I have been a loyal Eel forever! I have loved him so much that it just hurts! But since Jang Keun Suk oppa has been away on military service I have been watching his old movies. It is obvious to me now that he is gay. The way he moves, the way he talks, the way he looks, they all tell me this. He is just so pretty and feminine. When I was younger I thought these things were cute but I can see now (it seems so obvious when I look at him now) that he is gay. That is why he does not have a girlfriend.

I am crying as I write this. I still love you Sukkie Oppa but it is not the same any more!

I think I must change my online name once again.