I grew up from the time I was eleven on this fanclub and its become somewhat of a ghost town. This club has lost all the old fans. Most of you weren't fans before Michael died, or by the time the funeral came or when Prince and Paris spoke at the grammys. But I was and I'd say those were like the best two years of my life. I loved Prince so deeply and thought I knew him but I really didn't and when he came on twitter my mind was blown cause he was totally diffrent but the thing is I liked him even more then. Then people were all crazed cause he got his hair cut and now all anyone cares about...
February, 4, 2011 I was sitting in the living room and my stomach started growling. Chris looked at me and said” all we have in the kitchen is a jar of pickles.” I said” will you go get them please?” He stood up and said” wait a minute; I thought you hated pickles?” I said” I’ll take any food at this point….need food!!!” While he was in the kitchen I heard the glass break and said” that better not have been the pickles!!!” I walked into the kitchen and Chris said” my hands slipped.” I smiled and jokingly said” I hate you so much right now!!!” I grabbed my...
February, 2, 2011, I woke up with Reegan lying next to me crying. I picked him up and said” what’s wrong R.J?” As I was holding him a few mean text messages from Prince showed up on Chris’s phone. I deleted them as Chris was walking into the bedroom. I passed Reegan to him and said” you’re changing diapers while I’m pregnant because I can’t stand the smell!!!” He sat down on the bed and said” I feel like such a jerk, your brother hates me!!!” I put my arm around him and said” I feel bad about it too.” Chris said” what we did was worth it though… he will forget...
January, 31, 2011, We just got back home from our honeymoon a few minutes ago. I stood there in the middle of our bedroom with the door locked shut. I looked at a pregnancy test as a little pink plus sign appeared. I ran into the bathroom and hid it at the bottom of the trash can so Chris wouldn’t see it!!! We got in the car and headed over to Debbie’s ranch for the day. When we got there she was standing in front of the house waving. We both got out of my truck and she went to give me a hug and I pulled away from her. Debbie took...
So, this is it. My life is officially over because of my so-called-friend, Niki.
We used to do everything together, we learned how to ride bikes together, we went home from school together, we would go trick or treating and caroling together, when she fell off the swing, I was the one to call for help, and when I fell off a tree she was the one who called my mom..
What happened to us?
I tried calling her, but all I could get was her voice mail.
"Hey! This is Niki! Sorry I can't answer your call right now, I'm off somewhere. Leave me a message?"
January, 24, 2011, I woke up and Chris was still sleeping so I started to pack because we are leaving on our honeymoon to Florida in a few hours. As I was looking around for clothes and toothpaste I realized that Chris didn’t bring anything from Grandma’s house to Neverland!!! I went over to Chris and shook him awake. When he opened his eyes I said” I’ll be right back; I have to go get some stuff at Grandma’s.” He closed his eyes and said” O.K. I’m going back to sleep.” As I walked into Grandma’s house Prince was changing Reegan’s diaper. Prince looked up and said”...
October 8th, 2011
Today Prince, Paris, Blanket, and Me were heading to our father's tribute right now and I know that wherever our dad is, that he will be watching us.
Paris is wearing the 'Thriller' jacket with a belt and black pants with tape on her fingers. I'm wearing the original Disney's Captain EO jacket with white skinny jeans, white finger-less gloves and tape on the fingers of both hands. Blanket was wearing the tux our father wore during the Dangerous Era, Prince is wearing a black leather jacket. Right now, as I'm telling you this I'm backstage...
WTF?! I just had a fight with the person I cared about the most, my best friend. Is Prince really worth dumping your best friend like that? He's just a guy. Look at me, I'm being a hypocrite...yes HE IS WORTH DUMPING YOUR BEST FRIEND. Is he really? I mean, he's just another guy there. I've known him for years, and I know he's not gonna let Niki break our friendship like that.
I got up the courage to knock on his door.
The cool, crisp, fall breeze sent chills down my spine..
January, 13, 2011, I ran upstairs and took Reegan out of his crib. He was trying to get out of my arms and I said” happy birthday”!!! I can’t believe he is a year old, it feels like it was just yesterday when Jake left Reegan with me. As I was putting his socks on him I tickled his feet and he smiled. I said” hey; your first tooth finally poked through buddy!!!” I was so happy that at least one of his teeth came through because he looks so miserable while he is teething. Reegan crawled to Chris and he picked him up. We walked downstairs and Prince passed me Reegan’s bottle. Blanket...