I'm trying to move on but I don't know how or where to start my heart is falling apart every where I look I have to put my head in a book or the memorys of you and me will come back and I want be able to hold the tears back when I look at you I wonder if your suffering to I wonder if you ever looked my way with tears in your eye's I would love if we could stand side by side one more time before I lose my life because the thing is I wanted to stay with you but I guess you didn't feel the same so you though you could just walk away and leave me behind you should know better I don't give up so...
Crippled soul, strung with fears
Is running into disaster
Of paranoia and indestructible fear,
While your thoughts are struggling
With images of rottenness
Which is spreading as spiral evil,
Devastates every form of intelligent mind,
Now already lost in insanity of own mind.
Fear is growing inside,
Your mind is filled with worries,
While the picturesque dreams
Will corrode already exhausted brain.