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One Moment Changes Everything!
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Ok so you can ask all my friends I can't stand leyton, im a total brucaser, but even I was completely touched by the new promo for 6x17! It seriously broke my heart! I love Peyton and I hope that she is okay, so this is for her! This is also for all my leyton friends who are probably crying right now! So i hope you guys enjoy this, its a short poem and its sad so tell me what you think!
SPECIAL SHOUT OUT TO MY GIRL LAURENCIA! WITHOUT HER I WOULD NEVER HAVE VENTURED OVER HERE! SEE I LOVE YOU THAT MUCH B/C YOU KNOW I NEVER WOULD HAVE POSTED THIS HERE OTHERWISE! TEAM CHAUREN RULES! "How can this happen in a month?" I can't believe its been one month, a moment really can change it all. Lying on the floor cradled in his arms, the world feels so big and I feel so small. Small, that's what my baby is, our baby something we created, this precious miracle growing inside of me. I press my hand to my stomach hoping to feel him or her still with me, it was supposed to be us, all three. He's looking down at me with those amazing blue eyes, i hope our child has those. I hold onto the teddy bear that he decorated the babies room with, a surprise that he didn't get to show. How can everything just change. We had the world at our feet and now its just all deranged. I close my eyes and drift to another place. A world where we're chasing after our children a big smile plastered on my face. 30 days, i've carried this baby for thirty days. It's apart of me how could i ever just give that away He's yelling at me now screaming at me not to do this. "Lucas you saw its heartbeat you saw its tiny little fingers" how can he stand there and act like this baby doesn't exist. "Just stop it" he doesn't want to hear what i'm saying. "No i want stop" i cant get the image of those sonograms out of my head, they'll never stop replaying. I'm sitting now, looking out the window. It's only been a day, but it feels like another lifetime ago He walks in and hands me the picture of our baby. "Peyton i love our baby too, but i want let you put your life in jeopardy." "That's my choice to make" i didn't mean it the way it came out, but he's not angry he doesn't scream and shout. Instead he pulls me up and looks me square in the eye. "If you have this baby you could die." He doesn't get it, he doesn't understand. The love a mother has for her baby, the love I have for my baby, is bigger than the life we have planned. "You can't ask me not to have this baby" i say and hold onto his hand. I place it on my growing belly and we hold onto each other for dear life as we stand. "I love you Lucas, I do" "I know" he says sadness evident in his eyes "that's why I can't lose you." A SINGLE MOMENT CAN CHANGE YOUR LIFE FOREVER! |
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I am glad it touched your heart, we will keep hope alive.
oh im scared but see ive always pictured you leytoners as vegitarians! you talk a big game but you'd never really go after the meat lol
yeah well i love you and ur an LPer so i did it for you! I'll say it again im a BLer and I always will be, but I think its good that u guys keep ur hope alive just like us Blers will keep our hope alive! i will really inspired to write this and i thought you LPers might like to read it so what the hay! i mean we are team chauren so that totally blurs are brucas and leyton lines!
btw game on it aint over til the fat lady sings *la la la la la* oh crap! ;)
Here's to hope for anyone...cuz it's what we do. Blur them lines, it's time to recognize.
Oh yeah i like cake we should definitely have cake and definitely eat it b/c what in the heck is the point of having cake if you cant eat it! that would just piss me off
Oh yeah i have my erasing handy and those lines are a blurring!
they will run, but they can't hide.
Why you go and hate on my Peyton boobage woman! I am not that well tremendous either...but I feel you...
we don't need an eraser we got midgets, guns, and money to blur the lines.
oh i no some of these girls up here i just know they have brooke and peyton dolls that they're totally attacking with pins and needles "how do you like me now suckers" thats scary stuff!
yeah its like we are all members of a cult or something! dude im not shaving my head i do not have a nice head circumference for that crap!
yeah thats all we need but dont forget the cake, chocolate cake that blurs the lines of everything, well like you said that and midgets
Hey no we need some cake, money and guns to blur the lines, and then we can throw the voodoo dolls away, and be all sunshine and rainbows...as if. I totally have a Brookie Voodoo doll, I used to poke it, and call it "my little lotty" Then I threw it out...the day my Brookie made up with my Cookie...Peyton.
You know it is all about the benjamins...we need to get some cult classic stuff up in here, we are diehard...maybe some shirts, then we can shave our heads and bow down to some images...yeh that would be sweet.
oh definitely t-shirts "i would go down with my ship... if i have my polka dot floaties on"
oh definitely bowing down to the breyton icons! the weird lesbian vibes they give off are oddly inviting *bows down with weird looking bald head* "weird lesbian breyton rule they arr too cool! they will rule! along side those acid munchkins momma p has been raving about"
yeah that would be some sweet action, sorry miss jackson, sexy time explosion right there
Either way thanks for the post :)
thx for commenting!
Oh and as for Brookie, she ate my cookie woman! she up and stole my cookie, I locked her in the closet.
Damn Brookie.
Weird Lesbian drama...oh yeh next OTH scenario. I like my meat well done, with a side of hot midget.
I think Luke will realize what Peyton loves, he loves her...and she is convincing...all and all it will be ok.
If anything, this whole situation is Revolutionary Road like, not the depression so much but the desperation & longing for something so bad (RR- a bigger life, LP - the baby... oddly enough the two couples want the complete opposite) they'll go through whatever it takes to have it, even if the other one wants to give up.
TWilight on the other hand is the biggest peice of BS I ever read in my life. "OOH! Look, a pretty man SPARKLES! SPARKLY! I love him!" Bella & Edward aren' in love... it's 100& LUST!
NP. You're forgiven. and yes we can debate about Twilight if you'd like. Why don't you shoot out some things about the book. Examples and situations. Things you didn't like - how you saw things. Try and be objective in your examples so that the debate can flow well and I'll do my best to help you see where I'm coming from. Ofcourse no opinionated debate is ever fully without subjectivity but you get where I'm going :)
Right, well, my main beef with the book, in general was the lack of strength & personality from Bella. She says she's a smart girl, yet she only reads, as far as I remember, once or twice, both of which were BE plot devices - plus she was reading the same book over. In Twilight with the experiment, it didn't necassarily mean she was smart - she HAD done it in her previous school, right? At the end of the 1st book, I could see it was a blatant trap, she's a smart girl, I just can't believe how she didn't see that one coming.
But it's strength mainly. She see's a guy and is just completely enthralled by him! She's willing to give up her entire life for him, yet we never saw if they actually connected as a couple ; we see that he enjoys saving her, he thinks she smells nice and she's just dazzled by him. Suddenly she LOVES him like nothing else and is 100% uttlerly and completely dazzled. We've seen them do coupley things, once... watching Romeo&Juliet, another plot device. Derrived a bit, anyways she's so desperately in love (or lust) with him that she'll jump off a cliff to hear his voice? Fair do's, but SMeyer actually thinks that it's an epic love story... I can imagine studying it in school about weak women and abusive boyfriends but I don't see how SMeyer, and others, see Bella as strong.
Basically, I don't like how Bella is portrayed as nothing without Edward - no intrests, no personality, the only thing she thinks of if Edward, she'll give up her life for him (which is pretty bitchy to Charlie and Renee)
Did being the operative word, but yeah, give it a shot.
BTW abs, you can save your writing hand, and just call me L7
To Address Bella's Lack of strength and personality
In regards to her lack of strength, I wouldn't disagree to a certain degree. This was her first time being in love - ever. It was unsettling. Embarrassing. Frustrating. Confusing. Infuriating. This unfamiliar undeniable irrefutable bone deep love she felt for this man crippled her, no doubt. She was so young. Love to that degree at that age is dangerous. I myself have never been in love, but reading the words in that book justified Bella's weakness in love. I understood it and sympathized. I excused it. It was warranted in my opinion. Being in love is exhausting. It's not realistic to be automatically strong when you're hit with a bull dozing cocktail of emotions. Emotions you're constantly battling at first. When your heart suddenly beats for someone else, it's nothing short of excruciating. Remember when they were finally a couple, that she put on a brave face most of the time. She didn't outwardly complain when Edward was away (whether it was hunting or other affairs). But Bella's thoughts were on paper for us to see. Don't you think that if you were truly painfully in love with a man (especially a man like Edward whose scent, body, voice and warm personality drew you in helplessly), that you would want him near you every second of everyday for at least good while? Keep in mind that it's Edward's beautiful soul that made Bella fall in love with him. The fact that she was incredibly attracted to him was a bad thing to her if you remember. She had the hardest time accepting that such a being was remotely interested in her. She hated the fact that she was the way she was (simple feeble regular human) and she had to behold this godlike man. Experiencing true love for the first time is new, it's awakening; blurry; unreal. It was truth on paper - I'm sure most girls in love have felt just as weak and helpless for a while because of that newfound love soaked gravitational pull they felt toward another human being. I've had crushes/ deep feelings and felt a weakness as well (of course not to Bella's degree). So I could only imagine what being in love would do to me. The tole it would take on me physically, mentally and emotionally. Especially being in love with a flawless man - truly flawless in my eyes as Edward was in Bella's.
Bella's Personality
Being the new girl in school didn't leave much room for Bella's personality at first but it did come out. She was very witty. Catty. Sarcastic. Opinionated. Her personality was actually what made her my favorite character even above Edward up until book 3/4. Bella's not the classic teenager screaming for attention and love (well not till the 2nd book at least). Bella was afraid of both. She cringed at all the attention she was getting at school but wouldn't deny the occasional flattery she felt. Bella's reaction to being in love was hysterical. She was mad. And never thought such a being like Edward could love her back. She felt inferior. Her insecurity was bare for us readers to see. I could relate with Bella in so many ways. Bella forced herself to be strong when she needed to be. However just because we got to read her weakness on paper, it didn't necessarily make her weak in general. It just makes her human. A young hormonal teenaged human. Traits like her self sacrificing attitude and her knack for saving people are elements that make her strong as well.
Those of us who love someone and let that someone love us back are automatically vulnerable. Weak. Prone to destruction (a.k.a New Moon). It wasn't that Bella was nothing without Edward. She had a whole life before him. It was the attachment they formed when coming together. It was the love (which isn't a strong enough word for those two); the exchange of hearts that left Bella bleeding when Edward left. She never healed right because Edward was apart of her at that point. So her irrational actions (jumping off a cliff) was her literally losing it. It's like being without oxygen. Can you imagine losing someone for whom you were willing to give up your life? A whole world. An alternate world - gone in an instant. What would that do to you?
The Blatant Trap
I assume you're referring to James?
You know she knew it was a trap. It was mentioned in the book. She knew she'd lose. She knew she'd die but she wasn't about to let her mother die without trying. She knew if she invited her vampire possy to come along that James would detect their scent from afar and kill her mother before the Cullens broke the studio doors down. Remember that quote about dying for someone you love? Bella's the classic martyr. Throughout the series Bella continually stretched herself thin for her loved ones (another personality trait that I admired and pitied) which constantly put her in danger. But Bella's genuine love for her friends and family was controversial at best. Not everyone understood why she did what she did half the time, but they slowly realized [one by one] that Bella always acted out of love. She's the kind of person who would readily die might her loved ones live.
Edward and Bella's Love Story
For Edward and Bella it was Lust at first sight. That Infatuation quickly evolved into a unshakable love. It wasn't Edward's physical traits that made Bella fall in love with him. His physicality rendered Bella humbly engrossed by him. She was curious and embarrassed by her obsession. As Edward said, a vampire's traits (his scent, his voice, his face, his body) draws its prey in. Bella was Edward's prey and she was more drawn in than the average girl because it soon went beyond fascination. She was instantly connected to him. Everytime she and Edward spoke to they began to know one another more and more. The fascination morphed into admiration; awe for eachother's souls. Sometimes it doesn't take much to fall in love. I know you didn't want me to compare, but look at Lucas and Peyton in season 1. But Lucas is Bella and Peyton is Edward (minus the "I desperately want to suck your blood you're so tasty" bit). Remember how fast leyton fall in love after some conversations here and there. Lucas' ingenuity and pure warmth drew peyton in, and Peyton the mysterious wounded artist made Luke feel like he could relate to her - save her. He was in awe of her and felt unworthy for a long time. They were both outsiders without another half. When they finally spoke, it was all over. They couldn't be without eachother. Sometimes it happens that fast (I'll stop there because I know Leyton also have many differences to E&B).
Back to E&B: it's hard to comprehend a love that drives someone to give up their life. But keep in mind that this whole vampire thing exmays the real life love situations. This is a whole other level. Bella isn't in a human situation so her decisions could not be as objective. As simplified. She entered a whole new world and adopted a whole new family along with it. Falling in love with a vampire turned her life upside down. Her own family had been torn apart years ago so though it broke her heart to let them go, she was prepared to do it when the time came. She quickly realized that if she wanted to keep Edward, she'd have to become one of them. A large part of her wanted to seeing as how their very essence dazzled her. She wanted to be "perfect" like Edward. But when Edward revealed the darkness of his life (being a newborn, never breathing, having a heart that no longer beats, forever thirsting for human blood, never sleeping, never enjoying food, being solitude from most humans, etc.), Bella began to realize what she was giving up for him. But she had to make a choice. She knew that if she didn't become one of them, she'd age quickly. She wouldn't be able to enjoy her love with him for long. She wouldn't grow old with him. So she reluctantly made her choice. Remember her hesitation time and time again. It wasn't like she was happy to do it. She was devastated at the thought of leaving Charlie, Renee and Phil. But Destiny called - yes it's hard to put your mind around someone being destined for vampirism, but that's the way things unfolded. Even before she became a vampire she was immune to the majority of their gifts (predominantly the gifts that required one to enter the mind of another). So when Bella finally became a vampire she had quite the extraordinary talent. Not to mention the extraordinary immunity. As you know, newborns were reckless and lost in a painful lustful frenzy. Bella was so controlled - so strong. Like it was meant to be - twisted I know, but different; intriguing.
To simplify it: Destiny is bigger than us. And sometimes we have to make sacrifices when we finally answer destiny's call. Every one of us in the real world has a destiny to fulfill. Mind you it's most likely NOT one that requires superhuman powers or an action packed dangerous lifestyle, but it does require commitment. Sacrifice. Change. It takes a truly humble strong person to fully answer destiny's call. Hope that makes sense.
wow momma p is right girl you know ur stuff! i think washington could use those fine debating skills;)
L7 who's sarah?
im sorry i confused you, i have that affect on people ;)
BTW abs, you are so...whoa good. I remb our debate, I won't even go there. props!
hey what did we debate about again?
http://www.fanpop.com/spots/leyton/pickks/
It's always fun to have a friendly debate :)
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