Apparently I upset a few of you with the ending of the last chapter, SO I have decided who's POV this one will be in. Hope it helps, or knowing me it'll make us all cry then you'll yell more. hehehe you know you all love me...hopefully!! LOL!
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End of Chapter 16
***Alice's POV***
I felt Edward start to loosen his hold on me and I whimpered, not wanting him to let go. I needed him to hold me here, to keep me from falling back into the nightmare.
"Don't let go." I said to Edward.
"But, Jasper." Edward thought.
"I'm scared, the things I saw." I said as I replayed what I had just seen before I 'woke up.'
"Oh." He said as he hugged me again. "It was just the nightmare. Alice, he's been so worried."
"I just can't right now. Please help him understand." I thought.
"Bella, can you take Alice to clean up. Help her?" Edward asked as we both looked at Bella.
"Of course." Bella said as she stood up and helped me stand, walking out of the room without another question.
"Be gentle." I thought at Edward as I chanced another look at Jasper who looked hurt and scared.
I wanted to run back in the room, to hold him and tell him everything was alright. That I was so sorry to hurt him like this, but Bella held my arm as she led me down the hall to my room. I hoped that Edward would talk to him, to tell him I just needed a minute..and that I still loved him regardless as to what he had said in my dream.
Chapter 17
***Jasper's POV***
My living hell began three days ago, it was a normal day..or so I thought. Alice had gone hunting with Edward before school, something about them wanting to discuss Bella's birthday or something like that.
"Wanna go hunting? I so am going to break your record today." Emmett said as he leaned against my door frame.
"Oh...it's on." I said as I raced down the stairs after him, stopping at the bottom of the stairs where Alice waited, holding my jacket.
"It's raining." She said as she handed it to me. "Have fun and don't let him win." She said as she leaned in and kissed me gently.
"I won't." I said as I kissed her once more before heading out the back door.
"I HEARD THAT!!" Emmett yelled back into the house, smiling as he heard Alice laugh.
We headed south, following a large heard of deer that were grazing in the clearing. Emmett and I had made the rules, it was most kills this time. I added the rule that we had to drain the deer before we moved on to the next kill. I knew that he was probably going to cheat, so I asked Rosalie if she would be willing to be the judge, and smiled when she flipped her hair over her shoulder and grumbled something about Emmett and I being infants.
"Ignore her." Emmett whispered as he took off after a large buck, taking it down in seconds. I swore quietly and went after a doe, knowing that it would be easier seeing as how it wouldn't have as much blood as the larger buck.
I looked over as I stood up about to go after my second doe when Emmett's head snapped up and he was instantly running towards Rosalie. I was about to ask what was going on when I saw Rosalie falling to the ground, Emmett a second too late to catch her. He was calling her name, begging her to answer him. I reached over, looking for any sign of what was going on. This had never happened before, none of us had ever been ill a day of our new lives...let alone pass out.
"We have to get her back to Carlisle." I said as I looked at Emmett who was sending out emotions I had never felt from him...horror, loss, and complete helplessness. "Emmett, please we have to go now." I started to reach for Rosalie but Emmett scooped her up instantly and together we ran back to the house as fast as we could.
Alice was waiting at the back door which she was holding wide open. She looked from Emmett to Rosalie and finally at me before Emmett ran past her, screaming for Carlisle and Edward.
Carlisle and Edward worked together trying to figure out what was going on, and finally they put her in the office on a bed that Emmett had brought in from a extra room.
Edward and I had been set with searching for anyone who had heard of anything like this, we called everyone we had known and finally started searching the internet..coming up empty handed.
I was sitting on the couch, frustrated because Edward and I couldn't find anything that could help. Alice was leaning on the counter in the kitchen talking to Esme about her fears of what was going on with Rosalie, she was saying that no matter how hard she looked she never saw anything. She turned to look at me, winking at me as I beckoned for her to join me. She laughed quietly and took two steps before she collapsed on the ground, completely unresponsive.
I had her in my arms and up the stairs before I realized what was happening. Carlisle was busy working on some new test to see what was going on when I burst through the door. He and Edward turned to look at me, wondering what was going on until they saw the bundle in my arms.
"Alice." Edward sighed as moved forward to begin examining her.
"When did this happen? What was she doing?" Carlisle asked.
"She was talking to Esme in the kitchen, she moved to start walking over to join me on the couch when she collapsed." I said, my own fear and confusion flooding the room.
And that's the way she has been since, Edward tried transfusing his blood into her after he ate, hoping that if she was stronger she would be able to 'communicate' with him...and it looked good until Edward went unconscious. Fortunately he was only out for a short wile before returning to his normal self.
He said that he had spoken with Alice but it was like she was stuck, like she was saying the same thing over and over again, unsure what was happening to her.
It was at that point that Emmett caught my eye, motioning for me to join him in another room. I followed him out into his and Rosalie's bed, leaning against the wall as Emmett tried to figure out the emotions that he was feeling. The most obvious feeling was loss of all hope, all joy that he had in the world.
"If she doesn't make it, I won't last long either." Emmett said softly as he sat on the end of the bed.
"Emmett," I said, wanting to argue with him but feeling the same emotion that he was at that moment. "We can discuss all of this if things change for the worse."
"We need to discuss it now, before anyone finds out and tries to stop us."
"No, I can't. I need to get back to her." I said as I headed for the door.
"Emmett." Someone called, Emmett's eyes widening as he thought the worst.
We both ran into the room, shocked to find Rosalie staring into the sun. When Emmett ran to her side she smiled and said the one thing we all never thought we would hear.
"Get Bella, the red light. She will understand, Alice said the red light." Rosalie said as she gripped his shirt, twisting it in her fingers as the fear took over her entire body.
Emmett ran out the door, down the hall to Edward's room where he was resting after being struck down earlier. I knew that he and Bella were discussing everything that they could think of, and hopefully we could use this information to help Rosalie.
"Rosalie," I said as I moved up along her side, leaning down so that she was looking at me. "Rosalie, have you spoken with Alice?"
"The light, she is trapped by the light. Only Bella can help her, get Bella!!" She screamed, her eyes searching the room wildly.
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End of Chapter 16
***Alice's POV***
I felt Edward start to loosen his hold on me and I whimpered, not wanting him to let go. I needed him to hold me here, to keep me from falling back into the nightmare.
"Don't let go." I said to Edward.
"But, Jasper." Edward thought.
"I'm scared, the things I saw." I said as I replayed what I had just seen before I 'woke up.'
"Oh." He said as he hugged me again. "It was just the nightmare. Alice, he's been so worried."
"I just can't right now. Please help him understand." I thought.
"Bella, can you take Alice to clean up. Help her?" Edward asked as we both looked at Bella.
"Of course." Bella said as she stood up and helped me stand, walking out of the room without another question.
"Be gentle." I thought at Edward as I chanced another look at Jasper who looked hurt and scared.
I wanted to run back in the room, to hold him and tell him everything was alright. That I was so sorry to hurt him like this, but Bella held my arm as she led me down the hall to my room. I hoped that Edward would talk to him, to tell him I just needed a minute..and that I still loved him regardless as to what he had said in my dream.
Chapter 17
***Jasper's POV***
My living hell began three days ago, it was a normal day..or so I thought. Alice had gone hunting with Edward before school, something about them wanting to discuss Bella's birthday or something like that.
"Wanna go hunting? I so am going to break your record today." Emmett said as he leaned against my door frame.
"Oh...it's on." I said as I raced down the stairs after him, stopping at the bottom of the stairs where Alice waited, holding my jacket.
"It's raining." She said as she handed it to me. "Have fun and don't let him win." She said as she leaned in and kissed me gently.
"I won't." I said as I kissed her once more before heading out the back door.
"I HEARD THAT!!" Emmett yelled back into the house, smiling as he heard Alice laugh.
We headed south, following a large heard of deer that were grazing in the clearing. Emmett and I had made the rules, it was most kills this time. I added the rule that we had to drain the deer before we moved on to the next kill. I knew that he was probably going to cheat, so I asked Rosalie if she would be willing to be the judge, and smiled when she flipped her hair over her shoulder and grumbled something about Emmett and I being infants.
"Ignore her." Emmett whispered as he took off after a large buck, taking it down in seconds. I swore quietly and went after a doe, knowing that it would be easier seeing as how it wouldn't have as much blood as the larger buck.
I looked over as I stood up about to go after my second doe when Emmett's head snapped up and he was instantly running towards Rosalie. I was about to ask what was going on when I saw Rosalie falling to the ground, Emmett a second too late to catch her. He was calling her name, begging her to answer him. I reached over, looking for any sign of what was going on. This had never happened before, none of us had ever been ill a day of our new lives...let alone pass out.
"We have to get her back to Carlisle." I said as I looked at Emmett who was sending out emotions I had never felt from him...horror, loss, and complete helplessness. "Emmett, please we have to go now." I started to reach for Rosalie but Emmett scooped her up instantly and together we ran back to the house as fast as we could.
Alice was waiting at the back door which she was holding wide open. She looked from Emmett to Rosalie and finally at me before Emmett ran past her, screaming for Carlisle and Edward.
Carlisle and Edward worked together trying to figure out what was going on, and finally they put her in the office on a bed that Emmett had brought in from a extra room.
Edward and I had been set with searching for anyone who had heard of anything like this, we called everyone we had known and finally started searching the internet..coming up empty handed.
I was sitting on the couch, frustrated because Edward and I couldn't find anything that could help. Alice was leaning on the counter in the kitchen talking to Esme about her fears of what was going on with Rosalie, she was saying that no matter how hard she looked she never saw anything. She turned to look at me, winking at me as I beckoned for her to join me. She laughed quietly and took two steps before she collapsed on the ground, completely unresponsive.
I had her in my arms and up the stairs before I realized what was happening. Carlisle was busy working on some new test to see what was going on when I burst through the door. He and Edward turned to look at me, wondering what was going on until they saw the bundle in my arms.
"Alice." Edward sighed as moved forward to begin examining her.
"When did this happen? What was she doing?" Carlisle asked.
"She was talking to Esme in the kitchen, she moved to start walking over to join me on the couch when she collapsed." I said, my own fear and confusion flooding the room.
And that's the way she has been since, Edward tried transfusing his blood into her after he ate, hoping that if she was stronger she would be able to 'communicate' with him...and it looked good until Edward went unconscious. Fortunately he was only out for a short wile before returning to his normal self.
He said that he had spoken with Alice but it was like she was stuck, like she was saying the same thing over and over again, unsure what was happening to her.
It was at that point that Emmett caught my eye, motioning for me to join him in another room. I followed him out into his and Rosalie's bed, leaning against the wall as Emmett tried to figure out the emotions that he was feeling. The most obvious feeling was loss of all hope, all joy that he had in the world.
"If she doesn't make it, I won't last long either." Emmett said softly as he sat on the end of the bed.
"Emmett," I said, wanting to argue with him but feeling the same emotion that he was at that moment. "We can discuss all of this if things change for the worse."
"We need to discuss it now, before anyone finds out and tries to stop us."
"No, I can't. I need to get back to her." I said as I headed for the door.
"Emmett." Someone called, Emmett's eyes widening as he thought the worst.
We both ran into the room, shocked to find Rosalie staring into the sun. When Emmett ran to her side she smiled and said the one thing we all never thought we would hear.
"Get Bella, the red light. She will understand, Alice said the red light." Rosalie said as she gripped his shirt, twisting it in her fingers as the fear took over her entire body.
Emmett ran out the door, down the hall to Edward's room where he was resting after being struck down earlier. I knew that he and Bella were discussing everything that they could think of, and hopefully we could use this information to help Rosalie.
"Rosalie," I said as I moved up along her side, leaning down so that she was looking at me. "Rosalie, have you spoken with Alice?"
"The light, she is trapped by the light. Only Bella can help her, get Bella!!" She screamed, her eyes searching the room wildly.
Ok all, this is a poem that ashesandwine wrote. I LOVED it so much that I asked her if I could post it here...and she said yes. So here is an AMAZING poem!
Sing me a song… A song of hope, of happiness, of eternal love and compassion!
Sing me a poem… A poem from the ancient poets, from you, from the heart!
Sing me the moon…A incredible shine over the Earth, a lovers shine, a light in the dark!
Sing me the stars…. A little light in the middle of a dark universe, a heart pulsing in the world!
Sing me your love… A small fragment of everything, a world to me, a chance to be someone!
Sing YOU my love… A piece of me, of everything I am, a song to calm you, to excite you, to love and to hate you!
Sing YOU my world…A part of me, a part of you, combined in a song!
Sing OUR love… A complete symphony of every sound in the world, a love complete, an eternal you and me!
Sing me a song… A song of hope, of happiness, of eternal love and compassion!
Sing me a poem… A poem from the ancient poets, from you, from the heart!
Sing me the moon…A incredible shine over the Earth, a lovers shine, a light in the dark!
Sing me the stars…. A little light in the middle of a dark universe, a heart pulsing in the world!
Sing me your love… A small fragment of everything, a world to me, a chance to be someone!
Sing YOU my love… A piece of me, of everything I am, a song to calm you, to excite you, to love and to hate you!
Sing YOU my world…A part of me, a part of you, combined in a song!
Sing OUR love… A complete symphony of every sound in the world, a love complete, an eternal you and me!