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it.is.in.the.results...>.<

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words.i.chant.to..myself.

are.all.but.lies

horrible.things.i.am.called

led.me.down.this.path.to.suicide

convincing.myself

i.am.nothing.at.all

telling.myself.

noone.will.catch.me.when.i.fall

i.look.in.the.mirror

a.reminder.of.how.im.not.good.eough

and.never.will.be

take.out.a.razor.

im.so.sick.of.being.me

feel.relief

as.the.blood.trickels.down

i.start.to.punch.the.mirror

never.again.will.i.see.my.reflection

just.another.reminder

of.how.better.peoples.lives.would.be

without.a.piece.of.shit.like.me

those.words.keep.comming.back

and.playing.in.my.head

repeating.it.all

reliving.that.moment.again

i.need.to.stop.tese.nightmares.put.a.gun.­to.­my.­hea­d

i.figure.out.that.i.am.better.off.dead

writing.a.simple.not

explaining.my.downward.spiral

my.hearts.starts.to.beat.faster

an.uncontrolable.pace

want.to.make.it.stop

pull.the.trigger

no.longer.do.i.breathe

you.then.come.home

so.sad.and.hopeless

you.see.my.arms

scars.of.depression.and.rage

carved.in.the.words

to.lost.to.be.saved

im.sorry.for.my.mistakes

and.ever.being.born

but.i.took.it.all.away

with.only.a.gunit.ended.my.nightmares

those.words.no.longer.haunt.me

no.reflection.to.taunt.me

it.was.my.life.i.had.to.take

for.i.am.so.tired.of.being.your.perfect.m­ist­ake­

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