So if you really know me in here you have most llikely heard of me talk about my teacher who i absouletly adore and love because she is my role model. Well about 4 weeks ago me and her where in a tutoring session after school and we moved into her office. i just happened to look up at her and she was looking down at some papers, and i noticed how extremly attracted i was to her. she noticed me looking and i just ended up blushing and looking away. that night i thought about her, so much i had a dream about her too. i woke up the next day and just blew it off, because i hardly ever fall for someone in rl.
but when i got to school, i suddenly got nervous and she invaded my head so much she could have been running out my ears. i felt butterflies and my heart refusing to beat when i walked toward her class. when i saw her i couldnt breath at all and just tried to look away and ignore her. i was like this with her for about 2 weeks. sunday rolled around and i got a call from her. she asked if i was doing ok and if she could talk with me the next day at school. i gave in and said yes, although it was a huge mistake.

I love her deeply, though she cant see it...my knees falling out beneath me.
a gentle smile, whitch drives me wild, for whitch i cant control it.
a laugh like honey, a wink of play.
mysterious as the night, bright as day.
i hide from her, though shes always there..how badly do i want to run my fingers through her hair.
i need her warmth, to hold me close, and yet shes so far away.
a tender kiss, on soft sweet woman lips.
a great dear friend, until the end, she loves me as i love her. but knowing we can never be, unless if i grow older.

*OK i suck at poetry so dont be all like "HEY..u suck" people ik i suck. but this is how i feel sometimes being in love with someone i cant be with. this was written for my amazing friend, one who i love more then she will ever know, i love you very much MEE:)--and no not mee as in me, myself...those is my code name for my love.



any other poets out there? id really lke to read a nice love poem, doesnt have to be all rymey or even about someone in real life you can just write it or maybe..dedicate it to someone you love but could never recive it back.

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Im lesbian. I dont like bullying or gay bashin or desremination.
But when we say "Your an idiot" or "Your a disgrace cause you hate homosexuals" ...how is that helping us? People. If they dont like us, thats their choice. we cant make everybody love us because we love us.
If we are gay/lesbian/bi/trans..thats who we are. we know who we like and dislike and so does some straight person who isnt a fan of same sex couples. big fricken woop...theres gay people who think being straight is weird??
But that doesnt give them the right to ban us gays from doing what straights do, or bullying gays, taking away our rights. But all im saying is...if you dont want this to become worse...dont join them in what they do by continuing the hate cycle. let them think what they want and worry about your life. You like gays, im with ya. dont like gays, hey your opinion if they cant force us to stop fighting for what we belive them dont start thinking you can stop them from what they belive in. we are all different.