January 1, 2015,

I looked around the hospital room and said "I'm so glad that I can finally go home! I didn't expect it to take that many days for me to be rehydrated enough to go home!" Kyle said as we walked out to my truck "what do you think your family is going to say when they find out that you're pregnant with my baby?" I said "you heard what the doctor said to me yesterday; I can't be stressed out and I can pretty much guarantee you that a few people in particular are going to raise my stress level once they find out I'm pregnant again! The whole reason I passed out in the first place was because of the pressure that was being put on me! The last thing I need are my uncles and aunt Janet complaining about me being pregnant!!!" Kyle said "I understand that you don't want to tell them; but you can't hide it forever! Wouldn't you rather them find out from us? Rather than the other option; which is to show up one day with a huge stomach and have your water break!" I said "it's completely up to you whether you want to tell them are not! All I know is that I'm not putting up with their BS because it's not good for me or the baby! You can tell them; just don't do it...

There once was a girl named angel owens.she was a VERRY beautiful woman who cared about so many people.one day on her way to work she ran into michael jackson.she fell so hard that she twist her ankle pretty bad.mj lift her up and sat her down in his car and drove her to his mansion."were am i" she mumbled." "Your at my house you fell a hurt your ankle" said michael jackson.all of a sudden,ngelbeyes widen.she could not believe the fact that she was in the house of her #1 favorite singer. " oh dear,im sorry,im michael jackson you may have hea"-" its okay,i know you from miles and miles away"angel said while cutting him off.michael looked at her as if she was the most pretty woman ever which she was." Would you like something to eat or drink"michael said while walking to the kitchen.angel still was shocked tosee him.she just stared out of space ."hellooo,ms angel,are you okay" michael called out to her. Angel thinking:"O MY GOD! MICHAEL JACKSON IS TALKING TO ME,WHAT SHOULD I DO WHAT SHOULD I SAY," ANGEL TURNED TO HIM AND SAID" a glass of water and.......and.......uh.......just water" " your cute when you act like that angel" michael said with a smile that brighted the room up....

January 4, 2014,

I have been a complete emotional wreck ever since I found out that Damien wants to fight me for custody of Carter. Part of me wants to believe that it's because he's a changed person and wants to be a father to Carter; but I know in my heart that that isn't the truth! Never in 1 million years did I think Damien would do something like this!

I had spent all morning in my bedroom and had not come downstairs in days! Kyle came upstairs and sat down next to me on the bed. He asked "are you okay? I've never seen you cry so much before!" I said "I won't be okay until this whole Damien thing is over with! Carter's five years old and still thinks that you're his father! I was hoping it would stay that way for a long time! I don't want him to face the reality of who his father really is! Damien isn't the kind of father that Carter can be proud of! Damien is an alcoholic player who takes advantage of any girl that he sees and he is living in some chick's basement! I don't want Carter exposed to all of that; especially because he understands so much more now than he did before!" Kyle said "I hate that we even have to deal with this right now! If...