I woke up in the middle of the night screaming a blood curdling scream. Dazed, tired, scared, and confused i go and sit on the end of my bed. Trying to figure out what happened in my dream, except my dream isn't a dream its a nightmare. Actually its neither its reality. Its what i have to deal with since i found out who and what i am. It also started when i found my other half, my love, and my best friend, Jared.
I walked to school at a very slow and measured pace. Not wanting to face alll the people who hate and fear me....
Many say that candy is a luxary, with its sweet, sweet taste and it's smell. Many others say its a sign of love(chocolate). But what they don't know is that for ever good thing theres a bad thing. There can never be a perfect day. Chocolate is sweet but it makes you fat. Music is wonderful but can make you go deth.(i cant spell)
So now is when you say why can't somthing or some time be perfect? Why, why because it's a mystery never to be solved and never can be solved. You live life then die quiet alone in peace..........
WOW i find my self sayin WOW alot lately in my world where if you don't move fast the world moves with out u and ur just stuck as a memory in the back of someones mind so i move fast so i will never feel the pain that comes in life when u don't want it to so i started to move fast i stopped cryin and just wrote wat i felt i stopped havein feelings and just had one sad and that never changed i was bored and a lil scared but of wat i would ask my self y i was scared guess it was of slowin down takein time to notice wats in front of me so i started slowin down but at the wrong time so i started...
What is death? A word used to decribe the afterlife? Who knows, nobody just another mystery. People say when you die you go to heaven, nirvana, they even say that your spirit leaves your body for another. I would feel cheated that I was left there by my self, not even my soul wants me.
Some say thats the feeling of alone is the worst feeling of all, I say a feeling is a feeling that is better than nothin at all. Nothin is to me the only pain anyone can really have nothin just simpley nothin.
What does the word life mean to you? Is it a clock counting down the time you have here on earth? Or is it a word that gives feeling, emotion, sadnes.
What would you do if you had a life of no joy, sadnes, feelings, emotions. Some say a life that only dreams can reach. Some say a life wearth aiming for, Me? I think life as a word used to cover the reason were here and why is that? The resaon were here is like the reason for all things, its a mystery never to be solved and never can be solved.