hiya im renesmee carle cullen black, well everyone calls me ness or nessie it was something that jake made up when i was little so it just stuck but my full name is a mix of my grandma's names: esme and renee, my middle name is a mix of my grandads, carslile and charlie also my official last name is cullen but i like to add black on the end for jakey (but dont tell mummy or daddy cos they will get mad) jakey's my little wolf boy and i love him soo much. alots happening at the moment, mummy, daddy, auntie alice and uncle jasper are figuring out what i have to pretend to be when i start high...
Dear Diary (Meadow. Through His Eyes)
September 7, 2009
I made my way through both of Edward’s diaries. At times, it was hard to keep reading, while other times I wanted to literally devour every letter of every word on each page. I was more afraid than anything. Afraid to read Edward’s thoughts on me. Afraid to discover he didn’t love me as much as I love him.
I felt like I was being invasive.
Reading Edward’s diary has undoubtedly brought us closer together than ever. I love Edward, and although I’ve always known...
Without you, our life was serene, boring and dangerous,
Without you, I could not, would not live.
Without you, Rosalie would hate me
Without you, Jacob’s life would be meaningless.
Without you, the sun would be black,
Without you, Edward and I would never see the stars
Without you, I would die.
Without you, my sweet daughter my life would be just as dangerous as before.
Renesmee, you are a blessing, and we love you so much!!
“I was transformed at age eighteen when groupies were ‘groovy’ and drugs fit right in with the music and excessive beer chugging.” Nicole pleated her skirt, shutting her eyes to remember her past life.
Her mortal life.
“In every corner someone was having a hallucination, or a new song was being played…Woodstock was one getaway in ’69,” she chuckled, bitterly, opposing her reminiscing urge.
It was a humble Tuesday night and we were wrapping up the New Year’s Day celebrations with...
Dear Diary (In His World)
October 25, 2010
I tapped my pen to the pad of paper on my desk at a slower – but stronger – than human pace. My eyes focused on the lines, each one so clear, so vibrant. The acidic smell of ink from the pen poured into my nostrils, flooding them with solvents, pigments, dyes, resins, lubricants… and whatever else ink was made from. Chemicals.
I wanted to write a book. Not a book that would go on to be published; just a book. A fictional story with fictional characters who I controlled. I didn’t know what I wanted...
I promise to remember Bella
Each time I carelessly fall down
And I promise to remember Edward
Whenever I'm out of town
I promise to obey traffic laws
For Charlies sake of course
And I promise to remember Jacob
When my heart fills with remorse
I promise to remember Carlisle
When ever I am in the Emergency Room
And I promise to remember Emmett
Every time there's a huge boom
I promise to to remember Rosalie
Whenever I see something that holds pure beauty
The day i found out that i was pregnant with you was the day my life and your dad's life changed forever,
You have no idea what i went through to bring you into this world, the reason why you grow faster than any-one else is because you are what they called a hybrid vampire: which your father can tell you what that is cuz i still don't know)
Any=way your father thought you were going to be a boy and that's what i thought as well, you killed me baby your birth literally killed me, i died but your father brought me back to life again so that i can be with you and the...
Sweetie you are a joy to me and your father, we couldn't think of our lives with-out you,as your mother i had to sacrifice all of my engery to bring you into this world, jacob was there and so was your father, no-matter what people say a bout you, you need to remember that your family care and love, you with all of our hearts, and that night when your father found out that jacob had imprinted on you he was so angry and i was too, for having him to that to you, we wanted to protect you in so many ways,