I stare into space. No one notices.
I'm so alone.
No one cares. No one see's the depressed
Boy trapped in a different body.
I'm happy and cheery at school but once I
Walk through that door, I slip into a
World of grey. Its almost like I'm trapped.
And I cant get out. The only way out
Is through the little slits on my arm.
The slits that leave a dry red stream down
My arm.
Screaming doesn't help. I'm still alone.
Crying makes it worse. Most people make
It worse. But not everyone. I'm fine
When I'm around my friends but its
When I'm alone, things happen. I start
Thinking, then crying, then...cutting. I
Should stop but I cant. I'm not the
Person you would expect to do this. But
They always said watch out for the quiet ones.
I never thought someones life could
Suck so bad until I realized it
Was mine. Things going wrong. Planning
A future, knowing I'll be alone. No girl
Friend, then no wife. I feel like
A lonely ugly duckling. Except he was
Adorable I'm not.
I'm alone. Lets leave it at that. No
One to tell my secrets too. I feel isolated
From everyone. Maybe that's a good thing....
I'm so alone.
No one cares. No one see's the depressed
Boy trapped in a different body.
I'm happy and cheery at school but once I
Walk through that door, I slip into a
World of grey. Its almost like I'm trapped.
And I cant get out. The only way out
Is through the little slits on my arm.
The slits that leave a dry red stream down
My arm.
Screaming doesn't help. I'm still alone.
Crying makes it worse. Most people make
It worse. But not everyone. I'm fine
When I'm around my friends but its
When I'm alone, things happen. I start
Thinking, then crying, then...cutting. I
Should stop but I cant. I'm not the
Person you would expect to do this. But
They always said watch out for the quiet ones.
I never thought someones life could
Suck so bad until I realized it
Was mine. Things going wrong. Planning
A future, knowing I'll be alone. No girl
Friend, then no wife. I feel like
A lonely ugly duckling. Except he was
Adorable I'm not.
I'm alone. Lets leave it at that. No
One to tell my secrets too. I feel isolated
From everyone. Maybe that's a good thing....