James @ Variety's 4th Annual Power Of Youth Event

*it was morning,i woke up to an empty bed,i guess Kendall was in the kitchen because they were done filming btr season three,so where else would he be?!?and he'd tell me if he was leaving... I was still depressed about the James and Logan situation.i also felt crappy because again,i was pregnant!i got out of bed and put Kendall's sweat shirt back on from last night,and headed downstairs,Kendall was cooking* Me:morning!*i rubbed my fingers through my hair* kendall:oh!look who's finally up!are you feeling any better?!? Me:idk,i feel different,i'm still depressed about yesterday,but the baby hasn't...

*i turned my head and broke the kiss,James stood in the doorway for a few minutes in surprise,he looked at Logan,then me,speechless and jaw-dropped.he then closed the door and went back in.Logan looked at me,my eyes got watery,he knew I was about to crack.he looked at me in guilt.i cried for a second,Logan called my name,but I ran inside to talk to James.* Me:guys,where's James?!?*i said covered in tears on my face,Kendall could sense something was wrong,i glanced at him then back at Carlos,Logan was still outside,Carlos looked at me and had a really depressed expression on his face.i couldn't...