So after analyzing if for about a week, talking and discussing on dissociative and BPD focused forums on mental illness focused websites, and the recent session, its been determined that the past question over whether or not I have multiple personalities or a really strong imagination and a poor sense of identity has been given the agreement that it is most likely actual multiple personalities. While it has yet to be placed into DID or OSDD-1B, the core base thing is mostly confirmed.
[[THIS IS PRIMARILY A RAMBLE TO MYSELF BUT I THOUGHT IT WAS SUPER INTERESTING AND WANTED TO SHARE]]
So this is just me kind of trying to think and logically figure a thing out so its not really bad as much as Im trying to re-evaluate it.
Anyways so the diagnosis for BPD is still not official since it does need time to see as it could be MANY other things. Like I do match almost all of the criteria for BPD now that I look over it more, but the thing is, if I were to say one other thign it could be would be that it could easily be OSDD-1B or some form of DID...
Skipping questions I find boring / uninteresting.
1. What’s a question you’re afraid to ask? To whom?
I dont really think theres anything I am particularly afraid to ask. If anything, I think it would be anyone irl other than my boyfriend to hang out or anything. I'm kind of avoidant in that manner. I personally would love to have hung out with more people in my highschool, but getting around to doing it just made me too uncomfortable for more reasons that possible rejection or anything. I could handle rejection, its just a lot of other issues compiling...
So hey! I was bored and decided it would be a cool and fun idea to go through and write what I thought about and predicted for all the Danganronpa V3 characters. Before the prediction, I asked Lefteris to give me 3-4 images of each character, their name, and the Ultimate that they were introduced at. Then I carried on and did everything below. I hope you enjoy!
So this is apparently Kaede Akamatsu and shes the Ultimate Pianist. I’m GUESSING that shes the main protagonist because shes the first one and because she has the main protagonist...
So Riku asked me to answer these alongside her so here we go.
Dog - would you consider yourself loyal still to your best friend from two years ago?
-Short answer is yes. I'm still just as loyal or even more so to Riku as I have always been. One of the things I hold the most pride in despite not being a very prideful individual is that when it comes to friendship, I never falter. Since I have become friends with Riku, I have given literally everything I am capable of giving into the relationship every single day without fail. I've actually been told this...
Pretty much Im bored so Im doing a compilation of tumblr “Send me X and Ill answer the respective questions” and posting it as an article
dog - would you consider yourself loyal still to your best friend from two years ago?
When was two years ago… Cos while I don’t like to say it wasn’t Wanta, but theres a chance that if Im being real, the person I hung out with the most was not him… but considering the timeline I think it was?? So… Yeah, Im still loyal.
Since there seemed to be a wide interest in me sharing these, I decided, until I no longer wish to share them, I no longer have more I wish to share, and/or no more to share, I will actually make this idea a thing. This is the first one where I go through my old therapy journals and pull out the ones I am willing to share that also have enough substinance to them. I hope you enjoy. Each entry will be denoted with the day they were written on, as well as the times each entry was put in. There are often a lot of typos as they are copied exactly as originally typed on my phone journal. If said...
DISCLAIMER: This is not an end all means all. Just because I dont show any of these blatantly does not mean I don’t care about you or do not like you or anything like that. I can be rather subtle with my affections and these primarily come out when I am extremely close and/or when the opportunity arises. This is also a list compiled off the top of my head and is likely missing a lot that I didnt remember while writing and/or am unaware of.
So I was looking at the Love Languages topic thing again and talking about it a bit to Wanta and Lefteris in personal chat, and I...
Alright so lemme see what I can dig up. I'm a little tired at the moment so forgive me if the explanations are a bit short. All of this will have spoilers and probably quotes from various wikis.
So let's get the obligatory King out of the way. Hibari Kyoya is a pretty good example of a previous iteration of Riku and is actually the first King that pops into my head when I think of Riku.
"Hibari is a very scary character with no care for the well-being of others, preferring to do whatever it takes to get what he wants."
.... to be entirely honest I dunno how braced Ill be for Smokey's inevitable death in like.... 5-15 years from now :v
Like Im alright not taking her with me since shes considerably old and well integrated into the current flock cause the move up north could be dangerous for her and cos my mom can take care of them well, but I dunno. She was a major part of the good things of my childhood that I dunno.
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