sorry for hateing you
sorry for everything
wish i could retrace my steps that day
now your gone moved away
i wish i could stand face to face with you
and say sorry for hurting you sorry for everything ive done
i hope your not dead i hope your alive if you are hear reading this my friend im sorry so sorry
i understand my friend if you will not forgive me i chose to be mad at you when you tried to apolagize
just know this friends are forever
i will keep you in my head if i forget ill still have you in my heart
and hopefully you will keep me in yours now your gone you wont see me but you have raised me up higher than the mountains
youve raised me up to more then i can be
i was strong when i was on your sholders
i am sorry carolyn kellar for what has happend
sorry for everything
wish i could retrace my steps that day
now your gone moved away
i wish i could stand face to face with you
and say sorry for hurting you sorry for everything ive done
i hope your not dead i hope your alive if you are hear reading this my friend im sorry so sorry
i understand my friend if you will not forgive me i chose to be mad at you when you tried to apolagize
just know this friends are forever
i will keep you in my head if i forget ill still have you in my heart
and hopefully you will keep me in yours now your gone you wont see me but you have raised me up higher than the mountains
youve raised me up to more then i can be
i was strong when i was on your sholders
i am sorry carolyn kellar for what has happend
are flooding
my heart,
I cannot sleep,
I cannot see...
Where is
the truth
hiding?
Within
my heart,
within
my heart...
There
it sleeps,
there
it fears.
I've seen it,
oh
I have.
Deep down
inside
your blue eyes,
I have seen,
I have felt...
It's tearing me,
oh
you're not letting me...
Oh no,
you're not letting me
love you
the way I want,
so I'm still afraid
to give you my heart.
I'm afraid
of
what I have seen
inside
your blue eyes,
but I hug you...
I hug you
as if I know
that I will never
come back
to you.
I hug you
as if I don't see...
That coldness
inside
your blue eyes,
but I'm still
looking at you.
Sad and hurt,
for you're not letting me,
oh
you're not letting me
love you
the way I want.
A beginning & an end
Death is a friend or a fiend
Life can be dark and cold as the deepest depth of the mighty oceans
And dangerous as a threatened wolf in her forest.
Our minds are the blessing of a curse
What is real?
Do we feel?
Are we drones of our own creations?
An end shall come to this nation
A new age is drawing near
The old ones will die
Perhaps in vain or insane
Its death will deliver our rebirth
Of illumination
The extinction of the selfish & violent ones will seal our survival
The future is our revival
OF
RUST
do you breathe the name
of your saviour in your hour of need
and taste the blame
if the flavour should remind you of greed
of implication, insinuation and ill will
till' you cannot lie still
in all this turmoil
before red cape and foil
come closing in for a kill
come feed the rain
’cause i'm thirsty for your love
dancing underneath the skies of lust
yeah, feed the rain
’cause without your love my life
ain't nothing but this carnival of rust
it's all a game, avoiding failure
when true colors will bleed
all in the name of misbehaviour
and the things we don't need
i lust for after no disaster can touch
touch us anymore
and more than ever
i hope to never fall, where enough
is not the same it was before
don't walk away, don't walk away
when the world is burning
don't walk away, don't walk away
when my heart is yearning
A man is sitting with demons
Inside his head.
In this room of memories,
Only death breathes,
A man lives with gloom,
A man dies with sadness.
Inside his eyes ,
In that depth of blue terror,
Years of despair are seen,
Years of struggle are painted.
His life,
Cruel and lonely,
Was never a joy,
Bitter and sad
This man lives with demons
Of past.
I can see the pain that
Is painted on his face,
Silhouettes of past that
Play this music of terror,
I see only darkness and despair
Inside the eyes of a sad man.
This sadness is mine too,
This poem is written by the curse of
The children who will never meet happiness,
This poem is a poem of a sad man,
A man who sees nothing but greys.
just say the words and forget
But Not for me
Words that Hurt Not As the winds
Blows and Gone...
Words that HURT it's Knife...
As it walkin' through......... teared ,destroyed,,,PAin
Have u ever felt it?
Not just Lies upon ur Big smile,,
But this is Me,,,
Who Taste The knife that walkin' through ur words
And the feeling left after It,,,
even the time can't erased It..
please stop shouting to me...
yesterday u say "shorty,,,,lovely,,,Miss me ..."
but now u say "damn,,,Im changed ,,,I never understands U'
How Come..
the same souls says the opposite in a minutes????
where've u been?
Im Just a girl with a fragile hearth ,,Im just a girl that searching for a mate...
Just a masochist that Hope,,,time will erased all my pain..
Don't do this to me...
Once I can't stand off,,,
I'll Lost
And u'll never found me..
I never wish hurt,,,
Just Understands Me
Help Me Please for i am on my knees begging beyond a beggar praying beyond a saint lying more than a sinner i need someone to set me free from my chains of life, time and time again the same old routine i dont need the same thing over and over again please before my eyes become raw sore for i fear i can see no more sore for every day that leads to night i fear for you and me the temptation to leave them behind everything and everyone, all i know is that i need someone braver and stronger than me mentally, save me for i can not save myself help me for my future health
