Ashley here again! Well i had a bad day yesterday and its just shocking heres what happened:

My grandma got a higher blood pressure and she sleeps again.And i think she collapse.I was sad...i was crying.Well after my dream of peter.My friend told me that maybe Peter was disappointed cause im gonna be 14...older than him.So my friend said is up to me i'll make a desision if i see him.To stay with him? Or to stay with my family.But i want both . ...but ny situation is really different...haha anyways lets get back.I was crying in my bed as i whisper to myself."Peter....i want to stay...but i love my family...",i really cried and suddenly...i saw a shadow flying in my room as i was shock and get up in my bed! Well i wasnt nervous.But i just keep crying.Well i was wearing my nightgown though last night haha! And nice to meet of those who know me now! Hope you all answer this problem i had! ^-^