For now thatll be the title of this forum. Its rather misleading since Id love for commentary and discussion over it and all. But the main purpose of this is not really for anyone else. My wall is partly and mostly for spreading positive mental health awareness and occasional venting. The Mental Health forum is pretty much the same
This here is probably going to be primarily for myself.
And the main thing Ill probably talk about here if I do is some of the crappy things of my childhood and stuff. Try to remember stuff, talk about it and process it.
Maybe Ill get more in detail when the fog clears up a bit or as my mind likes to pop them back up in my mind when I do.
Maybe Ill never use this
But this is mainly for me to work through things.
Though I must establish something thats kind of strange. When I talk here, I dont want people to cheer me up or tell me my past is the past or anything.
Im very well aware of that, its not needed to be told. And "cheering me up", while I do appreciate it and like it, is rather unproductive for the goal of this. Processing trauma and stuff is not fun and its about forcing out things you dont like and not being comfortable about it and having breakdowns until it gets less.
If its on this forum, I want to feel it. I want to be hurt. I want to work through it, process it and think about it.
Being cheered up simply allows me to ignore it again and that isnt the goal of this forum if I ever use it.
I would also like for posts not made by me to remain in comments only as to not bury the important content and so I can maintain the ability to delete topics and discussions Im not comfortable with sticking to.
Also I do love to be cheered up. That rule is specifically and only for this forum since I have the intent of working through things when I am on here.