Everyday that I know you love me
Saves my life
I'm scared of work
But thinking of how much you love me
I don't care
If I'm hired
If I'm fired
Or if someone shouts at me
For sure wanting to be with you
Is the reason why I work
The only reason why I'm scared of losing my job
Is the money I need for seeing you
But in all situations your love gives me strength
I know you love me
That's the most important thing to me
So everything else can go wrong
I know when I feel like crying
There's you who listens to me
You who tries to calm me
That makes me feel safe
It makes me stronger
More self-confident
I do things on my own
Which I never thought I could do
There's no reason for suicide
Cause it's worth living
For loving you

<3333 thank you so much for making every day the most special day of my life. I love you soooo sooo much <3333 *-*

I wrote this yesterday when I was on the bus headed back to Portugal from Germany

I won't forget
The sad face you had
When the bus left
I couldn't help but cry
As I moved further and further from you

What seemed so long
went so fast
And all that's left are memories
Such amazing moments
Spent with my tiny sweet angel
And the promise that we'll meet again soon

In France now
Heading to Spain
Then Portugal
I'm going home
But not really happy about it
For me home is where you are
No matter where
I'll only feel complete when I'm with you

So here I am
The time goes by
And I miss you each second

You are truely the one for me
I don't even have a shadow of doubt about that

Love you very much my most amazing and beautiful in everyway *-*

FOREVER YOU <333

Some hours ago, just a few.
You were still here.
Crying with me.
Cause we knew this was the day for you
To get back home again
Everything went too fast
One last kiss
Then you were already in the bus.
The other half of me is going thousands of miles away.
I sit back in the car
and immediately start crying.
It's not like you broke up with me.
Not at all
But still it hurts
We got so much closer in these two weeks
Even closer than before
Spending every day with you
Seeing your face when I wake up
Falling asleep in your arms
Crying on your shoulder
Laughing with you
It made me realize how much I want you in my life
My future
I felt like running after the bus
but ended up crying and standing there like frozen
I come home, look at the bed, the messy bed
We have been there some hours ago
I slept in your arms
It hurts so much looking at it