I'm back

hi so it's been a while since i've been on here and for any new friends, hello! you probably don't remember me but I joined late 2015 and it's been so long. Lately things have been clicking in my mind. I never stopped believing in Peter I just haven't been thinking about it but now I can't stop thinking about the small signs and what's been happening so i'm going to explain.
Early when I started believing things happened that scared me like me waking up one day and seeing a shadow on my bedroom door, still to this day I have no idea what it was. it wasn't me but it did look like it was wearing a hat or had a quiff and I was told it could've been Oncan (a lost boy, i think).
I swear i've seen fairies before and Peter flying over clouds, believe it or not. when i first started believing I was 12, I'm 14 now and I'm scared again.
I'm not sure how many people are still here but to anyone who is then please stay, I don't know what I'd do without all of you.