Another month had past with my crazy life,my relationship stood still with Derek,but my dad didn't approve so I couldn't.I was daddys little girl so did as he said.
It was an average school day,I chatted with Rebecca while holding Derek's hand.It was around lunch,Derek had left us so he could go to the "library." I didn't really believe that.
There was new student,named alex.He was tall but looked quite awkward,he honestly creeped me out.He sat behind me in math and he tried to smell my hair.He always stares at me.
He had walked in to the cafeteria.
"Is that that Alex guy?"Asked Rebecca.
"Yea,He so weird."said Angel.
"Shhh..he's coming this way."I told them.
He awkwardly walked over.Some guys pushed him down.
They laughed and lefted him covered in food.
I got up and helped him up.
"Are you okay?"I asked.
He froze,And stared at me.It kind of scared me.
He took my hand and got up.
"Um,I'm Ronnie,Do you want to come sit with us?"
I started to walk back to our table,he followed.
"Those guys are such jerks!I should give them a piece of my mind."said angel with anger.
Rebecca and Angel went and caught up to those guys that pushed Alex.We sat there awkwardly alone.I tried to avoid eye contact.
"Um..I'm Alex."He studdered.
"Oh well,hi."I tried to be nice.
"Can I ask you somthing?"he didn't look at me.
"Um,okay."I wasn't sure.
"I kind of...of like you,"He was shaking."Do you want go out with me,please,I can treat you right.I'm a nice guy."he was pouring out his heart to me.
I thought it was sweet.
"Um,Can we just be friends?"
He was silenced,I didn't know what to say or do.
He got up and ran away.I had broke his heart immeditatly felt guilty.The girls returned to the table.
"Where did that Alex kid go?"asked Rebecca
"Oh well,who cares?Now let's go find James,he's probably in the bathroom smoking somethin."Laughed angel.
"Does he really do that?"She asked.
"I don't know but he acts like it."she giggled.
I had went home to get some lunch,I had stepped in to the house.My mind ran through flashbacks from when I was younger,it seemed just like it was yesterday,just a dream.
I heard an eerie silence,then a cry.
"Anna?"I called out.
I looked into the living room,she sat on the couch,tears running down her face.She held a photo,It was of her friend Drew.
"What's wrong?"I came closer to her,I sat next to her on the couch.
"I can't tell you,Your going to hate me."
"Why would you say that?Look at me."I wiped her tears with my thumb"Your my wife and mother of my children,I love you and whatever it is I'm going to stay right here."
"I made a mistake,I was so stupid,"she sobbed."You weren't my 1st time"
I couldn't believe it,I thought I was her 1st love her 1st kiss everything.
"What?"I asked hopelessly,hoping she meant something else.
"I was pregnant,I hid it from everyone,I lied to you,I kept it from you for 18 years and I regret it."She cried.
I didn't know what to say but this..
"You mean to tell me,Our whole marriage is a lie?That our children are nothing but a lie!"I shouted.I threw my fist at the coffee table,I tried to ignore the aganizing pain.I let out grunt of anger and pain.I grabbed my bag and ran out the door,I slammed the door when I left.She shouted at me,I could believe it,all of it was like a dream turning in to a nightmare.I gott in my car,that's when my phone rang,I didn't know then that that one phone call would change my life forever.
The bell had rang and as usaul,Students rampaged to there lockers,Hearing the buzz of people chatting and slams of lockers weighed down on my head.I said bye to my friends then locked my locker and headed into the main hall.Then I heard a gun shot,I froze,My life flashed through my head,remembering a memory of when I was a child at a park in new York on a sunny day,grass pure green and freshly cut,the breeze in the air with the sun warming my body,my father holding me smiling,then a memory of my mother holding me singing"You are my sun shine." comforting me about my lost doll,To the moment I had met Derek,the lost angelic face I longed for.
I looked straight ahead of me,Alex, with tears in his eyes,shot off the gun again directly at me.I felt a pain but I looked down I was unharmed,Derek jumped Infront of the bullet for me.He laid on the ground in blood.I knelt down crying,beside him.He was barely breathing.
"Why would you do that,silly?"I cried.
He looked down at his body.
"I'm bleeding love all for you,I love you."and with that said his head fell back and he took his last breath.
I held him in my arms,as tears rolled slick off my face,I kissed him.At that second I heard another gun shot,Blood splattered on me.I looked up,there laid Alex's life less body.I felt a shock of guilt,I reached out for his gun I grabbed it and put it against my head,At the spilt second I almost pulled the trigger.Someone yelled.
I looked up to see Derek standing infront of me.I was confused,I held his body but he was infront of me.He wiped my tears,Bent down and kissed me.
"I'm going to be fine."he whispered.
Then he vanished.
The ambulance soon arrived.
I gazed apon dereks face.I didn't know what to do,so I held my breath till I pasted out.