my pack, and my girlfriend. All because they were threatened by us. Ha figures. Even though I found myself a little flattered by this.
I wasn’t scared at all. But I was on edge. If they were to touch Lilly, Their whole existence would come to an end. By me dammit. All these damned creatures were always interfering I thought. They must be jealous we have a heart beat and they don’t.
I was upset with Lilly for going joy hunting with Leah. Even though I know Leah had her best interest at heart she could have been hurt. She never killed a vamp before so I sure as hell didn’t want her to face one.
I waited for Lilly outside to get herself together. Today was going to be an interesting day. We all planned to meet up later at the clearing for a meeting. This included Alice and Edward. But today I wanted Lillys mind to not be completely on the drama that was going on. I wanted to make her happy…again.
“Okay I’m ready” She called as she comes outside. Man was she hot. She had on a tight tank top with some shorts and a designer bag, with designer shoes. Her hair was out with long curls following down her back. She had gotten a little tanned from all of the outings we had at the beach.
“So where to today babe?” She asked.
It was killing me that Lilly wasn’t around. But time to handle business.
We all were now sitting in a circle around Sam, by this time he was fully healed and ready to talk.
“It was all so fast.” He started” I was out there just checking the perimeters out when a cloaked figure was staring at me in the forest. I decided to investigate from a distance. But my mind was blurred. I couldn’t think, I couldn’t move. It’s like it had some kind of control over me. “Sam said. He hated the fact that he was almost defeated. We all stared at him trying to figure out what this lead to.
“It attacked me. It could have killed me if it wanted to. But it didn’t.”
“What the hell could this be?” Paul cut in. “Why wouldn’t it kill you if it wanted to attack you. It had to be a vamp.”
“I’m pretty sure it was Paul” I said rolling my eyes. The question is what this is. “I handed Sam a black bracelet with gold charms around it. The charms were all in shapes of different symbols.
“Its like someone is trying to send us out a warning.” I said. “I think we should ask the Cullen’s if they recognize any of these symbols. Maybe it’s a vampire thing or something.
“Yea sounds like a good idea” Billy said. He was now joined us at the table. “I really think you should go get Lilly though. Let her stay here tonight. We will figure things out in the morning. Until than you guys and the rest of the pack need to stay clear of the forest. We don’t know what this is, and until we do I want everyone to remain safe you hear?” Billy demanded. We all agreed and I and Seth decided to set off to get Lilly.
“So how do you think she’s holding up over there?” Seth asked.
“Ah I’m pretty sure she’s fine. She’s a beast” I smiled. “I just hope she likes them. She’s a very sweet girl so should be no problem. I asked Bella to keep Renessmme up stairs for now. At least until Lilly is able to control her anger. She said she would tell her she’s sleep.” I sighed. This was all so awkward for me. I didn’t want Lilly to be in an awkward position either.
We walked up to the Cullen’s and walked through the door. They were all still sitting around the huge dining room table engaged in conversation. It was late and I knew she was sleepy. I could tell by the look at her face. It still lighted up when she saw me. “Jake!” she yelled. “You’ve missed so much. They have told me so many funny stories!” She was lighting up. I was glad to see her so happy. Then she whispered to me “But can we go now the smell is getting unbearable” she smirked. She was right. It would take some getting use to for her.
“Yea we have to go. There’s something I need to tell you about Sam. Let’s go.” I answered. I went around the house saying bye to all the Cullen’s. Bella stopped me on the way out. “Well that went well she said. “I thought she was going to try to kill me “she joked. “I really like her Jake you chose a good one. And please don’t worry we will do everything we can to make sure Sam is alright.”
“Thanks Bellz. But there’s more to it. Sam said he was attacked by a cloaked leech.”
“Eh hem” Bella interrupted.
“Oh sorry I meant vampire. I was thinking about the only Vampire ive ever seen with cloaks on.” I stopped. Hoping she would catch on. and she did.
“The Volturi” Bella said under her breath.
“I already figured they didn’t want us around after they saw how we are friends with each other. Maybe they are trying to wipe us out or something? I found this bracelet matted in Sam’s fur when we found him.”
I handed her the bracelet and kept my eyes on her. I was pretty sure my theory was correct. I hope she could help me.
“Ill show this to Carsile and Edward” She said taking the bracelet. “To be honest with you I doubt it was them. They wouldn’t be so messy with their work you know? They are much more civilized.”
“Yea yea I know. Those filthy good for nothing blood suckers.” I mumbled under my breath. I grabbed Lilly and said goodbye to everyone and walked out the door. I opened her door and let her inside the car.
“Are you tired yet?” I asked while pulling out the driveway.
“Um, hardly” she replied. “ I really like them Jake. Besides that smell” she squinted her nose. “They are really good people. And I guess Bella is alright” She smiled. “How is Sam?”
“Well he’s healed now.” I answered. “But we found out interesting information. I have a theory. But I could be wrong. “
“I’m listening” she said. I could tell she wanted to know everything. But not tonight. I couldn’t. I wanted to have fun.
“Well, we will talk about it later. I have something nice planned for us tonight.” I smiled a sneaky smile. I loved it when I could surprise her. I loved the face she made. All that mattered to me right now was keeping Lilly happy. It was now summertime for our school. This made things so much easier considering we had so much time for Lilly to get use to her transformation without missing more days out of school. Plus this meant longer nights I could spend with her.
We drove down road into La push. It was a nice cool breeze outside flowing through the trees. This was another perfect night for me and Lilly to get some quality time away from the rest of the pack.
“Where are we going? “ Lill asked.
“Were going to my house. “ I answered. “We don’t want to stray too far into the forest after what happened to Sam, sooo I decided we can camp out at my house. Plus I have something planned for you first.”
We pulled up to my house and walked inside. Billy was waiting for us by the table with all his supplies in hand.
“Hey dad. Okay she’s ready”
“I’m ready for what?” Lilly intervened. I loved surprising her.
“Well did you ever notice these on all of the members of the packs arms?” I asked while showing her the outside of my upper shoulder. “Its our tribes mark. Well its an tattoo actually. Now its your turn” I grinned. This was fun. Lilly already had 2 tattoos. One of stars on her stomach and another of a small cross on her neck. Im sure she wouldn’t mind. It was a crescent of our tribes sign anyway.
“Oh” she smiled. “I like it actually. Is that permanent though?” she asked.
“Duh Lilly!” I smiled. I patted her on the back and she almost fell over. “Once you go pack, you never go back!”
Lilly laughed and sat in the chair.
“Okay let’s do it” She was down for anything.
Two hours passed and Billy was done with Lillys tattoo. It was perfect. He made it smaller so it wouldn’t look as big as ours. She loved it. I had almost fell asleep while she was holding my hand during the tattoo.
“Okay you’re done?” I yawned.
“Yes sleepy head” she answered. “So what’s next?”
“Now we go back outside. I set a tent up. And a fire. Let’s go camping!” I said in a cheesy voice.
“Ah you get cornier and cornier every day” Lilly laughed.
We went outside back by the garage where I had everything set up. I got her a blanket and wrapped it around the both of us and sat down by the fire. We sat there talking for hours. We laughed, and laughed. I was out of breath after we wrestled because I threw a marshmallow at her head after I bit it. It stuck to her forehead. Ah priceless.
“Hey Lilly. I have something for you.” I pulled out a small carved ring. It was a carving of a ballet slipper on the end. I hope this would be better luck. Last time I gave someone something I carved they still decided not to choose me. Ugh.
“Ah Jake it’s beautiful!” She said snatching it out of my hand and putting it on. “I love it love it love it!” She joked kissing me on the lips.”You are really talented. I won’t call you cheesy now. “She smiled.
“Yea yea chump” I said while messing up her hair. I knew she hated when I did that. I got enjoyment out of annoying her sometimes. Just like the good ole days. “It’s a promise ring though Lilly. Were pretty much stuck with each other you know”
“Ugh don’t remind me” She joked. Well she better had been joking. “She gave me a kiss once again and laid her head on my bare chest. “So I guess you guys don’t like clothes huh? I barely see you with a shirt on Jake. I don’t want you parading around like this all the time”
“Well as long as you don’t parade around shirtless to we won’t have a problem “ I said. “You know you like it. I’m too sexy for my shirtttt, so sexyyy it hurtss” I sang. I grabbed her and pulled her closer to me. She’s so beautiful I thought. I looked into her eyes and started to stroke her hair. We started to kiss. I felt myself pull to her like a magnet. This was perfect. The perfect time. I mean I never really imagined losing my virginity outside. But hey we all have a little animal in us right?
I wanted it to go further. But I didn’t want to force her to do anything. I started to test it a bit. Even though I was nervous out my mind I kept thinking about the talks I had with Embry. He was giving me advice all week on how to make moves. I slowly lowered my hand onto the small of her back. Okay she was still kissing me good sign. I than began to slip my other hand under her shirt. Okay still going…good. My hands began to shake. Aw come on Jake! I thought. Stop being a punk. I worked my hand up till I was on the latch of her bra. I paused and looked at her.
“We don’t have to be in wolf form for me to know what you are thinking now Jake” She smiled and took my hand and guided me towards her stomach. This was it I thought.
Did you guys really think I was going to give you all of the details? You’re sick!
But it was the best moment of my life. The first time was a little shaky. But after that the next 3 times were…Perfect.
We laid down wrapped in linen sheets under the stars. She laid her head on my bare chest. I was embarrassed but I had to ask..
“So um…Lilly. How was it?” I asked. I was a little embarrassed. Hey I never did it before. It was nerve wracking. It was perfect to me. But was it perfect to her? I was still impressed by my performance.
“It was perfect Jake.” She said while kissing me. “Every minute of it.”
I smiled and she laid her head back on my chest. We went back into the tent and fell fast asleep. Well, we woke up once for round four. Than went back to sleep. Haha.
Once you go pack, you never go back!-Lill
“Leah comes on now. Will you puh-lease just let it go for a couple of minutes! I knew I shouldn’t have told you.” Leah would not stop cracking jokes about everything I told her that happened. She was like a big sister to me now. I told her everything. But I could understand why Jake and the rest of the pack use to go fight with her.
“Okay okay I’m sorry. It’s just that I’ve watched both of you guys grow up. This is too funny” She laughed while stuffing pancakes in her mouth. We were at the best diner in La push owned by Sue Clearwater. It was a bright and sunny day in La Push. It was beautiful. Too beautiful to just sit around in the house like the boys ordered us to do. I couldn’t wait till we found out whose Sam’s attacker was so I could have my freedom back. I haven’t phased in days, and I was itching to get out into the forest and run free.
“So did you talk to the boys about what’s going on” I asked Leah. I was dying for some information.
“Well Jake thinks it’s the Volturi. He thinks there coming wipe us out or something.” She said still staring at her magazine. “I’m not scared at all if you ask me. I know they hate the fact of us existing but I agree with the bloodsucker Bella when she says that attack isn’t there style.”
Jacob was right. I could tell Leah never grown to like Bella and the rest of the Cullen’s like we did. I was still a little ify about Bella. Or you could call it jealously.
“Well I just hope we figure everything out soon. I feel like a child. Im confined to here, Jakes house and home. Its killing me.” I sighed.
“You know they are not the bosses of us Lilly.” Leah smirked. “We can do whatever we want! I say today we should go to the beach. Get a couple swims in. Go do some patrolling. Just me and you. Let’s have a girls day out!”
I thought we already were having a girls day out. We had just finished getting our nails and feet done. Will my toes still be pedicure when I phased into wolf form? I would be so mad if it messed up my nails. 30 dollars down the drain. Not only that, I didn’t really want to go against my word with Jake and the others. We didn’t have a good enough lead on what was going on. And it was pretty serious. Sam could have been killed. But Leah’s offer really sounded so good right now.
“Um I don’t know…” I said
“Come one Lilly. You’re like a sister to me you really think I would let something happen to you?”she said persuasively. She was right.
“Okay. But only for an hour. Than I have to get back to Jacob. Ive never been away from him for this long.” I said. Leah faked a gag, and laughed. We got up, paid for our food, and headed towards the beach.
The beach was empty today. I was surprised since it was such a nice day outside. I thought there would be a lot more people out. Oh well, must be something going on in town I thought. We both took our clothes of carefully and placed them under a tree. We both phased and started to run out into the forest. It felt so good to actually be able be free. We ran up and down the beach about 4 times. Than we stopped in the clearing
That’s odd- Leah said stopping dead in her tracks.
I smell …a vampire scent. Its strong. Its not any of the Cullen’s either.
How do you know?-I asked. I started to sniff around. I than began to smell the same smell I did when I was around the Cullen’s. But different. Not as distinct.
Leah wasn’t answering me though. She was to busy growling in a low crouch. I immediately did the same when I saw what she saw. It was like animal nature. Some things the pack didn’t have to teach me.
We were face to face with a tall cloaked figure.
“Could you two please return to your human forms? It would be rather difficult for me to be able to talk to you when your incapable of answering.” Said the cloaked vampire. He smiled under his hood. Leah looked at me and shook her head.
You remain in you wolf form. Im going to phase and talk to him. Stay alert, we cant trust this leech- she ordered.
Okay-I chocked.
Leah phased and didn’t even care that she was naked. She began to talk immediately.”Who are you and why are you here bloodsucker?” Leah had no fear. I envied that.
“Im here to give you a proposal. Or more like a choice. Im pretty sure you have been having trouble with our kind lately. Or so I’ve heard.” The cloaked vamp smiled again. “ As you already know we have met before, about the encounter with your our dear friends the Cullen’s precious Renessme. This is the first time we were informed that you all were living in harmony. Its kind of cute when you think of it. Like guard dogs.” He laughed. I growled and lowered deeper into my crouch. Leah put her hand out towards me telling me to calm down. I still wasn’t in complete control of my anger. So anything could happen. I tried to stay focus.
“So which one are you? And what do you want with us. I swear if I found out you’re the ones who hurt Sam I will kill you out one by one. Just because were cool with the Cullen’s doesn’t mean we like all of you filthy leeches” Leah spit out.
“Well you see. Unfortunately we do have something to do with Sam’s accident. We tried to send you a clear warning, but I guess your pathetic brains couldn’t process that much. We are giving you a decision to make. We want you to work for us. Under our command. We want you to stop killing our kind. Leave us alone.. If you choose not to we will just simply kill all of your kind, like we’ve been so anxious to accomplish for years” he said still smiling. “We can end this little rivalry we have had for so many years. You all have cleared numbers of our kind due to your silly little fates. But we no longer will let this happen. So its simply your choice. Work under our command or..Die “He laughed. I wanted to rip his head off.
“We don’t go around killing you guys for fun. We do it when it poses a threat to our people. Or any humans for that kind. So you can take that deal and shove it. For years you all have been killing our friends and families. We will never allow you all to continue to run a bloody massacre. Now leave. I’m going back to discuss this with my pack.” Leah said. She was being strong. I knew how much she wanted to kill him more than me. The cloaked vampire smiled once again and turned to leave.
“Yes go discuss. And we will be back.” He began to walk away and turned around. “Oh and nice little addition to the pack. Another bitch for all the young males?” That’s it. I wasn’t going to take it anymore. By the time I lunged towards him Leah was already back in wolf form holding me back.
Let me at him!-I yelled.
No calm down Lilly. We have to go back and tell the others. Now. Come on.-
I can’t believe this. Why would they want to kill us all?- i asked in disbelief.
Lilly we are natural born enemies. They want us to be gone. We pose a high threat to them so they want to wipe us out so they can gain more control. – Leah answered
Sounds like a bunch of bullcrap to me. Why cant we just all live and be happy?- I started to sound helpless now.
Its just the way things are Lill.
We ran back to the beach and put our clothes back on. We hoped in Leah’s car and headed back towards Jakes house. I began to grow scared. The threat the vampire posed was a large one. Kill all of us? It was so much I missed coming into these things still weren’t clear for me. I couldn’t imagine Jake getting hurt. I couldn’t imagine anyone getting hurt.
Now I had to look forward to Jacob being mad at me for going against his wishes.
We walked into the small cabin living room where Jake and Embry was watching T.V. Embry had fallen into a deep sleep. He was snoring so loud. I don’t see how Jake could stand it. Jake was awake looking nervous when I walked in.
“Lilly where the hell have you been? You okay? I called you like four times. “ He said. I began to feel so bad.
“Im sorry my phone was in the car. Hey listen where is everyone at? We have to meet up. Something has come up.” I said looking at the ground. Jake eyed me and Leah trying to read us. Leah just rolled her eyes and picked up Jakes phone. “I’m calling Sam and the others. Lilly you feel Jake in.”
“Um..Okay. Well first of all Jake don’t get mad. Me and Lilly was having a nice day out and decided to go to the beach-“ I stopped and stared. He looked so mad. He beamed at Leah and back to me. I kept talking. “Well, when we got there we decided to phase and run around a little to stretch my legs out. It’s been so long. Anyway we went to the clearing and a cloaked vampire was there.” I told him the whole story. I couldn’t tell if he was madder about the fact I went out to the clearing or if he was mad about the whole vampire threatening to kill us thing. He looked like he was about to explode.
“So you’re telling me he really think were scared?” Jacob replied. “ I knew it was them. I knew it all along. I could tell that day they came for Renessme they were determined to get rid of us.”
“Okay so who is they? “ I asked.
“The Volturi. The head of all vampires remember what Sam told you?”
“Oh yea!” I answered. How stupid could I be? I should have known.
“Well now Sam and the others not” Leah interrupted. “ Jake its your call. Should we all meet up tomorrow?”
“Yea” Jacob answered. “Tomorrow night. If they come back their probably going to come back soon. So we need so figure something out. Leah go run and tell the Cullen’s. Tell Edward I said to meet us at the clearing tomorrow as well. And tell him to bring Alice.”
“Okay” Leah said. She immediately sprinted out the door.
“Lilly Hun. Please go upstairs and get some rest. We can talk about everything tomorrow. I’ll be up there in a little. Its best you stay with me tonight. I’m going to tell Paul to go stay at Sam’s. We need to stay in groups until we figure things out.”
I nodded and he kissed me on the forehead. He gave me a long hug and stared into my eyes. He than walked out the door.
So much went through my mind as I was lying down. How could things be this way. Everything was so perfect. And know leeches were out to kill us. I couldn’t sleep. Not until Jacob was laying beside me.
Pain- Jacob
This is just what I needed. A bunch of bloodsucking leeches on my back trying to kill me and the rest of my pack, and my girlfriend. All because they were threatened by us. Ha figures. Even though I found myself a little flattered by this.
I wasn’t scared at all. But I was on edge. If they were to touch Lilly, Their whole existence would come to an end. By me dammit. All these damned creatures were always interfering I thought. They must be jealous we have a heart beat and they don’t.
I was upset with Lilly for going joy hunting with Leah. Even though I know Leah had her best interest at heart she could have been hurt. She never killed a vamp before so I sure as hell didn’t want her to face one.
I waited for Lilly outside to get herself together. Today was going to be an interesting day. We all planned to meet up later at the clearing for a meeting. This included Alice and Edward. But today I wanted Lillys mind to not be completely on the drama that was going on. I wanted to make her happy…again.
“Okay I’m ready” She called as she comes outside. Man was she hot. She had on a tight tank top with some shorts and a designer bag, with designer shoes. Her hair was out with long curls following down her back. She had gotten a little tanned from all of the outings we had at the beach.
“So where to today babe?” She asked.