Ok well i guess i do have a bad habit of getting jealous, i don't always treat the people that don't see eye to eye with me with the utmost respect, and idk if it is bad or not but i have a strong belief in an eye for an eye.
I am the same way. I'm very stealthy in who I concern myself with as well; Like, if I meet a person & I have bad senses or the heebeejeebees about them in the first few seconds of meeting them, I try to stay as far away from them as possible. There have a been a few incidents where my negativity has prevoked my 'knowledge' of that person & I soon grow to like them, slowly. I rarely get jealous tho, unless it's over a guy & same here with the respect thing; You give me respect, I give you respect [like my BFF says] simple as that.
Awh... I love emo boys; And I'm not just saying that, I have proof in my image gallery if you don't believe me! lol.
I tend to feel like a dog at times because they seem to be so inclined to their surroundings and observations & I'm always looking at the crowd of people gathered around me, just watching them, the human interactions and the way people work... I don't know, I just feel like that's what dogs do; They pay attention to their master and try to obey the others around them as well.
Ikr?! I try to look past the faces, into that person, what makes them do this, what made them do that. What they have been through. I like to be more than just a face in a crowd. I like to be........someone. I like to be........me.
It's so very hard for me to see past just the faces & see the true being of the person since I'm so niave and will believe about anything. But, I feel that I absolutely HAVE to perseve (sp?) myself in a specific way [have a certain cooth] in order for people to better understand and have a good feeling about me on the first meeting. I guess I should live more by this than I do; "Don't be quick to judge, for I only show you what I want you to see."
That last quote describes me. I can figure a person pretty quick, within a few minutes of talking. I am usually never quick to judge. In fact i don't judge people at all. I simply try to figure them out. Their emotions, their views, things like that. Though i am continually surprised by who people really are.
You're reminding me of my best friend by saying your a good judge of character, even tho my mom swears up and down about my great judge of character, which I do kinda have I guess. So you are pretty observant then, huh? I'm never surprised by who people are because usually when they show me who they are in the first time of meeting them, whether it be a nice person or a not so nice person, that is usually how they present themselves throughout all of my knowing them.
Well, good afternoon-ish. I absolutely loved loved loved the message you sent me, by the way.
It is still early indeed & it's nearly 1 o'clock here. Did you make it to school? Gawd, if I got the four hours [how many hours did you get] sleep you got, I would have like died on the bus or at school.
I hang out with Kali because i like girls who love me for who i am. Although sometimes she is too hard on herself, and sometimes i feel like i can't control my urge to let myself go, to become lost within her.I still think she ourns over my unshure answer to her question. I also like keeping her around because she cares for me, knows me unlike anyone else, and can talk to me about anything. Besides, i know she feels as strongly about me as i do her. ♥_♥
I like having you as my boyfriend because I like guys who are sweet, nice, caring, considerate and like me for who I am. Even though sometimes you can be quite and keep to yourself, and sometimes I feel like I’m a complete and total bitch to you, I still think that you are the bravest knight in the castle. I also like keeping you around because you make me smile and besides, you breaks the awesome-o-meter. ♥
<3 Kali
