Part 1: All the lies in her life!
I was standing there muted as a fish. I couldn’t believe in what I was seeing. Why did this happen to me? Why? Why was my best friend and my girlfriend doing this in front of me? I saw Bella look at me. Then she looked down after. Why was she not brave enough to look at me after she had done all of these things? I saw tears dropping and rolling on her cheek. We all couldn’t say a word. I ran to Zayn, snatch his arms to force him stand up. I punched his as much as possible. But Zayn even didn’t try to dodge my punches. His mouth began to bleed. He said:
“Just punch me. I deserve that, Niall.”
Bella ran to hug my waist, begging:
“Nialler, I’m sorry. It’s all my fault.”
I turned back and gave her a black look. I saw her beautiful eyes wheeling up in tears. Her face made my heart really hurt.
I said motionlessly:
“Bella, oh. We are done. It’s all over.”
Then I walked fast to my room and packed my luggage. How could they hurt me like that? I was just a stupid guy. They all fooled me all the time. I would never forgive them. I loved Bella too much, which made me even hurt more.
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I hurriedly put my clothes on. I had never seen Niall look at me like that. This was the first time. When I heard he say that we were done, my heart was shattered into million pieces. I couldn’t lose Niall. I couldn’t just let him go like that. I ran out of the room, leaving Zayn sitting alone. I ran to Niall’s room and knocked the door in tears.
“Nialler… Nialler… please open the door for me. Please, I’m sorry. I’m so so so sorry.
I cried my eyes out and punched the door with all my strength. I screamed:
“Niall! Niall! Please!”
Suddenly he opened the door and rushed downstairs with his suitcase. I ran after Niall and grasped his arms, insisting:
“Please, Niall, please forgive me this time. I didn’t mean to…”
“Bella, I need to go now. I can’t believe I myself have to see the girl I love cheating on me.”
I screamed in tears:
“Niall, Niall. I love you. Please don’t leave me.”
“Why do I have to stay while you have your beloved ex-boyfriend take care of?”
“What do you mean, Niall?”
“Just answer me. Since when did you know that Zayn was your ex-boyfriend?”
Oh my fucking god, what was he talking about? I was so confused that I couldn’t understand anything.
“What? What is that? What are you talking about?”
“I ask: Since when did you know Zayn was your ex-boyfriend?”
I felt like the sky was falling down on my life. I shouted at Niall:
“What the fuck? Zayn is my ex-boyfriend. Oh my god. He is ‘Handsome’? He is Zainy? Please tell me it’s not the truth.”
He was surprised:
“What? You don’t know he is your ex-boyfriend and you still sleep with him?”
“I didn’t sleep with Zayn. And you have to explain for me about the fact that you know everything but you lie to me all the time.”
“I lie to you? Look at yourself. Why do you never understand my feelings? I love you too much that I become that selfish.”
I shouted, crying:
“But you lie to me! Do you know how wretched I am to overcome nostalgia of Zainy? Do you know how much I have cried? You are too selfish to me. You only think of you. You never care about my feelings. You are such a jerk, Niall. Go away.”
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