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I suffer from depression and a whole other mental disorders as well.a few months ago I reached my rock bottom when I was devastated and began to self harm thinking about death.
But I maneged to tell my sister through texting as I was to afraid of how she would react.
She had seen my scars and I had no choice but to explain to her about how I was feeling.
I didint tell her I wanted to kill myself.
My sister then went on to tell my parents who just recently got me a docter.
Sometimes I feel so Lonley,so sad and so much self hatred that it powers over me.
It's hard to explain to someone who doesn't experience the disorders like depression but remember that you are not alone.
And that stupid voice inside your head telling you that you are worthless or that you should kill yourself is not you but the mental disorders that you have.
You can't let the monsters win.
You have to fight even if it means not bringing a sword or your fists but you need to talk to someone.
Anyone.
I know it's scary.
It's scary as hell but there are so many wonderful things in this world,bueatiful things and you need to remember that.
Tell a parent,sibling,docter,teacher,friend or even a help line online because you are not fighting alone.
We are all fighting are monsters,the thing about them is they make you feel like you have no escape but death.
You are not alone.
You were never alone.
Remember that.
So please when you feel like this don't kill yourself.
Because you are a bueatiful person who has someone out their searching for you.you have dreams,hopes,fears and several million cells in your body fighting right now.
They all care for you.
And it does help,when you get back your hope I mean.

You don't feel alone as much as you did before.
Because we have to fight these monsters.

Hey girly.... Sometimes in these situations we just need to take a deep breath. I have had major illness issues too, but as I got older, I got better. Sometimes things take time. I know you don't want to hear this, but you need to. All of us are here for you, we can talk to you if you feel lonely or need a friend etc. Were all here for you, especially me.

As of the peter situation, It takes time. It really does. it takes time to remember your adventures with him and Neverland adventures. Again I know you don't want to hear it but its the only advice we have for you.

Message me if you need to talk.

xoxo Anna:)