Backwards leaving
Barely beating
Stupid reasons
Useless feelings
I wasn't that surprised (its always part of my)
Awkward attempts to stay gone
I remain unknown
[Chorus:]
Im bleeding where I bled
Im hiding where I hid
Im entertained in sicker things
And everybody said
Im burning out instead
The softer side of unbearable
Feel castrated
Complicated
Mind mistreated
I wasn't that prepared (I wasn't that aware)
Just wanted to disappear
I remain unknown
[Chorus]
Come Around, coming down
Giving a frown, to the sound
When I hit ground
I the way that I say
When I know that I don't give a fcuk
about it anyway
Stay awake, Feeling cold and tired
Resignation - life's forsaken
I should have thought ahead
And I remain unknown
[Chorus]
I'm sicker than I thought
I'm fighting what I fought
I'm right back where I started from
Backwards leaving, Barely beating
Barely beating
Stupid reasons
Useless feelings
I wasn't that surprised (its always part of my)
Awkward attempts to stay gone
I remain unknown
[Chorus:]
Im bleeding where I bled
Im hiding where I hid
Im entertained in sicker things
And everybody said
Im burning out instead
The softer side of unbearable
Feel castrated
Complicated
Mind mistreated
I wasn't that prepared (I wasn't that aware)
Just wanted to disappear
I remain unknown
[Chorus]
Come Around, coming down
Giving a frown, to the sound
When I hit ground
I the way that I say
When I know that I don't give a fcuk
about it anyway
Stay awake, Feeling cold and tired
Resignation - life's forsaken
I should have thought ahead
And I remain unknown
[Chorus]
I'm sicker than I thought
I'm fighting what I fought
I'm right back where I started from
Backwards leaving, Barely beating
And I wondered why you came for all this after so long
When it ripped into you like the son you never were
And I don't think this is what you wanted now
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
And I wondered why you never doubted getting there
(so far from here)
When it pulls you down and throws you over, waiting there
Why do you always end up right back here
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
You always end up here
You always end up here
You always end up
When it ripped into you like the son you never were
And I don't think this is what you wanted now
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
And I wondered why you never doubted getting there
(so far from here)
When it pulls you down and throws you over, waiting there
Why do you always end up right back here
It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near
Sit around and blame the one that put you here
I laughed aloud to drown it out
So I could breathe and feel the space around me
(I'm not kidding anymore)
You always end up here
You always end up here
You always end up