In the morning you were a mess. after what had happenend last night you just wish you could fufill Kiba's wish and die. but knew that would never happen. so you got up and took a shower then fed Akita, not bothering to feed yourself.
~~In the kitchen~~
Yukimaru was eating, and he saw that you were not eating anything.
"Mira-chan why are you not eating?" He asked.
"I'm not hungry." You answer.
"But you have to eat if you want to be strong. Well at least that is what you tell me."
You stare at him.
'He would of been one of the people that I would of killed if I did not save him, and just haveing him here makes it worse because he was the only one I saved. But I still love him and could never abandon him.' You think to yourself.
"Sure I'll eat something just to make me strong." You say.
You walk over and get some toast and eat it. When you are done you look at Yukimaru.
"See look I ate some food now I will be strong enough to train today."
"Can I come with you?" He asked.
"I thought you were hanging out with Naoko today?"
"No she went out with Gaara." He looked at the table. Sadness written all over his face.
"Sure you can come with me but when we are there you have to do whatever Kurenai tells you alright." You say with a smile.
You leave with Yukimaru walking behind you.
You wake up in the morning. You really hated yourself right now.
'ugh I'm so stupid how could I have done that to her. She always supported me when I did something wrong, and everyone has done something that they are not proud of. Uh I just wish I could fix the mess I made. God I'm so stupid.'
You take a shower and eat then head out to the training grounds
When you get there Mira is there with some little kid next to her.
'Who is this kid? Where did he come from?' these are the questions you ask yourself as you stare at Mira.
"Um. . . Kiba-kun are you alright?"
you turn to see who is talking to you and see Hinata.
"oh hey Hinata, yeah im fine." you look back over at Mira. "Who is that little boy with Mira?"
"oh that is Yukimaru." She answered.
"Where did he come from?"
"She saved him when she was on that mission. He was one of the people she was suppose to kill, but she could not bring herself to do it." Hinata said.
"oh." Was all you managed.
You sit on the ground and wait for kurenai to get there.
'Now I feel like a real jerk. She saved one of the people that she was suppose to kill. Wow could I get any more meaner.' You think.
You arrive with Yukimaru and shino is already there. You two walk over to him. You sit down on the grass and Yukimaru does the same.
"Hey Yukimaru. What's up?" Shino said.
"Hi Shino. I just wanted to come with Mira to see her train, and meet Kiba." He said.
Shino looks over at you, and you give him a look that says he's a kid, its fine.
"Oh well Kiba is over there sitting on the grass if you want to meet him." Shino said pointing to Kiba.
Yukimaru looks where shino is pointing.
"Can I go see him Mira please?" Yukimaru whinned at you.
"Yeah go ahead." You say.
He got up and ran over to Kiba.
You were sitting there minding your own buisness when Yukimaru came up to you.
"Hi are you Kiba?" He asked.
"Yeah I am and you are." You asked him, although you already knew.
"I'm Yukimaru, the little boy Mira saved. She has told me a lot about you. Im so happy I finally get to met you." He said cheerfully.
He held out his hand to you and you took it, you shook hands with him. When you let go he spoke again
"Well it was nice meeting you Kiba bye now."
"Um. . . yeah Bye Yukimaru."
He ran back to Mira's side.
'Wow now I really do feel like a big jerk.' You thought.
Yukimaru came back and sat with you again. Then kurenai showed up and said that you were just going to spare today. This time she partnered you up with Hinata instead of putting you with Kiba like she always did when you spared.
'She must know that we are not dating anymore' You think.
You showed her Yukimaru and told her why he was here. you then got to sparing. when training was done you went home.
'Well that was not as bad as I thought it would be.' you think.
Over the next month you and Kiba did not talk or even come in contact with one other except to go on missions with the team and train.