I came home from my date with jacob like any other night but tonight felt different for some reason,maybe i was being paranoid.Me and jacob went down to La push first beach for our date,it was so much fun i can't wait to tell my mom about what fun stuff we did,my mom and i are real close,were like best friends except she's the mom i'm the child,you know.So on the way home my jakey asked if my mom and dad were being cool about us dating,i told him extremially cool,their treating me like an adult i love it!Except my mom put down ground rules like curfew and stuff coming from her i listened and obeyed not like i wouldn't listen if it was my dad it's just me and my mom can see eye to eye,it's like some kind of connection that i can't live without her love and her being witj me,i still wair that locket she gave me a few christmases ago,i adore the present.On the way home i was trying to figure out in my head why i felt like this,jacob didn't snap me out of my thinking he just let me daydream.Like i was saying about my parents,their being real cool especially my dad too sometimes i'm not sure if he's here all the way,i feel bad for him in a way,his baby girl who heardly had time to stay a baby was dating,every chance i got i was with him when i wasn't with my mom.i would offer to wathch a movie,go wrestle but whatever i did he stayed sad like he knew this was coming,and then all of a sudden my cheeks felt wet and the car stop with a loud screech,i was crying!Oh!My!God!i was crying then jake yelled "Nessie!,Nessie what's wrong,are you okay,are you hurt!".and then i started to cry more when i came to sudden truth my daddy don't like me no more,i'm not a baby so he don't want me automatically every time i cryed i wanted my mommy and then more tares came because i didn't still want to be in the car i wanted to be in my mom's arms her cradling me,soothing me,kissing my cheeks,forehead,and hair. i had to face it and it sound crazy i'm obsessed with my mom,but i didn't care i wanted her now!right now!jake was still yelling,now pleading.i couldn't speak so i pressed my fingers to his face,thank god for my strange little gift.i showed him my mom.and then he yelled "Bella's hurt,how did you know,for how long,did edward do it,i'm going to hurt him!".what,no!.i pressed my hand to his face and shoed me and my mom,the first picture her brushing my hair and me and her laughing and hugging.and the secound picture of me and her again me in her arms and her rocking and cradling me.of course made me cry harder because i wanted to tell me i was wrong that daddy still loves and he'll always love me,i didn't want to hear it from daddy of couse he's going to say yes,my mom always tell me the truth no matter how bad it is when i ask her.So jake sighed in awkward releif and said "okay you want your mom,were going there so hold on ness".i just nodded he kissed my forehead and then started the engine and before long we were at my cottage i couldn't wait for jake open my door i know my dad would hear our thoughts and come to the door though he would be terrified by the tears coming down my face and call for mom.once jake opened my door i struggled with my tears to kiss him on the cheek so i wouldn't be rude my mom and dad taught me better than that.at inhuman speed i ran to my door and i felt like i was being followed and then right next to me is jake,he must have saw me try to open the door through my tears.and as soon as he opened the door my mom saw my face and was there scooping me up in her arms which i wanted,i wraped my arms tightly around her and she was soothing me,cuddling me.all the kissing and stuff to make me wouldn't start untill we were safely in my room and my mom was protecting my thoughts from daddy,like always dad would sat back and not interupt us because he didn't want to play mom.then my dad got up and started talking to jake,by then me and my mom was on the couch,me in her lap and my head agaisnt her cold chest and under her chin one of her hands was rubbing my back and the other brushing my hair and cheek her lips stayed on my hair i felt content and so happy now i had her but i still had questions to ask my mommy.i could feel jake's eyes on me when he asked my mom"Is she going to be okay,bells"-jake.in a voice that sound like bells,like warm velvet like my dad she said,kind of annoyed."Of couse jake"-bella."It's not my falt but i could have handled it but she just kept showing me pictures of you."-jake,"Jake,the next time this happens bring her directly home,i don't care what you two are doing!and don't try to steal my role jake,i'm her mother what i say go's got that!-bella,"Geesh bells calm down,i got it next time she crys bring her home to you,gottcha.-jake,Before he was finsh i gave him a look like shut up jake and so did my dad and then we smiled at each other because our facial exsperissions was the same.then my mom said it through her teeth."Don't ever in you life tell me to calm down iv'e been calm for years watching you slowly take my baby,this is one thing i damand,WHEN MY BABY CRYS YOU BRING HER TO ME!!!!GOT THAT MUT!!-bella.whan my mom got like this i got scared,jake got scared and probably even my dad,only thing that really pisses her off is when someone meaning jake question her athourity and when someone messes with her baby meaning me and daddy,my mom is very posessive and oh yeah my mom's best friend and a aunt to me is alice.so jake's next words should be very careful,ggod thing she has me in her arms,i always calm her down."I'm....sorry....bells...i didn't mean to upset you sorry really.-jake.good thing jake played nice,thank god!so my mom was calmer when she spoke."okay jake i think it's time for you to go home and get some sleep".Please,please,please agree with her!"A'ight bells,nite""nite nessie,love you ness.my mom went back to soothing me,when jake walked over and put his arm over her shoulder and whispered in her ear"sorry bells really,you still my best friend no matter what,love you"and then kissed her cheek and then he kissed mine. and then he said"edward,i would kiss your cheek but you might kill me"then me,my mom and jake started laughing picturing it in our heads and then my dad couldn't resist he laughed too and punched jakes shoulder playfully.and said "that will do nothing else,i belong to bella!"so then jake left,my dad when to my granparents house to give me and my mom some privacy,he went to watch the game with uncle emmett and uncle jasper and granpa.So my mom carried me to my room waited for me to get out of the shower,while she brushed me wavy,long bronze hair i talked about what was bothering me and she didn't yell she understood like i knew she would,she's the best mom a vampire hybrid could ask for then it might be kind of babyish to you but i'm still growing i'm still a baby in a almost teens body,my moomy rocked me to sleep she turned on my lullaby and rocked me until i went to sleep i remember before crashing from my long day for her to stay with me and watch me sleep and that she can wathch my dreams,she laughed her musical laugh and whisperd in my ear "I love you,sleep now my nessie and i will stay with you and watch your dreams"then she kissed ny head and then i was sleep.