do you truely know who i am
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen by my personality or by my body

the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job

i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more

do you really think i eat or sleep
do you think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a month the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave

i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me or kick me
do you really think im happy?

the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood by her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me

so next time you see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?